yeah im back to my blog and posting again.........i hav been busy doing other things during the week, mainly working my pretty slack job but i sleep less i guess....i always sleep at about 12 plus and wake up at mayb 7 sumtin? to me dats not enough sleep haha..........
anyway i slept in the afternoon yesterday then i went to church to lead a.g. haha cos of dat sleep i had i could not get to sleep at all the whole of last nite.....talk about screwed up body clock lol........but tis morning i had a cheap thrill feeling haha.....normally i would be going into the office at about 9am cos everyday i plan to wake up at 715am and report for work at 830am but i fail lol cos im too tired so yeah........but today cos i couldnt sleep though a little part of me was a little tired.........i went in at 830am! i was earlier than all of the full timers in the same office as me haha! miracle haha.......
sorry for the late replies to all the tags...........the weekends are like more of less the onli available spare times to do mroe of wad i want like blog, play guitar (which i sometimes do in the middle of the week as well haha) and all la..........
i lazy to think of wad to post about cos im planning to go play my guitar and i want to go gym tml (morning)........hopefully my skool gym is open lol.....and also hopefully i can wake up early lol...........if im too tired i will jus sleep in lol =|
anyway replies to tags haha
jon: haha no la u make it sound so funny lol......climbing up the corporate ladder lol..........jus slightly more experienced dats all.......not to mention betta bonds as well hahah (nothing much meant by dat haha)
julia lee: haha hi.....haha i jus felt like it lol..........i think Cbox more stable la......but like chatterbox can tag more words....but its not dat stable la hahaha.........im jus rambling haha..........
april: haha i replied u in my msg haha......if u didnt msg me u'll probably onli get your answer now hahaha..........
da sao: haha of course la u so toot how to take (good) care of your fishes? hahaha............im onto my last bar of 'my birthday present' which was so meant for "my gang" hahaha.........i can finish it lol...but thanks (again) anyway......
jonathan chua: haha i know la....onli one person would use dat nickname to tag on blogs lol..........confirm u wann la........y 2001 though? i will link you.........poly is fun to a certain extent of how fun u make it haha (i dunno if dat makes sense to you haha)......
random:
1) i've been thinking of some things........actually i forget wad made it seem to matter so much dat things has worsened to this state.........besides dat i hav also forgotten y i even want to? reconcile in the first place.....mayb its not necessary anymore la.......jus leave things as they are since i dun really care, i dun really want to care anymore lol.............and those things about wad God is telling me to do.......i dunno....and y?2) close or not?3) oh yeah i'm playing for beginners on sunday! with andrew my best fren haha........im really looking forward to it haha..........4) oh yeah i haven been appearing online.........for quite awhile cos even though there are some ppl whom i can talk to online but there are many ppl dat are online dat i want to talk to (not jus any of my normal conversation mates but yeah) but i jus dunno wad to talk to them so i end up jus signing out to not feel so bad i guess......i dun really think its the feeling bad la jus dun hav any other thing to explain it la.....
dats all for now.....
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Friday, September 29
Tuesday, September 26
semhnitog srhot
jus in case if there is ever anyone dat might miss me or what i type, i decided to jus update abit.......
well im continuing to work these few days and i hav been really busy as usual..............and whats more im tired....super shag la not enough sleep and almost everyday i sleep at about 12am and i wake up about 7 hrs later lol......seriously i need more sleep lol......and summore i'm oso trying to prepare for a.g. this thursday and yd this sunday as well.......i really need more time lol.....or mayb more time prioritising....i need 48 hours everyday then mayb i can do all the things dat i like to do like play guitar and come online to talk to ppl, prepare for leading yd and a.g. and all shiok man......
oh yeah i got my job back cos one of the full timers, my sixteen year old fren was fired last saturday lol.........sad man i heard it was a very big misunderstanding and the lady boss was quite unreasonable......well i dunno the full story but its sad..........now there's a new part timer, it feels abit good to be like more senior than her cos i know more stuff haha......and she is older than me lol....in fact im now the youngest in the office lol haha.........
oh yeah i enjoyed playing on my guitar yesterday again......its really sucha nice feeling to be able to play and enjoy the melody of a good guitar haha......i thank God dat He gave me sucha good guitar and i also thank pastor eddy for helping me to choose and get a good price for it.....
well i guess dats enough for tonite......replies to tags?
jon: i replied u on msn ready so yeah
da sao: u one kind of thick skinned.........wad if i say its not coming? hahaha.........joking la.......anyway u take care of your guppies confirm die wann lol......
joy: hi...
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well im continuing to work these few days and i hav been really busy as usual..............and whats more im tired....super shag la not enough sleep and almost everyday i sleep at about 12am and i wake up about 7 hrs later lol......seriously i need more sleep lol......and summore i'm oso trying to prepare for a.g. this thursday and yd this sunday as well.......i really need more time lol.....or mayb more time prioritising....i need 48 hours everyday then mayb i can do all the things dat i like to do like play guitar and come online to talk to ppl, prepare for leading yd and a.g. and all shiok man......
oh yeah i got my job back cos one of the full timers, my sixteen year old fren was fired last saturday lol.........sad man i heard it was a very big misunderstanding and the lady boss was quite unreasonable......well i dunno the full story but its sad..........now there's a new part timer, it feels abit good to be like more senior than her cos i know more stuff haha......and she is older than me lol....in fact im now the youngest in the office lol haha.........
oh yeah i enjoyed playing on my guitar yesterday again......its really sucha nice feeling to be able to play and enjoy the melody of a good guitar haha......i thank God dat He gave me sucha good guitar and i also thank pastor eddy for helping me to choose and get a good price for it.....
well i guess dats enough for tonite......replies to tags?
jon: i replied u on msn ready so yeah
da sao: u one kind of thick skinned.........wad if i say its not coming? hahaha.........joking la.......anyway u take care of your guppies confirm die wann lol......
joy: hi...
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Monday, September 25
a sorht utdape
i guess i will be sticking to this kinda post title for now....it makes a normally not so interesting look more fun haha.........
oh yeah i enjoyed the messages both today and yesterday.........yesterday was a message by major jeffery goh......he was very funny but through it all he really made very good points lol......it was about christian love.......i think everyone was quite bonded for awhile during the message cos we were laughing at the major's jokes and funny expressions and all............but after dat i feel quite funny and lonely at the same time......i felt very lonely in a crowd of people lol......its like the ppl i could talk to were either busy or not around.........n i jus didnt know wad to talk to ppl about.......coupled with dat wierd feeling i've been feeling.......jus felt not really happy even though i was still praising God and all during the worship......mayb its oso becos i was thinking about sum other things la....more complicated than meets the eye........
and today's message at yw was by mr lim chien chong lol........it was quite good lol......it was about christian servanthood.......now then i noe there is a difference between a minister and a servant....a minister is someone who meets other ppl's needs while a servant is like unto a slave......a slave is humble and lowly lol, can i ever serve sumone with dat kinda attitude? i would really need God's help to do dat man...............oh yeah the wierd feeling is not as much as the past few days haha.......i played floorball and shortly after dat i played frisbee as well........shiok man.....powerful........i burnt alot of calories today man shiok........but ouch because of my brother's super tight shoe dat day i went to queensway i got a blister on my rite foot then i cannot even wear my boots to play cos its rubbing against it lol...end up i had to settle for my high cut samuel and kelvin shoes dat dun hav much friction on grass lol, at least it didnt really rub my blister (i already peeled of the skin dat broke lol.....)
i guess the release of endophorphins from all the exercise really helped me not to be so sad anymore lol.....in fact i think its gone now.......i dun stay sad for long dats one good thing i guess.....dats a good thing haha.........
oh yeah i'm going back to work tml haha! at the same place summore lol.....funny ah no longer had i said wad i said about my employer then now its fulfilled haha...how ironic........funny man they called me to tell me i dun need to go back on monday and all then the very next day they call me again and ask me to go back to work........talk about the irony.........hahah.......dats all for tonite i guess i'm going to sleep hahaha
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oh yeah i enjoyed the messages both today and yesterday.........yesterday was a message by major jeffery goh......he was very funny but through it all he really made very good points lol......it was about christian love.......i think everyone was quite bonded for awhile during the message cos we were laughing at the major's jokes and funny expressions and all............but after dat i feel quite funny and lonely at the same time......i felt very lonely in a crowd of people lol......its like the ppl i could talk to were either busy or not around.........n i jus didnt know wad to talk to ppl about.......coupled with dat wierd feeling i've been feeling.......jus felt not really happy even though i was still praising God and all during the worship......mayb its oso becos i was thinking about sum other things la....more complicated than meets the eye........
