nothing is popping out

i want to post about today but nuttin much is coming to mind lol....hmm let me try and gather my thots for the day beside multi-tasking between enjoying music on klove and chatting (with the one and only khoo wen lin lydia haha, happy? not enough later then i put summore if i feel like it) and trying to gather my thots......

oh yeah i had my onli paper today and i didnt complete my last few questions of my paper =| not enough time la.....haha i was abit crazy today cos i jus managed to study once through for the exam today...as in i finished studying today lol.......therefore i left my home abit late, i was slightly late for the paper, mayb 10 or 15 mins..........i think i never rush a paper like this one lol......i think i rushed through the first section and i managed to put down logical answers for them.....somehow i think and i know God was with me...........somehow i think it wasnt my own effort la......i mean i barely studied once thru to be honest........normally i would study like about at 3 times to about 5 times the entire subject before i feel confident of going to pass the subject well.......well compare it for myself, it doesnt seem like much, wad i studied today........anyway (i wanted to type sumtin jus now but i forgot because of grandpa lydia....i jus anyhow la, broken train of thot oso i dun care la) some of my frens found the paper difficult (okayy there's totally no link totally....)......i think i found my train of thot again....somehow i hav the feeling dat i can pass the paper (or am i jus conjuring up my own feeling? (im not doubting God la but i wonder if im jus conjuring up a feeling to an wei myself or not lol)).....till i know for sure that i was jus conjuring up my own feeling, i'm very sure its God who is helping me not to worry and to really trust in Him for the results......im not worrying about anything rite now........in all sense of the word and dat is good! haha.....

after my paper ended i met jasmine at city hall and we went pick hunting....we went quite a few shops lol.......there's a davis guitar at the basement of peninsular plaza lol......i saw a takamine classical there lol.....looks not too bad lol...and takamine lol!! so exciting man......i think the price about $150 man.....confirm very good wan lol......see how la i haven decided whether or not to buy a classical or not lol.......i feel alittle broke now, cos i have about $1029 in mty bank account......last time i used to hav $1900 or mayb $2000 plus lol....sad siah, dats y i tink i need to work for a more substanstial amount of cash so dat if i buy the classical guitar (i think i hav my eye set on the takamine classical lol! at $150 as compared to a tgm guitar set at $109 lol oops im biased the brand tgm even sounds lousy now lol even though the guitar sound actually not too bad but i haven tried the takamine sound lol, aiya takamine confirm good wann la, takamine leh....ok im biased cos the brand haha......)

oh yeah back to me and jasmine going pick hunting haha.....well actually not me la......i hav enough picks to last me for awhile ready.......we went to quite a few shops from city hall there to bras basah, to park lane there.......haha i bought more triangular picks to complete my collection lol......but too bad there dun hav one more white triangular one if not i would hav bought one more for terence and jus nice i dun havta go back lol......man i should hav bought when i could man.....i bought one purple one for david lol but i dunno whether to give him both the one and onli last white dat i bought (i hav 2 now by the way).....i confirm hav the complete set jus not sure what i should give to who lol.........considering i dun really neeed the white one also, its jus there to complete my collection of all 3 colours.......i dunnno la....i jus decide when the weekend comes lol.....jasmine bought one whole range of nylon picks, all very nice and bright colours, one kind of buy picks for nuttin......oh yeah i honed my bargaining skills today, jus ask jasmine how i got at least 2 picks free lol......hahaha

after dat we had a very (how can i stress this word enough) good dinner lol at subway........its really been awhile since i last ate at subway lol........i wanted to eat a whole foot long sandwich lol but end up we shared 2 6-inch different bread lol.......so nice man...i highly recommend the subway melt flavour lol! super shiok..........we both share it cost 12.45 ready lol.....cannot imagine if i eat by myself i spend so much on a meal (not as much as Jack's Place but still for sumone who feels broke its quite alot)........lucky we shared oso i guess if not i'll be like how full lol.......i was brimming after the meal ready lol......jasmine saw this dairy guitar shop opp subway and she is like hooked onto electric guitars now la......she wants to buy one electric guitar set with amp, tuner, guitar bag, 6 picks all for $199, i dunno whether its worth it or not lol.........she buy oso she will waste her money for a awhile (a long while) at least cos she hardly noe how to play guitar well then until her skill gets betta alot of noise will be in her house......i pity serene and her other family members lol not to mention her neighbours..........seriously jasmine dun buy first, mayb ask the uncle reserve one for u, brush up ur guitar skills to basic bar chords first then buy still not too late but oh wells up to u la........next time u go there remember to help me buy the white triangular pick for terence k? must remember! i dun think i'm ever going back there for quite awhile, definitely not back there just to buy ONE pick for terence........mayb julia would do dat but im not gay urp i wont do dat haha.........remember ah

