22/1 ITS ME ?!?!

life is like a fairy tale.....its as if u sorta noe wads going 2 happen thru e way u choose 2 live ur life.....well all dis time whenever i see sumtin dat reminds me of d n a, i cant help myself but feel sad about it for awhile until sumtin comes n cheers me up, taking away my sorrow until e next time i feel sad again haha....i thot i was being influenced too much by e things around me......how can sum1 be so cruel n torment me every time i see sumtin dat reminds me of her (or related to dat for dat matter).......HOW?? how can dat person jus cut straight deep into e point where u would feel e most hurt? dat person noes me e best (i guess).....n he betrayed my trust for him.....i jus figured dat e 1 n onli evil person doing dis 2 me is ME !! i'm e 1 tearing my own heart apart with my own bare hands!! wad a shocking self revelation!

haha looking back now i guess i would say i was stupid 2 do all dat 2 myself.....i should hav realised it earlier but betta late than never rite? oh wells for all reading dis be witness of my pledge........""from dis day forth, I, Daniel Lee Ern Wen CHOOSE 2 stop thinking about things dat will directly or indirectly make me sad.....I will not tear my heart apart by my own hands jus when i've recovered from e scar again......I will trust God 2 do wad he wills in my life....n i noe dat it will be e best for me.....I will choose to be n remain happy as best of my ability.....sadness from relationships is no longer a word in my dictionary.......""

ok im done.....abit dramatic but e reality of e truth jus hit me like a wave, jus felt i should be held accountable if i go against dis pledge haha.....thanx all