and today's message at yw was by mr lim chien chong lol........it was quite good lol......it was about christian servanthood.......now then i noe there is a difference between a minister and a servant....a minister is someone who meets other ppl's needs while a servant is like unto a slave......a slave is humble and lowly lol, can i ever serve sumone with dat kinda attitude? i would really need God's help to do dat man...............oh yeah the wierd feeling is not as much as the past few days haha.......i played floorball and shortly after dat i played frisbee as well........shiok man.....powerful........i burnt alot of calories today man shiok........but ouch because of my brother's super tight shoe dat day i went to queensway i got a blister on my rite foot then i cannot even wear my boots to play cos its rubbing against it lol...end up i had to settle for my high cut samuel and kelvin shoes dat dun hav much friction on grass lol, at least it didnt really rub my blister (i already peeled of the skin dat broke lol.....)
i guess the release of endophorphins from all the exercise really helped me not to be so sad anymore lol.....in fact i think its gone now.......i dun stay sad for long dats one good thing i guess.....dats a good thing haha.........
oh yeah i'm going back to work tml haha! at the same place summore lol.....funny ah no longer had i said wad i said about my employer then now its fulfilled haha...how ironic........funny man they called me to tell me i dun need to go back on monday and all then the very next day they call me again and ask me to go back to work........talk about the irony.........hahah.......dats all for tonite i guess i'm going to sleep hahaha
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Saturday, September 23
waht i did tadoy
haha! nice ah dat title so unique lol.......it spells what i did today but im sure u can read this cos research has proven dat our human brain can read words even though the letters in between are messed up haha......its true......as long as the first and the last letter is properly there lol.......
anyway today i wanted to go queensway there earlier and meet my brother there to see some shoes lol......i woke up quite early at 11am (if i had done my QT then and left my house after dat, i would hav alot more time to ) but i went to sleep instead of doing my QT haha i was too tired =p i slept until about 1pm lol......end up i made my brother wait like 2 hours plus before i reached the place lol......haha oops.....anyway i didnt hav work today so i had the whole day free.......
i was supposed to have dental today at 4 pm......by the time i reached queensway i had like barely 30 mins to look around and stuff haha......my brother and i didnt buy anything due to the time constraints haha...anyway i managed to wolff down one oif the very nice hot dogs there but how i wish i had the luxury of time to slowly savour every bite and like slowly take my time go look see look see hahaha....shiok man dat kinda life........anyway i was slightly late for my dental appointment haha and i best man......today my appointment rite i forgot to bring my retainers lol cos i was rushing out of my house to meet my brother after my QT......haha best go for dental appointment never bring retainers.......haha my teeth so far still haven shift haha........(oh yeah lazy me was looking for audio blogs lol haha....but its the next in thing...next time when its activated in singapore i will audio post straightaway, to save time taken to post sumtin hahaha.....but apparently they all havta call some overseas phone lol)
oh yeah after dental i went to dhoby ghaut to buy picks with jasmine.....haha u must be thinking i hav so many picks ready still buy...i guess i felt the same way but whatever la......i finally bought the white pick for terence haha.........and a few others i got free.........details i will skip la cos im not supposed to tell anyone haha according to jasmine haha lol..........spending money is really quite therapeutic at times haha......
oh yeah i jus remembered i lost my job ready haha.....not because they fired me or anything but because the boss ('s wife) doesnt need staff anymore haha........oh wells at least its not anything my fault........i dun need to go back to work on monday haha....i wonder wad would the lady boss do if all the full time staff decide to leave the company lol.......and there isnt much reason for them not to do so cos i dun see anything dat would motivate them to work for dat lady boss lol.....its her attitude la.....to her all (ALL) her staff are not important at all, when she got many staff the staff are nothing in her eyes.......when she has shortage of staff, she will hire anyone........bearing dat in mind i am quite mentally prepared to not hav this part time job ready haha.....expected la.......=) at least i got abit of monety coming in la..........
i can onli imagine wad i can do with all this sudden free time haha........mayb go back and work or mayb slack around and go gym more often (i've been so wanting to go for awhile lol, my body desires to be thrashed lol.......ok dat sounds wierd.......)
oh yeah by the way i want to convince elder mr lee (aka my dad) to buy me a new bicycle! my old wann is spoiling and its very heavy lol........i want to get a good one and im quite convinced dat from my house there the bikes is quite a good buy lol..........and its not dat expensive lol $180+ to at most $220 lol.......seems like a good deal aluminium frames and all........
recently with all my free time i hav been thinking alot ALOT haha......really some random and absurb thots keep coming into my head lol hahaha......i cant name all the things lol..........funny lol.....there are so many things i cant figure out, so many things i cant control, so many things i dunno (well for instance i cant even tell for myself my feelings (if u dun understand then its ok, its onli for me to "vent")), so many things i dunno how to react to........the list goes on, i believe this post is long enough haha..........good nite thanks for reading if u did...much appreciated.......
oh yeah just one last musing......i hav been wondering y i even bother to link ppl and all lol........i think back starting from the the very first contacts dat i hav linked.........hmm........i mean now dat i feel like either closing this blog (or most probably not) and starting a truly private blog and all........mayb i've jus been too busy to read other ppl's blogs until thursday, mayb it will all go back to normal when i hav more time to slack and all..........
In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul. Psalm 94:19
replies to tags haha:
jon: i will get my pay when its ready hahaha.......okayy i will burn for u when u pass me a disc haha........i'm running out of games oso......but eh? i thot u supposed to be busy, being in the same uni as alethia, erica, gayle and joe...u should be like as busy as them rite? hahaha
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anyway today i wanted to go queensway there earlier and meet my brother there to see some shoes lol......i woke up quite early at 11am (if i had done my QT then and left my house after dat, i would hav alot more time to ) but i went to sleep instead of doing my QT haha i was too tired =p i slept until about 1pm lol......end up i made my brother wait like 2 hours plus before i reached the place lol......haha oops.....anyway i didnt hav work today so i had the whole day free.......
i was supposed to have dental today at 4 pm......by the time i reached queensway i had like barely 30 mins to look around and stuff haha......my brother and i didnt buy anything due to the time constraints haha...anyway i managed to wolff down one oif the very nice hot dogs there but how i wish i had the luxury of time to slowly savour every bite and like slowly take my time go look see look see hahaha....shiok man dat kinda life........anyway i was slightly late for my dental appointment haha and i best man......today my appointment rite i forgot to bring my retainers lol cos i was rushing out of my house to meet my brother after my QT......haha best go for dental appointment never bring retainers.......haha my teeth so far still haven shift haha........(oh yeah lazy me was looking for audio blogs lol haha....but its the next in thing...next time when its activated in singapore i will audio post straightaway, to save time taken to post sumtin hahaha.....but apparently they all havta call some overseas phone lol)
oh yeah after dental i went to dhoby ghaut to buy picks with jasmine.....haha u must be thinking i hav so many picks ready still buy...i guess i felt the same way but whatever la......i finally bought the white pick for terence haha.........and a few others i got free.........details i will skip la cos im not supposed to tell anyone haha according to jasmine haha lol..........spending money is really quite therapeutic at times haha......
oh yeah i jus remembered i lost my job ready haha.....not because they fired me or anything but because the boss ('s wife) doesnt need staff anymore haha........oh wells at least its not anything my fault........i dun need to go back to work on monday haha....i wonder wad would the lady boss do if all the full time staff decide to leave the company lol.......and there isnt much reason for them not to do so cos i dun see anything dat would motivate them to work for dat lady boss lol.....its her attitude la.....to her all (ALL) her staff are not important at all, when she got many staff the staff are nothing in her eyes.......when she has shortage of staff, she will hire anyone........bearing dat in mind i am quite mentally prepared to not hav this part time job ready haha.....expected la.......=) at least i got abit of monety coming in la..........
i can onli imagine wad i can do with all this sudden free time haha........mayb go back and work or mayb slack around and go gym more often (i've been so wanting to go for awhile lol, my body desires to be thrashed lol.......ok dat sounds wierd.......)
oh yeah by the way i want to convince elder mr lee (aka my dad) to buy me a new bicycle! my old wann is spoiling and its very heavy lol........i want to get a good one and im quite convinced dat from my house there the bikes is quite a good buy lol..........and its not dat expensive lol $180+ to at most $220 lol.......seems like a good deal aluminium frames and all........
recently with all my free time i hav been thinking alot ALOT haha......really some random and absurb thots keep coming into my head lol hahaha......i cant name all the things lol..........funny lol.....there are so many things i cant figure out, so many things i cant control, so many things i dunno (well for instance i cant even tell for myself my feelings (if u dun understand then its ok, its onli for me to "vent")), so many things i dunno how to react to........the list goes on, i believe this post is long enough haha..........good nite thanks for reading if u did...much appreciated.......
oh yeah just one last musing......i hav been wondering y i even bother to link ppl and all lol........i think back starting from the the very first contacts dat i hav linked.........hmm........i mean now dat i feel like either closing this blog (or most probably not) and starting a truly private blog and all........mayb i've jus been too busy to read other ppl's blogs until thursday, mayb it will all go back to normal when i hav more time to slack and all..........