dats all i can gather from the day for now....now for the moment my fingers hav been so eagerly waiting for.......i'm going to play guitar soon...okayy mayb i might play cs awhile then play....same practise in the middle of the nite play guitar in my almost sound proof room..........oh yeah ok la jus to make u happy grandpa lydia......since u probably read the whole of my long post.......i dunno wad to put so i jus post the (cheah i read wrongly i thot u said that was not publishing property not properly lol.....).......oh wells here goes my nonsense "I LOVE KHOO WEN LIN LYDIA" o_O ppl should bang their heads on the wall for believing dat statement lol hahaha.......

oh yeah this is for real.........da sao im thankful dat u hav been messaging me, even if i hav never said it before...at least my phone doesnt seem so quiet in not anything else =) im thankful for dat ;) on some days ur msg is the onli thing dat comes in lol but im still thankful there's sumtin lol.....thanks =D

jon: hahaha lol u'll be suprised........depending on the amount of money u pay......im sure cartel servings u can eat until u brim still got balance...at most 2 plates lol hahah

da sao: haha ur tag abit no link leh...took me awhile to realise the "well 'run' in my way" hahaha lol....happy recovery and all the best for ur prelims, studying and all haha.......

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jack's place!

woooohooo after yw today my aunt brought my whole family for lunch at jack's place and it was very very good man......okayy mayb it has been rated by many many bloggers dat go there to eat and all so i'm jus among the ranks of them haha....well yeah it was good obviously since so many people share the same sentiments......oh wells but it was very ex pensive i think my aunt spent about $80+ for 7 people's meals lol.......i ate the most cos everything dat people didnt want was given to me lol.......i had half a potato with sour cream and bacon bits in the middle lol......so good....one soup and a chunk of sirloin steak given to me by my aunt, garlic bread, abit of fries and
my main course! woah it really cost alot, i eat os like very precious lol......$20+ for one meal lol......so ex.....i think the time when i can spend such money freely will be very very long from now......okayy my main course wad a 350g HUGE piece of steak lol.....with another such potato and abit of cucumber......oh yeah i had one of the four deserts as well dat came with my parents, aunty and uncle set meals lol.....

add all dat up and u get a very satisfied happy me hahaha.......the food was so heavenly but the prices were very high oso......anyway i didnt hav dinner today.....cos i'm still full from lunch even now lol....after lunch i could eat at least the same portion again lol but i wasnt hungry and i didnt want to bloat myself too much, even with good food lol.......i'll jus leave out the details on the part after i got home......im still full now so dats the point lol.....im going to study soon.....i got paper on tuesday......

i thank God for His kindness and His provision of my aunt as well..........anyway i might play my precious later haha....after i study...thanks for reading.....

oh yeah jasmine : i didnt really see any black shiny pick with a J on top......others like the one i hav the shiny one with the picture of a cross hav...next time ask me i will show u.....

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bought new picks....

haha yeah as the title almost always suggests (hmm I should try subliminal messaging next time wahahaha).....i bought new pickS today la......i sorta wasted the whole of today, im supposed to be studying for my exam on tuesday lol.....but nvm la still got time to study i think.......still got sunday and monday, saturday im not so sure la.....anyway today i went to the bike shop shortly after I woke up and did my QT and had the slightest bit of breakfast…….my little brother brought me there…….the bike uncle tried to help me fix my bike but obviously to no avail haha……I think I wore out the grooves for the screw of my brake control so when I compress it rite, it wont spring back to original position, u havta use ur hand and push back urself lol……anyway the uncle told me its betta for me to change the whole bike lol…….not bad la he’s selling those bikes look like not bad and he also sells bikes dat are like for road cycling wann, looks good man…..the pricing oso not too bad la 100+ or mayb up to 200+ I think its quite reasonable for bikes and some got aluminum frame summore….good siah…I havta convince my father to buy for me then haha (I jus had the impression of myself as a small kid after I typed dat hahaha)

