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well im blogging about saturday.....my mood was like so bad after friday.....i was still thinking about all my projects......come to think about it now....i think i hav 2 projects due dis week and 3 next week.....luckily i hav started abit of e 2 due dis week.....i've to pass up e interim report of my IT entrepreneurship(which i'm e CEO of)....i oso hav a formal speech n presentation for communication skills!! whoever thot dat we needed dat 2 graduate!?! walao sianz mann...arggh i dun find it funn at all.....lousy i still havta spend time to plan a speech in front of my class in e LT!

oh yeah about saturday......i led worship.....n i totally didnt say much at all.......it was like all a medley of about 7 powerful n meaningful songs(not 2 mention fast paced)......i must say i really did worship God even tho i think i planned e last part of worship abit last minute n impromptu as well...i felt much betta after i liked sang at e best i could(could u guys hear me?? i thot i couldnt project my voice)....it was like a release lol....its like God converted my heavy heart into sumtin dat i could focus on him with......its like he turned my heaviness into praise to HIM!! wow! e comfort he gives is amazing, n i never wouldav expected it dat way! felt much betta and after dat there was e anniversary dinner.....many ppl came n quite a few skipped e msg as well.....i ate outside then i came back to church....they still haven finish yet.....i felt even betta while i walked around 2 e various tables which my frens were sitting.....i dunno y....mayb its jus not so cliqueish n e ppl are like more relaxed jus sitting down, eating and chatting haha

ok on sunday.......there was dis father's day msg done by some doctor from theology skool probably.....i thinked he looked like einstein......somebody elder i noe said it was boring but i found it ok la.....at least i concentrated for e period jus like any typical pastor quek message.....after dat i gott distracted n could focus on e msg......talking to my frens and i also saw sum1 to my far left nodding away, going to sleep(green tea)......i think overall e speaker gave a good msg(or at least e parts which i was listening) but i didnt get e whole msg(expected la...) after dat pastor quek asked e fathers to stand up n he prayed for them....then he asked them 2 sit down.....think he forgot dat we were supposed to give out gifts to e fathers......he asked them 2 stand up again....quite funny....like he's losing his memory(ok la i noe i'm quite bad)....we went out in teams 2 give out e stuff.....i was like saying blessed father's day to everyone....marcus said he even offered e fathers handshakes which they accepted haha o k......

after lunch(heyy my family went to sizzler for father's day lunch lol....unfair la i had to stay to plan for yw....but actualli its ok....i dun mind cos i'm serving e Lord...nuttin else is more impt) daryl n i went back to church to plan for yw next sunday(we're leading together)....we chose some normally sung songs and we'll be learning or relearning a new song which we probably sung before (cos i happen to noe it) but not so familiar cos its hardly sung in yf or yw...ok we planned averything.....i pray dat e Lord will help me to say what he wants me to say.(dats another speech(but more impt) to research n plann for)

okayy i dunno when i can post again....my break time is going to be up soon....gott lessons later.....tired...slept quite early (in e morning).....woke up quite early as well...hope i can concentrate n my mind doesnt float 2 sumwhere else....haha....dat all for now folks!