In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul. Psalm 94:19
replies to tags haha:
jon: i will get my pay when its ready hahaha.......okayy i will burn for u when u pass me a disc haha........i'm running out of games oso......but eh? i thot u supposed to be busy, being in the same uni as alethia, erica, gayle and joe...u should be like as busy as them rite? hahaha
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Friday, September 22
work lol
as i mentioned before i'm now working at a place very nearby to my house.......i really haven had the time to come online to check my blog and all.....really been tired man.........its like i sleep late and wake up early lol......these past few day i hav been wanting and trying to get into my office at about 0830am but so far i hav given up everyday and i would sleep in for like 10 mins more (how precious is dat undisturbed 10 mins!) and i end up going in at either 0910am or 0905am lol hahaha.....but my boss doesnt really care la......they dun care about wad i do and also cos they come in like 11am or later haha......talk about being the bosses.......
well my job is VERY slack in case i didnt really mention before....i cant remember........i basically do filing of stuff, sorting out of stuff, helping out with odd jobs here and there like helping the boss make coffee when he comes in and go down to buy coffee for the lady boss, open mails at 4pm and fax stuff out......its really very very slack......
since im so free most of the time i happened to think about quite a few of random stuff........and its strange i jus feel all wierd and funny and sad? mayb? i dunno la.....mayb its the songs dat is (always) playing at my office there.........there are like 3 cds there........the first disc is recent and not too bad secular songs, the second disc is like oldies (i cant stand it really, makes ppl all mushy and all), and the third (thank God for this, although i would like to have klove streaming continuously in my office =| haha) is a christian cd......shiok so most of the time when it gets to oldies cd i would change it to the 3rd cd if i hav time lol.....well thinking has done me alot of good i guess......i've thot thru some things and some things are still at the back of my mind, not knowing wad to think or do about it......
oh yeah in case u hav msged or called me during my office hours which is about 0830am (or 9am) until about 1730pm (or 6pm officially, i stay longer la......)..........i dun pick up calls during my office hours, much less reply messages lol...at most i will onli read them then i reply them jus before i sleep or when i really hav nuttin to do lol haha........sorry about dat, i will onli answer calls if its really important like from my family or sumtin........haha......
replies!!
BOSS: hahaha okayy yes yes BOSS.......next time bring your humble employee to lowry's k? haha thanks for your generousity in treating your humble employee to sucha a good meal haha
alethia: haha thanks anyways.......haha i talked to you on the phone some 2 hours and 45 mins ago lol.......so i dunno wad to reply u ready hahaha........anyway shiok ah u kenna suan left rite centre on ur birthday.....HAVE A VERY BLESSED 19TH BIRTHDAY.....
DA SAO: haha u are one kind of too stressed lol.....y suddenly like wanna open a pet shop? lol.....anyway i would get the puppies but i dun think my mom will allow la......and yeah dats wad i mean by gan cheong "your name is eleanor ho...." lol becos i saw dat i purposely dun call u la........i was playing guitar when u called then i didnt bother to call back haha......haha and yes dats wad i said, with some details in between.....jus try not to say anything stupid haha (u noe wad i mean)
jon: LOL........u want? eleanor ho is my pet for sale hahaha...o_O
oh yeah note to self: DO NOT bite off the corn on your fingertips if u want to continue enjoy playing guitar the way you do.......i bite off the corn of my middle finger....now im beginning to realise y i had corn and the purpose of dat corn in the first place LOL.........i didnt enjoy playing guitar as much today lol....... =|
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well my job is VERY slack in case i didnt really mention before....i cant remember........i basically do filing of stuff, sorting out of stuff, helping out with odd jobs here and there like helping the boss make coffee when he comes in and go down to buy coffee for the lady boss, open mails at 4pm and fax stuff out......its really very very slack......
since im so free most of the time i happened to think about quite a few of random stuff........and its strange i jus feel all wierd and funny and sad? mayb? i dunno la.....mayb its the songs dat is (always) playing at my office there.........there are like 3 cds there........the first disc is recent and not too bad secular songs, the second disc is like oldies (i cant stand it really, makes ppl all mushy and all), and the third (thank God for this, although i would like to have klove streaming continuously in my office =| haha) is a christian cd......shiok so most of the time when it gets to oldies cd i would change it to the 3rd cd if i hav time lol.....well thinking has done me alot of good i guess......i've thot thru some things and some things are still at the back of my mind, not knowing wad to think or do about it......
oh yeah in case u hav msged or called me during my office hours which is about 0830am (or 9am) until about 1730pm (or 6pm officially, i stay longer la......)..........i dun pick up calls during my office hours, much less reply messages lol...at most i will onli read them then i reply them jus before i sleep or when i really hav nuttin to do lol haha........sorry about dat, i will onli answer calls if its really important like from my family or sumtin........haha......
replies!!
BOSS: hahaha okayy yes yes BOSS.......next time bring your humble employee to lowry's k? haha thanks for your generousity in treating your humble employee to sucha a good meal haha
alethia: haha thanks anyways.......haha i talked to you on the phone some 2 hours and 45 mins ago lol.......so i dunno wad to reply u ready hahaha........anyway shiok ah u kenna suan left rite centre on ur birthday.....HAVE A VERY BLESSED 19TH BIRTHDAY.....
DA SAO: haha u are one kind of too stressed lol.....y suddenly like wanna open a pet shop? lol.....anyway i would get the puppies but i dun think my mom will allow la......and yeah dats wad i mean by gan cheong "your name is eleanor ho...." lol becos i saw dat i purposely dun call u la........i was playing guitar when u called then i didnt bother to call back haha......haha and yes dats wad i said, with some details in between.....jus try not to say anything stupid haha (u noe wad i mean)
jon: LOL........u want? eleanor ho is my pet for sale hahaha...o_O
oh yeah note to self: DO NOT bite off the corn on your fingertips if u want to continue enjoy playing guitar the way you do.......i bite off the corn of my middle finger....now im beginning to realise y i had corn and the purpose of dat corn in the first place LOL.........i didnt enjoy playing guitar as much today lol....... =|
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Monday, September 18
i feel blessed
yeah at the start of the day i wasnt feeling my best for whatever reason i cant really put my finger on it.......mayb im tired and all among other things like many thots......anyway i didnt go for yd today cos i was too late ready haha......haha i went up to the clubhouse and played on this asahi guitar lol.......it was a classical guitar and its more or less in tune to wad i think la cos i tuned it the last time around hahaha.......anyway i borrowed a pick from penuel and playing on even dat lousy guitar with a pick sounded much betta and it actually helped to adjust my feelings and i really felt much betta.....of course i was yearning to play on my precious lol, if it were there i would have felt a thousand times betta haha.....but oh wells i did feel much betta anyway......
after the service quite a few ppl wished me and messaged me...hmm i hav never done dis before but thanks in order of who wished me first: rachel kee, alethia, joey (and shermaine together for some reason), samantha chan, timothy sng, and aunty mabel haha...dats the people dat wished me by sms.......the rest of the ppl wished me thru handshakes and stuff in church....oh yeah thanks to the camp comm for singing the birthday song for me too hahah......yeah i guess i feel blessed in some sense partly cos of dat haha.....sorry too many to name i guess the people who shook hands with me and stuff......i dun wanna miss out anyone lol......
oh yeah and after dat i went for lunch with my family and my aunt's family at jack's place at ang mo kio lol........it was really good, as usual i ate alot lol, all the things people too full to eat i ate them all hahaha......anyway as recommended by titus and lucas i ordered a "fire steak" today haha shiok man........i didnt really see the whole thing but i noe from my uncle dat he poured the brandy on my food and then he lit up the fire using a lighter lol.......i onli saw the flames lol shiok la......after dat shiok food and all, my aunt summore bought me a oreo cheesecake from jack's place there oso....shiok la.....i still have a few pieces, i guess i will eat it for breakfast r sumtin later hahaha..........
haha sian today couldnt play frisbee cos it was raining quite heavily for quite awhile........end up i threw frisbee with cheng hui in the rain.....i love the rain esp when i dun need to care about wetting myself....it was very refreshing in a way.........
i dunno wad is happening to me.........i feel im getting more and more aloof in some senses to wad i used to know was true........i feel as if im drawing away and actually i think i'm more or less content to 'let dat happen'.........jus sink into the world of God and guitar and me but is dat really possible? losing sight of the focus........im tired now going to sleep my internet is spoilt so i cant post for now.....i'll post this when i can go online again......