anyway I went to bras basah complex today, in an attempt to find dat special triangular (huge) pick for david haha…….i must admit dat kinda pick is very hard to find lol……wa I looked almost everywhere lol ok but dat later…….i went to look for this shop dat my father bought the fin picks for me…….hmm I jus cant remember the shop name now……jus now I did remember leh….i think its tracking or sumtin…….anyway yeah I bought 3 picks from them……I bought 2 ‘rhino’ picks (they are not made of any rhino material, they are made of nylon lol…..but their supposed to last and there is jus a rhino picture printed on the front of them)……..and a black shiny pick with a picture of a cross printed on it…..super nice man……….

then I went to peace centre to go collect my strings……aiya aunty catherine not at the counter if not I can probably get a few more picks free, make me even happier haha but okay la dun be greedy lol…..i felt so like a one kind of daryl lol……except dat he has like almost uncountable picks la……crazy man……after I collected my final set of 6 months of free guitar strings, I went down to a shop I always go to after i collect my strings most of the time.....dat shop the uncle is quite good i must say....he will give u discounts and mayb abit of free stuff here and there.....i went there and bought myself an invisible pick guard......nice eh? no more scratching of my presioussss.......haha......and i also cajolled the uncle into giving me a special 'all in one pick' lol.....quite nice, i will go and try later....the pick guard and the pick for $4.50 =) orginally the price of the pick guard alone is $3.90 and the all in one pick is $1.50 lol.......he sells quite good classical guitars as well.....mayb if i need i might consider buying from him too.........for my brother la.....so we can jam together.....though i think he has to probably practice bar chords lol.....he dunno much bar chords i think.........anyway after dat i went to another guitar shop 2 levels up from dat shop.....i was told at city music (the place where i got my guitar and free strings) to go to parklane, all music, mayb they might sell the picks dat i wanted.........anyway back to dat 2 levels up shop....i noticed dat the name was all music and there was also parklane somewhere on the signboard but somehow it didnt seem to be part of the signboard....i thot parklane was jus a coincedence and jus part of the design for the sign board haha.....

very funny man.......im one kind of a joker......i went into the shop not knowing it was the parklane all music shop dat the guy at city music was telling me to go lol.......i was onli looking for dat pick.......well i found it at dat shop after searching in many shops lol......hard to find siah.....anyway yeah i got 3 picks which is originally $1 each at $2 altogether haha.......then after dat i asked the lady "is there another parklane all music somewhere?".....she said "this IS the parklane all music" i was like LOL! haha i anyhow go oso can find the rite shop, with wad i wanted summore! thank God........i bought 2 the same red one, and another white one......one to give to david lol.....i was debating with myself whether to get 2 white or 2 red lol......cos if i get 2 red and i give him one, i still hav one white one red.....but if i get onli 2 red and i give him the white one, it doesnt make much sense if i hav 2 red ones rite, identical in every way lol haha......anyway i see how la which ones he likes.....i went home feeling very happy indeed haha......dats all i can remember for now....im going to play my precious and also to stick on my invisible pick guard........good nite everyone! : )

jb: haha johnny boy the name sounds too gay for me to type out.....it feels wierd lol........

da sao: haha goood wad, at least ppl noe dat ur my da sao and may __ sao oso hahaha........ i reply everyone oso big wad......

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its finally over!!!

woah i'm gone for a few days and my tag board is suprisingly more alive! haha good good, i'll reply tags at the end of this post............

yeah i finally hav the time to blog again......i wanted to blog yesterday but then again i didnt hav the mood........i was doing my programming stuff all day since morning since i think tuesday or even monday.......crazy man......my schedule was like early morning wake up and then do coding and all until about 6pm when the lab close, get home and try reading up the codes and then playing my precious at abit earlier than the normal time.....at about roughly 1 or 2 am i've beeen playing random songs jus to be in touch with my guitar.......=) i love it haha.....

ok im watching lost now so i will probably forget wad i want to talk about...anyway now the show is over....hopefully i can get the post done up and complete in due time.........haiz my father abit dunno how to keep his word lol......he supposed to give me his answer on whether i can go for the wilderness camp with zhi xian they all lol.......day before yesterday he said he would discuss it yesterday nite (which obviously he didnt do......).....lol nvm la.....if cannnot go then cannot go lol......

