21/1 e life of mine

heyy i feel great.....wah jus now i went 2 e gym n tore myself more apart than usual....i must say dat is really a great feeling.....i guess i'll start 2 feel e effects tml la....for now jus a lil torn up onli....

sorry i wanted to udpate earlier but skoool life has been lousy for me la....jus e start of e 2nd week & i hav many projects deadlines 2 meet....designing wireless LAN service, & some other projects i dun really remember now...i'm taking dis subject, IT Enterpreneurship......woah i heard it hard n i myself think its hard.....lotsa stuff 2 do....my lab mates n i formed a group of 6 ppl in which im e "CEO" (woah) but there's alot of things to be done.....n responsibilities too....without God's help i wont last long.....in fact i wont even survive e stress im putting myself thru thus far (i stress myself (mayb abit too much for sucha short time) so as 2 not let myself slack too much, i dun wanna fail, 2nd yr ready.....)

well its nice 2 meet yfers in skool...they make me feel welcome....at least these are e few of e ppl i noe hahah.....see how la next time if i happen 2 eat alone, n i see sum1 else eating alone, i'll go n approach him/her n make frens.....mayb we might become "eating partners" haha :D

i really hate skool days where my lesson starts at 8am....i cant wake up la....dreamland seems so so welcoming especially on dat days....its funny la....when i wanna hav a good sleep in e holidays, i seldom get it....but on skool days dose are e days i sleep e best......well wad can i do? actualli come 2 tink of it, i might hav been able 2 go into a jc IF i had studied a lil harder in secondary skool...but now i thank God dat im in poly, dun need 2 wake up dat early everyday for 1 haha....but i enjoy their structured system of sports n studies.....altho im not e studying type so i might jus go there cos of sports....sooner or later get kicked out or retained in j1 if i'm not careful.....

poly is much more slack.....there's more freedom but if ur e type dat doesnt take e initiative then it can kill u......dats y e stress is mainly from urself (least of all frens around u dat oso want 2 excel).......i asked 1 of my frens how was his results......he told me "ok la.....didnt get all As for all my subjects"......he looked quite glum as well.....mann i was like o_O i was contented with getting my highest B+ n he was complaining he had all Bs n Cs.....i thot dat was still ok mann (dats almost wad i gott)....wah his standard is high mann....never mind i like e challenge......i'lll challenge myself 2 get even betta, a Z (which is e highest grade u can ever get), top 5% of distinction in e whole course....woah dats high but it can be done....well i guess anywhere u are u still hav stress, jus see wad kinds of stress n how much is there haha

well i hav been wanting a pair of black jeans for so long......after i went 2 e penang trip, my cousin gave me quite Alot of his old pants n long-sleeve shirts.....guess wad was among e "loot"? well a pair of levi's black jeans! i was so happy mann......fact im wearing it now haha oops....its nice n all but there's 1 problem.....i dunno when dis was made but now its probably an antique or mayb it would be extremely hard 2 find a pair of (any) jeans with a BUTTON FLY! can u believe it? there are like 3 or 4 buttons on e fly itself covered by another piece of cloth......mannn so inconvenient when u r urgent.....luckily for me i haven had dat experience yet...when ur done with ur business still havta button it back....not an easy task as well.....haha my brother saw it n he said good luck buttoning mann....i thot it was ok but end up its abit far from it...well im getting used 2 it.....i'm thankful i hav another pair of jeans mann :P

ok sorry i always make my posts so long......for those who jus finished reading, congrats n thank u for ur time...