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after the service quite a few ppl wished me and messaged me...hmm i hav never done dis before but thanks in order of who wished me first: rachel kee, alethia, joey (and shermaine together for some reason), samantha chan, timothy sng, and aunty mabel haha...dats the people dat wished me by sms.......the rest of the ppl wished me thru handshakes and stuff in church....oh yeah thanks to the camp comm for singing the birthday song for me too hahah......yeah i guess i feel blessed in some sense partly cos of dat haha.....sorry too many to name i guess the people who shook hands with me and stuff......i dun wanna miss out anyone lol......
oh yeah and after dat i went for lunch with my family and my aunt's family at jack's place at ang mo kio lol........it was really good, as usual i ate alot lol, all the things people too full to eat i ate them all hahaha......anyway as recommended by titus and lucas i ordered a "fire steak" today haha shiok man........i didnt really see the whole thing but i noe from my uncle dat he poured the brandy on my food and then he lit up the fire using a lighter lol.......i onli saw the flames lol shiok la......after dat shiok food and all, my aunt summore bought me a oreo cheesecake from jack's place there oso....shiok la.....i still have a few pieces, i guess i will eat it for breakfast r sumtin later hahaha..........
haha sian today couldnt play frisbee cos it was raining quite heavily for quite awhile........end up i threw frisbee with cheng hui in the rain.....i love the rain esp when i dun need to care about wetting myself....it was very refreshing in a way.........
i dunno wad is happening to me.........i feel im getting more and more aloof in some senses to wad i used to know was true........i feel as if im drawing away and actually i think i'm more or less content to 'let dat happen'.........jus sink into the world of God and guitar and me but is dat really possible? losing sight of the focus........im tired now going to sleep my internet is spoilt so i cant post for now.....i'll post this when i can go online again......
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Sunday, September 17
outreach
the day that has passed was my mother's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!
God Bless you! may you be more and more like Him everyday! =D
oh yeah i'm quite shag now la......i woke up quite early la (ok i woke up late la but still its earlier than i expected......)....i was like 5 mins late for work......oh yeah i woke up at 815am or sumwhere along dat line la.......today my job was very slack as well la....i onli did filing and stuff lol.....super zho bo lol......oh yeah my pay is like $6 per hour.....ok onli la not as great as i thot it to be la......
i was supposed to be assigned someone to so called take care of and just be a fren to lol but i dunno y end up i wasnt assigned anyone lol......anyways i jus made some frens at best as i could......i had a very great time at outreach, going thru the stations and all......it was really fun and meaningful lol......pity i didnt stay for the whole thing lol.....i missed the message and the stuff from then onwards cos i went for joyce's voice concert! the ticket was supposed to be $25 but i went cos lucas, who bought a ticket, couldnt manage to come la......he is one kind of rich la......
anyway i really throughly enjoyed the whole concert, i recorded some of the songs especially joyce's and she and her sister's duet as well.........i enjoyed one singers particularly cos her vocal range was very good and she was very VERY confident! both her duet and solo was great man.....her solo was this sing titled 'the laughing song'...it was not onli entertaining but it was also proof of her vocal range lol............but to be honest i really think joyce's solo and the duet with her sister was also without a doubt superb lol........good stuff =)
i thank God dat i managed to get a bus back home la......the whole concert ended at 11pm la......haha thank God.......anyway i was thinking a few seconds into the start of my birthday "wad and where were the frogs croaking so loudly hahaha......."....dat was at like eunos there haha ok ok enough about dat......i still cant believe im 19 haha.....oh yeah i'm going to sleep now la....very shagg ready haha......good nite......
reply to tags
marcus sng: hahaha okayy im waiting for u to prove dat to me hahaha........
josette: haha i closing my tag board and replacing it with a Cbox hahaha
jon: aiya nvm la...its so slack......quite hard to find ready.......ok la i dun work mainly for the pay in this job la....
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God Bless you! may you be more and more like Him everyday! =D
oh yeah i'm quite shag now la......i woke up quite early la (ok i woke up late la but still its earlier than i expected......)....i was like 5 mins late for work......oh yeah i woke up at 815am or sumwhere along dat line la.......today my job was very slack as well la....i onli did filing and stuff lol.....super zho bo lol......oh yeah my pay is like $6 per hour.....ok onli la not as great as i thot it to be la......
i was supposed to be assigned someone to so called take care of and just be a fren to lol but i dunno y end up i wasnt assigned anyone lol......anyways i jus made some frens at best as i could......i had a very great time at outreach, going thru the stations and all......it was really fun and meaningful lol......pity i didnt stay for the whole thing lol.....i missed the message and the stuff from then onwards cos i went for joyce's voice concert! the ticket was supposed to be $25 but i went cos lucas, who bought a ticket, couldnt manage to come la......he is one kind of rich la......
anyway i really throughly enjoyed the whole concert, i recorded some of the songs especially joyce's and she and her sister's duet as well.........i enjoyed one singers particularly cos her vocal range was very good and she was very VERY confident! both her duet and solo was great man.....her solo was this sing titled 'the laughing song'...it was not onli entertaining but it was also proof of her vocal range lol............but to be honest i really think joyce's solo and the duet with her sister was also without a doubt superb lol........good stuff =)
i thank God dat i managed to get a bus back home la......the whole concert ended at 11pm la......haha thank God.......anyway i was thinking a few seconds into the start of my birthday "wad and where were the frogs croaking so loudly hahaha......."....dat was at like eunos there haha ok ok enough about dat......i still cant believe im 19 haha.....oh yeah i'm going to sleep now la....very shagg ready haha......good nite......
reply to tags
marcus sng: hahaha okayy im waiting for u to prove dat to me hahaha........
josette: haha i closing my tag board and replacing it with a Cbox hahaha
jon: aiya nvm la...its so slack......quite hard to find ready.......ok la i dun work mainly for the pay in this job la....
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Thursday, September 14
i found a job haha
yes i found a job yesterday.........the details are very funny haha....i went looking aorund my house there for a job.....i jus walked around the industrial estates around my house (there are quite a few by the way...).....
anyway i happened to walk into this shop named durasafe (i dunno y oso, most probably because God guided my steps, i prayed before i went to look for job by the way......so all glory goes to God...)
yeah i walked around the industrial estate and i found quite a few shops i didnt know existed there besides auto and hardware shops lol.....i first went to this place called lavazza, the italian coffee company lol.....i left my number there, then after dat i went looking elsewhere again.....woah the lift of lavazza smells of a very strong and nice coffee lol......got someone to make for me dat kind of coffee how nice la........or even if i had their coffee machine then i make myself at home oso shiok man haha.....
after walking around for awhile i went into durasafe lol.....anyway i walked into their shop not really expecting a job or anything.....i jus went in to check out their products and stuff.....then cause i almost walked to a place ordinary customers are not supposed to go, one guy told me dat i couldnt go there and asked me if i was looking for anything.....at first i told him not really then i jus casually asked him if they were hiring part - timers......end up i found out dat they needed someone! i dunno y i asked him lol, considering wad can i do in dat kind of shop everything......oh yeah dat guy helped me ask his colleagues and i was handed a form for me to fill for the job lol......the total time i spent filling up the form and waiting for the rep to get the form back from me (dat was quite long lol......) was about AN HOUR lol.....haha the rep forgot dat i was there lol hahaha....nvm during dat time my phone batt run out and i was listening to music to fill time lol haha......anyway the story doesnt end here lol......after giving the form i continued walking around on the same level to see if i could find or apply for any other jobs lol......and the rep dat gave and took my form tried to call me then but my phone was dead haha....then guess wad i was on my way walking back to the lift and i saw dat rep and she was sorta like signalling to me....i went to her with a kinda stunned look and guess wad? she asked me "Are you very busy now?" "no, not really, how come?" "oh then can u come for an interview now?" i was like "now?! oh okayy"......haha after the interview i more or less got the job lol....im going tml for training and saturday as well until 1pm lol........haha i onli noe im an damin assistant lol, i dunno the job scope and i dunno how much is the pay lol....oh yeah the woman dat interviewed me said "today is your lucky day" (meaning i got the job, haha but i was thinking, i dun even noe how much im paid lol hahaha).......
oh yeah reply to tags here:
jon: haha it gets easier with more practice la....somehow u noe ready haha....i shot the moon quite a few times ready haha.....tom clancy is the most fun game occupying me at the moment haha
da sao: haha green is a contrasting colour wad hahaha........mayb striking yes but i lazy change la....let it be green for awhile.....aiya the posting colours blue blue and green green i think nice leh hahaha....
josette: haha i thot u knew i had 2 tag boards for a long time ready...in case one like spoils and stuff haha.....are u serious the colour combination is nice or u jus being sacarstic haha....thanks for tagging, see you in church soon....
megan: hahaha u found my blog....yeah i found ur blog too the last time i tagged thru ppl's links haha.....u want me to link u? if u want next time leave a link k? haha
marcus sng: of course la.....i think my projection of sound and sound quality much betta man haha.....taylor is jus a brand, not every one is good wad hahaha..........lol famous.....i where got famous lol.....
oh yeah jasmine is out from singapore idol, jus as i predicted haha........final 2 hadi and jonathan haha! now time for guitaring
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anyway i happened to walk into this shop named durasafe (i dunno y oso, most probably because God guided my steps, i prayed before i went to look for job by the way......so all glory goes to God...)
yeah i walked around the industrial estate and i found quite a few shops i didnt know existed there besides auto and hardware shops lol.....i first went to this place called lavazza, the italian coffee company lol.....i left my number there, then after dat i went looking elsewhere again.....woah the lift of lavazza smells of a very strong and nice coffee lol......got someone to make for me dat kind of coffee how nice la........or even if i had their coffee machine then i make myself at home oso shiok man haha.....