ok im going to blog about yesterday since i wanted to blog yesterday but didnt hav the mood cos i hav my major project presentation today.......anyway yesterday i felt quite happy dat the 2 girls in my group made significantly more contributions or at least efforts towards the stuff required for our major project.....which i think was very good comparing wad they hav been doing the past few months....ok la granted they dunno much coding (i think i may hav said this before but i will say it again......im probably the most able in coding among the group.......), but they did do the whole major project report while i was slogging away doing my codes and trying to work things out......at least they did sumtin la..........yesterday somehow i dunno oso they seemed to be more humane lol....we smiled and talked nicely to each other and all.......i was quite happy.....it seemed dat we were like any other normal group (except dat every other group has probably gone on many meals together as a group but i never gone for any meal with my group mates, dats besides the point, i dun mind la, but i do ask them to go eat together dat sorta stuff but they always dun want so i oso cant really be bothered with those 2 snobbish (i would say) girls in my group).......okayy the day went by and i quite enjoyed it....oh yeah i forgot to mention dat i wasnt even feeling any pressure or stress leh dat we haven completed the project as a group (not really even half done i'll say), and dat the presentation day or the deadline for it was the next day!!! it was really wierd lol.....i saw my group mates panicking when they didnt noe how to solve the code problems but there i was still silently trying in the background and all......i didnt worry!!!! i suprise myself to much these days........i mean i would hav wanted myself to worry about it and at least like the stress can push me to work harder, faster....but there was none....i really think it was God working in me lol......

okayy enough about yesterday.......ironies ironies.....well today was my presentation rite? its very VERY ironic dat the very same 2 girls dat i thot to be more humane were not humane at all the whole of today....mayb its because of the stress dat we haven completed our stuff la (but i tried my best ready, the other 2 ppl didnt do anything much at all lol.....so infriuating).....anyway never will i ever work with those 2 girls in my life again unless absolutely absolutely absolutely necessary lol even if im offered millions of dollars to work with them on any project.......so painful working with them lol........cannnot talk and all very hard to get our (MY) ideas across......they all talk so much betta with their frens from other groups lol.......they purposely dun want to talk to me and all, im more comfortable doing my own stuff lol....trying and fixing both my errors as well as theirs for them...........siao man where to find project mates so jialat as these? anyway my presentation is done.....we didnt really complete even the minimum requirements cos the fingerprint scanning portion of the codes hav errors, im sure given more time, as well as the teacher's help here and there i can get it done (myself) no prob.......the other 2 can fail for all i care haha....okayy la dat comment was abit "jeak ark"(it means prone to do or say bad things in hokkien) but yeah u get the picture.....anyway the presentation so for now im free to study and mayb play abit of game tonite.....im not sure whether i can pass or not seriously speaking cos we presented on some previous efforts dat we did lol, mine being the most significant lol......but actually even more seriously speaking i'm not worrying about it!! =) somehow!!!! i dun believe myself!!!! its really God working in me lol.......somehow i know and i trust God dat i will pass, ask me how i noe? i am really clueless on how dat is possible..........any normal person would be worrying and all but i suprise myself....or mayb even more specific the way God works in me suprises me!!! haha..........oh wells dats about all i can remember for now lol.....haha jus so happy to trust God and live =) i guess im going to play games now...oh yeah i really thank my earthly father as wel for getting me 2 picks! very nice ones at dat....he bought me one soft and one medium thickness pick and guess wad? its a fins pick, dat means u play all 3 sides there are different sounds (or mayb effects) produced even if u strum the same chord....cool siah......and i found the "so-called onli decent pick" the big triangular one....actually i found it one day after dat post when i said i couldnt find it haha.........now im keeping dat in my guitar case permanantly lol so dat in case i lose my picks again i still hav a decent pick in my guitar case...........

but wait i will reply all my tags!

jasmine: hahaha lol i saw ur tag a few days ago........chiong mian is traditional wad hahaha.....he is a hobbit hahaha......