after walking around for awhile i went into durasafe lol.....anyway i walked into their shop not really expecting a job or anything.....i jus went in to check out their products and stuff.....then cause i almost walked to a place ordinary customers are not supposed to go, one guy told me dat i couldnt go there and asked me if i was looking for anything.....at first i told him not really then i jus casually asked him if they were hiring part - timers......end up i found out dat they needed someone! i dunno y i asked him lol, considering wad can i do in dat kind of shop everything......oh yeah dat guy helped me ask his colleagues and i was handed a form for me to fill for the job lol......the total time i spent filling up the form and waiting for the rep to get the form back from me (dat was quite long lol......) was about AN HOUR lol.....haha the rep forgot dat i was there lol hahaha....nvm during dat time my phone batt run out and i was listening to music to fill time lol haha......anyway the story doesnt end here lol......after giving the form i continued walking around on the same level to see if i could find or apply for any other jobs lol......and the rep dat gave and took my form tried to call me then but my phone was dead haha....then guess wad i was on my way walking back to the lift and i saw dat rep and she was sorta like signalling to me....i went to her with a kinda stunned look and guess wad? she asked me "Are you very busy now?" "no, not really, how come?" "oh then can u come for an interview now?" i was like "now?! oh okayy"......haha after the interview i more or less got the job lol....im going tml for training and saturday as well until 1pm lol........haha i onli noe im an damin assistant lol, i dunno the job scope and i dunno how much is the pay lol....oh yeah the woman dat interviewed me said "today is your lucky day" (meaning i got the job, haha but i was thinking, i dun even noe how much im paid lol hahaha).......
oh yeah reply to tags here:
jon: haha it gets easier with more practice la....somehow u noe ready haha....i shot the moon quite a few times ready haha.....tom clancy is the most fun game occupying me at the moment haha
da sao: haha green is a contrasting colour wad hahaha........mayb striking yes but i lazy change la....let it be green for awhile.....aiya the posting colours blue blue and green green i think nice leh hahaha....
josette: haha i thot u knew i had 2 tag boards for a long time ready...in case one like spoils and stuff haha.....are u serious the colour combination is nice or u jus being sacarstic haha....thanks for tagging, see you in church soon....
megan: hahaha u found my blog....yeah i found ur blog too the last time i tagged thru ppl's links haha.....u want me to link u? if u want next time leave a link k? haha
marcus sng: of course la.....i think my projection of sound and sound quality much betta man haha.....taylor is jus a brand, not every one is good wad hahaha..........lol famous.....i where got famous lol.....
oh yeah jasmine is out from singapore idol, jus as i predicted haha........final 2 hadi and jonathan haha! now time for guitaring
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Wednesday, September 13
slackk
i spent my day very slackly yesterday (technically cos now is the next day ready....) ........anyway i somehow woke up earlier than normal and after dat slept or tried to get back to sleep for about 2 hrs haha.......during dat 2 hours i had some funny dreams haha.....i cant really recall exactly so i wont really mention haha.....
after dat i played my preciouss for at least an hour....my fingers feel super good now, only exercised haha.....i liked the pain feeling in my fingertips but i dun get it much now unless i play alot alot lol haha.......i didnt get it today lol....
anyway i was so bored the whole day la.......cos i did not hav much games to play and all.......and it was too late to go out and look for a job lol.....finally towards the evening or sumtin like dat it suddenly dawned on me dat i hav tom clancy splinter cell 'pandora tommorow' and prince of persia......those games came with my graphics card long time ago haha and until now then i installed tom clancy haha.......at first super sian la cos i play abit then my screen will go black and all still hav sound la but the screen's black........i think i blame it on my lousy graphics card la.......then after dat i can play ready.....not bad la quite fun...sumtin to occupy me for the time being before i find a job haha......i oso played hearts.....at least im working my brain hahaha.........not too bad, hearts is a sorta like a strategy kinda game haha......i gave up trying to win it perfectly lol cos its abit unpredictable haha.......i get very happy when i shoot the moon haha interesting name heheh........dats when u get zero points from getting the queen of spades as well as all the hearts lol......go read the help for hearts then u'll understand ready haha
im going to sleep soon haha.......later i wanna go find job, hopefully i can find one near my house as well as quite high paying =) good morning singapore! hahaha
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after dat i played my preciouss for at least an hour....my fingers feel super good now, only exercised haha.....i liked the pain feeling in my fingertips but i dun get it much now unless i play alot alot lol haha.......i didnt get it today lol....
anyway i was so bored the whole day la.......cos i did not hav much games to play and all.......and it was too late to go out and look for a job lol.....finally towards the evening or sumtin like dat it suddenly dawned on me dat i hav tom clancy splinter cell 'pandora tommorow' and prince of persia......those games came with my graphics card long time ago haha and until now then i installed tom clancy haha.......at first super sian la cos i play abit then my screen will go black and all still hav sound la but the screen's black........i think i blame it on my lousy graphics card la.......then after dat i can play ready.....not bad la quite fun...sumtin to occupy me for the time being before i find a job haha......i oso played hearts.....at least im working my brain hahaha.........not too bad, hearts is a sorta like a strategy kinda game haha......i gave up trying to win it perfectly lol cos its abit unpredictable haha.......i get very happy when i shoot the moon haha interesting name heheh........dats when u get zero points from getting the queen of spades as well as all the hearts lol......go read the help for hearts then u'll understand ready haha
im going to sleep soon haha.......later i wanna go find job, hopefully i can find one near my house as well as quite high paying =) good morning singapore! hahaha
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Monday, September 11
musings
hmm i was thinking mayb i shouldnt post about this considering the amount of people dat read my blog at one time or another.....it never ceases to suprise me........anyway i'll jus say it out la, i actually wanted to get a private blog where onli i can read and all..........then there i can jus sorta vent and not care about anyone else knowing wad i type there or sumtin like dat.......but oh wells i'm too lazy to get it done now so it will probably stay dat way until i REALLY want to i guess.....for now i dun care la i jus say it out here la doesnt matter who reads it i guess.......cant really be bothered...........
on and off i've been thinking about hmm mayb dis person likes me, hmm mayb another person likes me dat sorta thing........i am NOT being bhb or bu yao lian or wad but i'm jus stating wad i THINK might (and might not0) be true and stuff......(hey y am i putting so many disclaimers in a sense? haah i guess away with all of them! hahaha)......i wont be so jialat to mention names i think are ... lol if not it will be embarassing to both the person and me haha whether its true or not i wont noe until time decides to reveal to me wad i hav found to be part of my life......haha for now i'll jus muse once and not think about it ever again i guess.........it seems to me dat the person(s) treat me differently from other guys? i dunno la haha........only the person dat (really) likes me will noe la......IF there even is sucha person haha,how would i noe for sure lol? i find it quite ridiculous musing about it hmm haha.....nvm la.....haha........mayb i think im jus really thinking too much haha.....
oh wells i jus leave it up to God and go back to MY world of guitar! haha i feel the improvement all the time! haha....
i reply tag here.....
jon: haha arent u honoured i jus reply ur tag with a post haha......yeah its in my comm lol.....i currently dun hav any dvd - rS with me and i also lazy to go and buy la haha.....oh my group was about 14 strong thereabouts <-- cos some members left and came later dat sorta thing...
hahaha oh yeah i jus realised the colour of my last post quite nice, as in it suits my blog skin haha....along with a green type of colour haha......
which one suits the post background? green or blue? haha preciousssss timeeeee HAHA
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on and off i've been thinking about hmm mayb dis person likes me, hmm mayb another person likes me dat sorta thing........i am NOT being bhb or bu yao lian or wad but i'm jus stating wad i THINK might (and might not0) be true and stuff......(hey y am i putting so many disclaimers in a sense? haah i guess away with all of them! hahaha)......i wont be so jialat to mention names i think are ... lol if not it will be embarassing to both the person and me haha whether its true or not i wont noe until time decides to reveal to me wad i hav found to be part of my life......haha for now i'll jus muse once and not think about it ever again i guess.........it seems to me dat the person(s) treat me differently from other guys? i dunno la haha........only the person dat (really) likes me will noe la......IF there even is sucha person haha,how would i noe for sure lol? i find it quite ridiculous musing about it hmm haha.....nvm la.....haha........mayb i think im jus really thinking too much haha.....
oh wells i jus leave it up to God and go back to MY world of guitar! haha i feel the improvement all the time! haha....
i reply tag here.....
jon: haha arent u honoured i jus reply ur tag with a post haha......yeah its in my comm lol.....i currently dun hav any dvd - rS with me and i also lazy to go and buy la haha.....oh my group was about 14 strong thereabouts <-- cos some members left and came later dat sorta thing...
hahaha oh yeah i jus realised the colour of my last post quite nice, as in it suits my blog skin haha....along with a green type of colour haha......
which one suits the post background? green or blue? haha preciousssss timeeeee HAHA
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Sunday, September 10
combined bp yf 2006, i had alot of fun
yeah i did have alot ALOT of fun today at combined bp churches yf.........
okayy i really describe my whole day and go on and on about it, it would probably span at leats a page long and all but i decide to keep it short.......
i did not hav alot of fun because my group was majority girls....in fact i would not had had fun even in the same group if God didnt take away all my thots and all......before combined bp yf started today i prayed dat God would help to take away all my thots about anything, jus anything dat would take me away from worshipping Him.......I AM SO THANKFUL THAT HE REALLY HELPED ME TO TAKE AWAY ALL MY THOTS AND JUST FOCUS ON HIM THEN AFTER THAT TOWARDS OTHERS......i've really been blessed by this year's combined bp yf........not onli did i hav fun but i know that somehow wad i've learnt from the message and the workshops today will stick with me for longer than i can remember........somehow when i cannot remember it ready, God will still speak to me thru my subconscious mind (where today's msg is sumwhere)......
i had alot of fun because i wasnt thinking of anything i shouldnt be thinking =)
i enjoyed talking with my group members today not for any other reason la jus being the leader for the combined bp yf groups was quite special la......i think we really got closer as a group haha but i think dat we really didnt talk much.......dats a strange feat i would say.....anyway my co-leader was quite fun to be with and all, you did a great job melissa chan! haha i dun think she would be reading this but oh wells......
during diner my group was a tard too quiet lol.....anyway it was sad to say good bye cos our bus like came so fast....we all didnt get to talk much more with our groups..........sad sia but oh wells we hav a contact list for my group (which my co-leader SO PROMPTLY emailed to us haha....its here already)
oh yeah SPECIAL explanation for ELEANOR HO and whoever who doesnt really know the difference between small group leader in yf and the combined bp church yf leader haha.......
okayy for today i was a leader of one of the groups for combined bp, we were split up from our various churches and people from from all other bp churches were in different groups haha.......dats combined bp yf leader...its a once a year kinda thing haha.....
and then there's small group leader which i also am this year.........small group leader takes care of the small group members in a yf kinda setting....yeah dats about the main differences haha....and oh yeah a small group leader is kinda like the whole year kinda thing.....oh wells officially until yf camp or sumtin like dat.....
haha the reason y im posting so late is because my WHOLE family watched i am sam, including me as well haha.....this is like the first time my father actually allowed us to stay up and watch tv together! haha cos he was doing it as well.....the shwo had no commercials at all which i felt was really really good........it was sucha touching show man.....and yet it still makes me happy to see the happy ending ;)
anyway i thank God for today cos its the day He has made! i hope this continues more from here to mayb a larger scale or sumtin......not jus in combined bp yf =) dats all for now i havta sleep
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okayy i really describe my whole day and go on and on about it, it would probably span at leats a page long and all but i decide to keep it short.......
i did not hav alot of fun because my group was majority girls....in fact i would not had had fun even in the same group if God didnt take away all my thots and all......before combined bp yf started today i prayed dat God would help to take away all my thots about anything, jus anything dat would take me away from worshipping Him.......I AM SO THANKFUL THAT HE REALLY HELPED ME TO TAKE AWAY ALL MY THOTS AND JUST FOCUS ON HIM THEN AFTER THAT TOWARDS OTHERS......i've really been blessed by this year's combined bp yf........not onli did i hav fun but i know that somehow wad i've learnt from the message and the workshops today will stick with me for longer than i can remember........somehow when i cannot remember it ready, God will still speak to me thru my subconscious mind (where today's msg is sumwhere)......
i had alot of fun because i wasnt thinking of anything i shouldnt be thinking =)
i enjoyed talking with my group members today not for any other reason la jus being the leader for the combined bp yf groups was quite special la......i think we really got closer as a group haha but i think dat we really didnt talk much.......dats a strange feat i would say.....anyway my co-leader was quite fun to be with and all, you did a great job melissa chan! haha i dun think she would be reading this but oh wells......
during diner my group was a tard too quiet lol.....anyway it was sad to say good bye cos our bus like came so fast....we all didnt get to talk much more with our groups..........sad sia but oh wells we hav a contact list for my group (which my co-leader SO PROMPTLY emailed to us haha....its here already)
oh yeah SPECIAL explanation for ELEANOR HO and whoever who doesnt really know the difference between small group leader in yf and the combined bp church yf leader haha.......
okayy for today i was a leader of one of the groups for combined bp, we were split up from our various churches and people from from all other bp churches were in different groups haha.......dats combined bp yf leader...its a once a year kinda thing haha.....
and then there's small group leader which i also am this year.........small group leader takes care of the small group members in a yf kinda setting....yeah dats about the main differences haha....and oh yeah a small group leader is kinda like the whole year kinda thing.....oh wells officially until yf camp or sumtin like dat.....
haha the reason y im posting so late is because my WHOLE family watched i am sam, including me as well haha.....this is like the first time my father actually allowed us to stay up and watch tv together! haha cos he was doing it as well.....the shwo had no commercials at all which i felt was really really good........it was sucha touching show man.....and yet it still makes me happy to see the happy ending ;)
anyway i thank God for today cos its the day He has made! i hope this continues more from here to mayb a larger scale or sumtin......not jus in combined bp yf =) dats all for now i havta sleep
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Thursday, September 7
its really over?
whooooooo.............yayy i mean its really over? i cant believe it even now........my group managed to finish up at least the basic requirements of our major project today.......of course with the teachers help here and there la.......of course wad was i thinking? my other 2 group mates dunno much how to do anything and when i ask them to try a few ways they end up getting angry with me lol......today is one of the days when i actually 'fought back' with my team mate(s)...........many times i jus took wad they said but today i was feddup enough about their attitude ready......yeah i didnt like say any vulgarities or anything cos i didnt want to la.......if i want to i guess i would hav doen so a long long time ago ready lo and mayb my group mates might actually sit up and listen more and this wouldnt happen now but dat is not the point........i guess i jus made my point more known to them in a not quiet kinda way, not noisy oso la......
anyway to cut the story shorter than i would like it to be haha, (do i make sense? i think i dun HAHAHA)........my group members apparently managed to do up the main scanning of the fingerprint and display of the files and all.......i think they jus could not send the file successfully across onli lol........the teacher and i sorta solved the problem by figuring it out where to make changes......anyway looking at the interface of the final thing they had done something dat i suggested to them before (but they told me not to do so and they do it themselves lol).......ok la i give them credit for somehow figuring out the integration of the scanning and other forms (even though i probably was the one who suggested it.....)......but yeah credit given and i really thank the teacher for giving me the chance to participate (in his presence, oh wells wad else can be done? betta than nothing la......)
oh yeah i went to watch LOST, now then continue posting haha...i cant remember wad else i wanted to post ready.......im very hot now i wanna go bathe and later play my guitar.......oh my precioussssssssss hahaha......anyway yeah my project is completed and at least we can pass our major project......oh yeah did i mention dat the 2 girls suddenly seem alot more humane after the project finished? LOL haha anyway its over and i played cs with my fren jus now.......so relaxing haha......
reply to tags
jasmine: actually i dun need la......i was jus joking onli.......but if u really dun wann then i dun mind hahaha
jon: thanks for yourr prayers, we completed our project today =)
DA SAO: haha deliberate spasming haha.......haha i oso can dfgnehs dfmhkj iosdfhnj idjdh dfkdfk......hahaha
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anyway to cut the story shorter than i would like it to be haha, (do i make sense? i think i dun HAHAHA)........my group members apparently managed to do up the main scanning of the fingerprint and display of the files and all.......i think they jus could not send the file successfully across onli lol........the teacher and i sorta solved the problem by figuring it out where to make changes......anyway looking at the interface of the final thing they had done something dat i suggested to them before (but they told me not to do so and they do it themselves lol).......ok la i give them credit for somehow figuring out the integration of the scanning and other forms (even though i probably was the one who suggested it.....)......but yeah credit given and i really thank the teacher for giving me the chance to participate (in his presence, oh wells wad else can be done? betta than nothing la......)
oh yeah i went to watch LOST, now then continue posting haha...i cant remember wad else i wanted to post ready.......im very hot now i wanna go bathe and later play my guitar.......oh my precioussssssssss hahaha......anyway yeah my project is completed and at least we can pass our major project......oh yeah did i mention dat the 2 girls suddenly seem alot more humane after the project finished? LOL haha anyway its over and i played cs with my fren jus now.......so relaxing haha......
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jasmine: actually i dun need la......i was jus joking onli.......but if u really dun wann then i dun mind hahaha
jon: thanks for yourr prayers, we completed our project today =)
DA SAO: haha deliberate spasming haha.......haha i oso can dfgnehs dfmhkj iosdfhnj idjdh dfkdfk......hahaha
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Tuesday, September 5
this i ought to thank God for
ok i failed my major project.........i was told if i didnt take this last chance to complete it dis 2 weeks, i would have to spend one more semester to complete it lol..........lol here's the details dat convinced me dat it was God who gave me this chance..........apparently our group did not complete the project (no suprise here) to meet the bare minimum stuff for us to pass........but guess wad we didnt fail by too many marks and the top head specifically pointed out our case and inquired about it! out of so many other cases my group could hav jus failed blindly without knowing anything at all! about 10% of my year and course failed their major project lol......dats quite abit lol......i was told dat if the evaluator and the supervisor knew the students would fail, they would mark the students down to an unquestionable very low failure but i really REALLY thank God for giving my group this second chance to do more on the project from now until next week probably wednesday like dat......thank you Lord.......i thank God for the person in charge to specifically pinpoint out this project and im thankful to be able to spend this 2 weeks to add mroe functionality to the project, much as i dun like to work with my other 2 group mates...........lastly thru God's providence, or lack of it thereof i didnt manage to find a job yet so im still free to do up my major project........somehow its a blessing in disguise dat i didnt get a job ;) dats about all, i really need God's help to complete the requirements for the project....thank you God.....truly His purposes are greater than wad i can see........
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jon and DA SAO: hahaha i found out about it before i came back to check my blog.......haha i was jus putting for fun onli haha i found out from grayham today haha.......now i dun put ready hahaha
jasmine: lol.......take it dat i was like thinking aloud....mm ok (i wanted to say sumtin else but i decided against it)
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jon and DA SAO: hahaha i found out about it before i came back to check my blog.......haha i was jus putting for fun onli haha i found out from grayham today haha.......now i dun put ready hahaha
jasmine: lol.......take it dat i was like thinking aloud....mm ok (i wanted to say sumtin else but i decided against it)
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i feel...
i feel a lot of things coming into my head rite now but i wont mention, i think i want to learn from a certain sumone i heard about......oh yeah i decided to put a turtle in front of my nick for fun haha....since i saw as i was scrolling down my msn list quitey a few ppl hav it......its quite funny haha.........
reply to tags here........i lazy la.....
jon: i did try my best to sleep, granted i was writing letters before i slept last sunday but i almost ALWAYS cannot sleep on saturday nites.......
jasmine: lol i speak the truth wad i feel......i dunno, i could be wrong wad......its not as if im really saying for a fact its true.....i just post about wad i see lol......
joy: erhm u talking about which she? same as jasmine then same explanation lol....
DA SAO: haha whatever la......i leave it up to u......i tell u ready i dun need anything la........
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reply to tags here........i lazy la.....
jon: i did try my best to sleep, granted i was writing letters before i slept last sunday but i almost ALWAYS cannot sleep on saturday nites.......
jasmine: lol i speak the truth wad i feel......i dunno, i could be wrong wad......its not as if im really saying for a fact its true.....i just post about wad i see lol......
joy: erhm u talking about which she? same as jasmine then same explanation lol....
DA SAO: haha whatever la......i leave it up to u......i tell u ready i dun need anything la........
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Monday, September 4
its been a very happy day...
yeah im quite happy today.....having slept from 3 plus and waking up at about 8am and all i was tired when i woke up already lol.....but somehow i survived with quite a solid mind today...almost razor sharp lol......hahaa
anyway i enjoyed yd today......they talked (and digressed abit haha for awhile they were talking about organic stuff hahaha) about quite relevant issues and all........i think aunty lily and uncle michael's sharing as not onli parents but adults who probably know tons more than i do...its quite meaningful.............oh yeah and alethia finally came for yd after like dunno how long (dun dismiss this lol! its very rare dat she even comes lol hahaha).........after discussing stuff until about 10am we had a discussion or sharing session, not very much but i find its quite a good way to bond with each other and i really appreciate everyone sharing about how their week has went lol.......i find its quite good lol.......mayb i will hav it when i do the thing with andrew..........
after dat we went for service....woooooo shiok man.......i mean i can feel the difference in the aircon lol......although it didnt really bother me much dat the sanctuary was quite hot for at least a month lol........i didnt even fan myself during dat period lol........today quite thankful lol cos the aircon so cold it keeps me awake and listening to the msg lol..........i actually starting to like pastor quek's messages lol cos somehow i know he cares about the youths, he wants to talk to them but cos of administration he has to go thru serene or elder reggie, uncle peter or sumtin like dat la....but i personally think he really cares.......
hmm one thing i learnt is dat when we go to worship God, we should be having a glimpse of heaven...pardon me la i cant remember much la........tired and all, even if u ask me straight after the service i cant remember ready haha...tired la.....how hard to concentrate man, i tried my best lol.....but at least i stayed awake and actually listened to the message lol.......its stored sumwhere in my sub conscious lol so i will remember it when there is a need for it lol.........
oh yeah after service we had a combined yd lunch........today 8 of us could make it........BOSS, andrew, lucas, ryan (uncle michael's son), christopher wu (aunty lily's son), joyce, mabel and myself.........shiok siah we managed to get one table then 8 of us around it like conference like dat haha......before us there was this uncle lol......haha he sat at the 'head' of the table and we had to wait for him to finish eating his desert then we could hav dat last space free......one kind of lao da man.....haha andrew treated me lunch today haha cos he didnt come for lunch the last time as well as leaving me alone for beginners on the same day cos of his priscilla haha....anyway thanks andrew, appreciate it though ;) .....we had a good time of chatting, joking, laughing and all haha i really like lunches like this haha........oh yeah and most importantly we got abit closer to one another lol haha..........
after dat,andrew, titus and lucas each left for their individual things they had to attend haha........we actually wanted to go to the new library in bishan to look see haha.....me and chris being the onli ones dat didnt really need to study haha.........(chris is going in ns soon, 12sept even though he's one year younger, he studied in uk, finish a levels ready haha).....but end up there's more things to thanks God for haha.......i went downstairs and i met my brother and family shopping haha, i jus looked around for a short while then like they all jus disappeared after awhile haha.....anyway i spotted a super nice "F men" brand long sleeve polo tee, super nice and its green colour haha......guess wad ? the price is like $5 LOL.......so cheap and good, very nice material summore lol...........buy ready i quite happy lol.....my dad paid for it haha.......he gave me $10 and got balance $5 haha so i told him i wanted to buy an extra pair of slippers, rubber wann, not like my current cloth wann haha..........he agreed haha good! i was planning to buy the $5 one pair one from hang ten i think........haha but when i went there the prices mayb cheap but the design is like shit la.......before dat i had gone into muji and say very nice slippers for sale about $9 i guess haha.......they got black and white or black and transparent *(feet holding thing), green backing and white * as well as a brown backing one with white or transparent * i cant remember ready.......so happy........i went back into muji and made e purchase after choosing the best size for me haha....very nice man.......after dat i bought 2 cans of peppermint green tea, super nice man.....
haha very Very VERY satisfied as i walked back to church, still holding both the bags with the polo tee and the slippers in my hands.........the slippers seem like very nice, ask julia heheh......after dat i saw quite a few people in on of the bigger rooms in bgst there.......poor charles was trying so hard to study la.....i think everyone else was jus playing guitar or jus talking lol.....nicole looks different today, her hair style.......actually i pity her sumtimes lol, she like doesnt seem to fit in well here at bishan and doesnt seem to fit it well at gardens as well, i dunno if this is the case im jus guessing la........but then again i dun really know if she has any good frens at either side so im quite unable to comment lol......
after dat i went for frisbee......i dunno how they all planned and all la, end up i took cab with terence, rachel liew, zachary...........i dunno how dat happened leh......i was supposed to take bus or sumtin with marcus......sorry marcus haha.........luckily he managed to take cab with andrew fu and seb lol........well we were throwing frisbee around and all before we started the game but after dat i found as if my legs were quuite stone during the game lol.........like can hardly run lol......then after running here and there from the game and all, the rest started coming slowly here and there, in drifts, haha and by the time the WHOLE bunch of us started a game was about 530pm lol, julia ur rite lol they always start at 530pm haha......
after dat rachel, daryl, linus and i got a lift from andrew, one of the (random) people dat come for frisbee haha.......but its quite nice of him cos we really hardly know him la.........actually he stays quite near the church lol.....he say he stay near the community centre there, near the basketball court there, i somehow noe where it is la........oh yeah did i mention i managed to squeeze my jeans, 2 shirts, 2 pairs of shoes plus my bible all dat into my victorinox bag? hahaha.....shiok siah....sucha good buy lol............wads even betta is dat i managed to squeeze 2 pairs of shoes into ONE shoe bag haha, dat one best lol.......
i thank God for His provision of transport to uncle phillip's wake.........i managed to get a lift from the church van driven by uncle samuel, joel's father together with joel..........then also daryl they all stay back to wait for cheng hui cos he last minute say he's going for the wake.......they all wanted to take cab wann cos 4 ppl jus nice lol, but end up serene's father fetched them there also.....so nice of him.....and its also really God's provision.........
i dunno y i jus couldnt bring myself to laugh or smile with my teeth showing to the people around......i gave everyone i knew and met a kinda lop-sided kinda smile haha......i dunno how ppl can still smile or laugh with their teeth showing when someone has jus died lol.......ok la not so kua zhang la........it was solemn la but some ppl told abit of jokes during their (i forgotten dat word, i think its start with D wann haha) of him.........almost all ppl laughed then but i couldnt laugh or smile with my teeth showing.......ok la i dunno uncle phillip dat well but i think me myself its supposed to be a solemn thing so i didnt laugh or anything there........mayb i shouldnt try and judge others based on whether they laughed or cried........some ppl did (aside from the family members), i dunno oso whether they were dat close to uncle phillip, but then again things i dunno i dun anyhow guess la......
after dat a bunch of us went for dinner at some nearby zhi cha stall behind the multi-purpose hall and daniel and daryl yap cracked super lame jokes la......and they also cracked some rather funny jokes 'from the bible', all in the name of fun, not meaning anything la.......super funny la haha......i cant believe myself, i actually laughed after sumone's wake lol.......i dunno if its wrong but sumhow i feel the slightest bit of remorse lol.....or mayb its jus nuttin.....i mean i never attended anyone else's wake except my 2 deceased grandmas la, what to do or expect i oso dunno.........feels different from u actually attending a funeral wake of ur own relative, esp a close wann.....for one u wont feel so intense about the lost if ur not dat close to him or her (ok like duh, i guess dat didnt need to be said btu oh wells......).........dats all i wana say for now i think my post is long enough haha.....i thot about quite abit of things jus sitting there after the wake, waiting to go for dinner haha but i wont mention la, afterall its not anything sad i guess.....good nite......cs a few rounds? hahaha
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anyway i enjoyed yd today......they talked (and digressed abit haha for awhile they were talking about organic stuff hahaha) about quite relevant issues and all........i think aunty lily and uncle michael's sharing as not onli parents but adults who probably know tons more than i do...its quite meaningful.............oh yeah and alethia finally came for yd after like dunno how long (dun dismiss this lol! its very rare dat she even comes lol hahaha).........after discussing stuff until about 10am we had a discussion or sharing session, not very much but i find its quite a good way to bond with each other and i really appreciate everyone sharing about how their week has went lol.......i find its quite good lol.......mayb i will hav it when i do the thing with andrew..........
after dat we went for service....woooooo shiok man.......i mean i can feel the difference in the aircon lol......although it didnt really bother me much dat the sanctuary was quite hot for at least a month lol........i didnt even fan myself during dat period lol........today quite thankful lol cos the aircon so cold it keeps me awake and listening to the msg lol..........i actually starting to like pastor quek's messages lol cos somehow i know he cares about the youths, he wants to talk to them but cos of administration he has to go thru serene or elder reggie, uncle peter or sumtin like dat la....but i personally think he really cares.......
hmm one thing i learnt is dat when we go to worship God, we should be having a glimpse of heaven...pardon me la i cant remember much la........tired and all, even if u ask me straight after the service i cant remember ready haha...tired la.....how hard to concentrate man, i tried my best lol.....but at least i stayed awake and actually listened to the message lol.......its stored sumwhere in my sub conscious lol so i will remember it when there is a need for it lol.........
oh yeah after service we had a combined yd lunch........today 8 of us could make it........BOSS, andrew, lucas, ryan (uncle michael's son), christopher wu (aunty lily's son), joyce, mabel and myself.........shiok siah we managed to get one table then 8 of us around it like conference like dat haha......before us there was this uncle lol......haha he sat at the 'head' of the table and we had to wait for him to finish eating his desert then we could hav dat last space free......one kind of lao da man.....haha andrew treated me lunch today haha cos he didnt come for lunch the last time as well as leaving me alone for beginners on the same day cos of his priscilla haha....anyway thanks andrew, appreciate it though ;) .....we had a good time of chatting, joking, laughing and all haha i really like lunches like this haha........oh yeah and most importantly we got abit closer to one another lol haha..........
after dat,andrew, titus and lucas each left for their individual things they had to attend haha........we actually wanted to go to the new library in bishan to look see haha.....me and chris being the onli ones dat didnt really need to study haha.........(chris is going in ns soon, 12sept even though he's one year younger, he studied in uk, finish a levels ready haha).....but end up there's more things to thanks God for haha.......i went downstairs and i met my brother and family shopping haha, i jus looked around for a short while then like they all jus disappeared after awhile haha.....anyway i spotted a super nice "F men" brand long sleeve polo tee, super nice and its green colour haha......guess wad ? the price is like $5 LOL.......so cheap and good, very nice material summore lol...........buy ready i quite happy lol.....my dad paid for it haha.......he gave me $10 and got balance $5 haha so i told him i wanted to buy an extra pair of slippers, rubber wann, not like my current cloth wann haha..........he agreed haha good! i was planning to buy the $5 one pair one from hang ten i think........haha but when i went there the prices mayb cheap but the design is like shit la.......before dat i had gone into muji and say very nice slippers for sale about $9 i guess haha.......they got black and white or black and transparent *(feet holding thing), green backing and white * as well as a brown backing one with white or transparent * i cant remember ready.......so happy........i went back into muji and made e purchase after choosing the best size for me haha....very nice man.......after dat i bought 2 cans of peppermint green tea, super nice man.....
haha very Very VERY satisfied as i walked back to church, still holding both the bags with the polo tee and the slippers in my hands.........the slippers seem like very nice, ask julia heheh......after dat i saw quite a few people in on of the bigger rooms in bgst there.......poor charles was trying so hard to study la.....i think everyone else was jus playing guitar or jus talking lol.....nicole looks different today, her hair style.......actually i pity her sumtimes lol, she like doesnt seem to fit in well here at bishan and doesnt seem to fit it well at gardens as well, i dunno if this is the case im jus guessing la........but then again i dun really know if she has any good frens at either side so im quite unable to comment lol......
after dat i went for frisbee......i dunno how they all planned and all la, end up i took cab with terence, rachel liew, zachary...........i dunno how dat happened leh......i was supposed to take bus or sumtin with marcus......sorry marcus haha.........luckily he managed to take cab with andrew fu and seb lol........well we were throwing frisbee around and all before we started the game but after dat i found as if my legs were quuite stone during the game lol.........like can hardly run lol......then after running here and there from the game and all, the rest started coming slowly here and there, in drifts, haha and by the time the WHOLE bunch of us started a game was about 530pm lol, julia ur rite lol they always start at 530pm haha......
after dat rachel, daryl, linus and i got a lift from andrew, one of the (random) people dat come for frisbee haha.......but its quite nice of him cos we really hardly know him la.........actually he stays quite near the church lol.....he say he stay near the community centre there, near the basketball court there, i somehow noe where it is la........oh yeah did i mention i managed to squeeze my jeans, 2 shirts, 2 pairs of shoes plus my bible all dat into my victorinox bag? hahaha.....shiok siah....sucha good buy lol............wads even betta is dat i managed to squeeze 2 pairs of shoes into ONE shoe bag haha, dat one best lol.......
i thank God for His provision of transport to uncle phillip's wake.........i managed to get a lift from the church van driven by uncle samuel, joel's father together with joel..........then also daryl they all stay back to wait for cheng hui cos he last minute say he's going for the wake.......they all wanted to take cab wann cos 4 ppl jus nice lol, but end up serene's father fetched them there also.....so nice of him.....and its also really God's provision.........
i dunno y i jus couldnt bring myself to laugh or smile with my teeth showing to the people around......i gave everyone i knew and met a kinda lop-sided kinda smile haha......i dunno how ppl can still smile or laugh with their teeth showing when someone has jus died lol.......ok la not so kua zhang la........it was solemn la but some ppl told abit of jokes during their (i forgotten dat word, i think its start with D wann haha) of him.........almost all ppl laughed then but i couldnt laugh or smile with my teeth showing.......ok la i dunno uncle phillip dat well but i think me myself its supposed to be a solemn thing so i didnt laugh or anything there........mayb i shouldnt try and judge others based on whether they laughed or cried........some ppl did (aside from the family members), i dunno oso whether they were dat close to uncle phillip, but then again things i dunno i dun anyhow guess la......
after dat a bunch of us went for dinner at some nearby zhi cha stall behind the multi-purpose hall and daniel and daryl yap cracked super lame jokes la......and they also cracked some rather funny jokes 'from the bible', all in the name of fun, not meaning anything la.......super funny la haha......i cant believe myself, i actually laughed after sumone's wake lol.......i dunno if its wrong but sumhow i feel the slightest bit of remorse lol.....or mayb its jus nuttin.....i mean i never attended anyone else's wake except my 2 deceased grandmas la, what to do or expect i oso dunno.........feels different from u actually attending a funeral wake of ur own relative, esp a close wann.....for one u wont feel so intense about the lost if ur not dat close to him or her (ok like duh, i guess dat didnt need to be said btu oh wells......).........dats all i wana say for now i think my post is long enough haha.....i thot about quite abit of things jus sitting there after the wake, waiting to go for dinner haha but i wont mention la, afterall its not anything sad i guess.....good nite......cs a few rounds? hahaha
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