gillian: huh? lol when i first read it i was wondering wad u talking even if it was to jasmine lol haha...thanks for tagging

da sao: haha no need la.....my dad bought me picks ready and i found my "onli decent pick i hav" so yeah thanks haha.....good luck hopping around hahaha......seeya in church if ur coming...hopefully ur betta by then haha......=)

jb: haha lol thanks alot! i really appreciate it! anyway as u probably will read the post i didnt complete it but i still happy cos i still trust God

julia lee: haha thanks......i will tell u sometime i promise.....thanks anyway its not really anything much......i confirm tell u after i hav talked to the person k? thanks for asking :)

carway: hahaha no need la....i not dat thick-skinned lol......u want to buy its up to u la (like y would u buy picks for me??) haha thanks for the offer......if u want to buy picks for me buy around the amount dat daryl has hahaha (dats alot lol) o_O no la im jus joking, no need.....i hav my own picks ready thanks anyway.....haha i get the hint, i will link u after dis hahaha

mayboo: HAHA lol i was wondering wad in the world u were talking about lol........searched my memory upside down still no link but then i had not posted any new posts then i remember dat i said sumtin in my posts haha great o_O haha.....seeya next time

hmm jus a thot, who thinks i should reply tag board tags in my posts? a thot came to me dat it seems more personal, i dunno, mayb i'm jus talking nonsense hmm.......and i can digress more hahaha.....tell me wad u feel about it ;)

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the feeling is back!

wooohoo i was damn sad i lost my pick set....7 picks in all lol......sad man i really hope i can find them all again then i will really keep them close to me and not lose them again...i think i lost my pick set in church on saturday....not sure where oso......i hope its with one of the cleaners lol.....i really liked dat pick set......anyway yesterday and today i was looking for dat one pick the triangular multi-coloured one, i think dat is the onli decent pick i have now lol.....very early this morning (about 2 am plua, normal guitar practice time for me before i sleep haha).......i didnt manage to play yesterday cos i didnt hav a decent pick with me so sad rite? (well i onli hav a doyle dykes thumb pick and a very piak piak piak (dunno how to describe, very soft la the pick) pick in my guitar case.......mostly they are kept there for fun onli, not really wad i consider a real pick)......well anyway amidst other things i managed to find my triangular colourful pick.....and i jus played on the guitar using it, i will definitely keep dat pick very carefully cos its my onli real pick at the moment lol......i will carry it around everywhere with me =)

anyway im quite happy today cos i managed to get some progress in my major project, somehow after today im not so panicky but its really God working today i guess......i mean i woke up tired from the lack of sleep the nite before lol......i slept for like 6 hrs i think......i was tired in the majority of the morning but thank God after lunch, i somehow became more awake and all i could think betta and al......i dunno how dat can happen but it did lol.....and wads even more powerful is dat a fren dat hardly knows much of visual basic (i probably know more than him cos i studied it and all, yeah he has lotsa experience with other programming languages but dats not the point)...i was trying around to send my file succesfully across the socket (its very technical sorry) then after my friend helped me it could be done lol :) very good stuff.....i'm also happy the 2 girls in my group today did sumtin lol......they tried to do the codes in the earlier part of the morning lol but to not much avail but im happy dat they did abit of the report lol......which is good oso la.....so there i was doing the coding all by myself and they were discussing about the report.....so later we'll be meeting the teacher, hopefully he will give us a clue on wad to do or research and find next lol.....im really beginning to think dat with God's help, we can still pass this major project lol, for me its onli with God's help and provision dat this portion of the project can be done lol......im really thankful..i think my project is about 65% done at most, still abit more to work out and all.....

oh yeah mayboo i dun feel like tagging at ur blog for awhile, too flooded la.....next time when i remember then i go and see again hahaha

cheng hui, im dun want to talk to much ppl about it la.....so far onli david and junipher and the person involved knows...

tcm if u want me to link u, remember to leave ur link when u next tag k?

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my first time playing for yf

well yeah as the title suggests......i played for yf today!! lol quite nice the feeling lol.........but anyway i really enjoyed playing random song on the bus ride to and fro from labrador park...........its like i can really feel the difference in my barring and speeding of changing between chords and bar chords after abit of practice man.....david is rite man.....the more time i spend with my guitar the betta i can play......i hav been practising when i can this week even at early mornings before i sleep or sumtin....guitar jus keeps me going lol.....how i wish now my world was onli guitar and nuttin else, no skool work or worries and all......jus a serenade and worship of God.......

anyway back to me playing for yf today........daryl asked me to play with him on the spot lol since i brought my guitar.......i didnt really want to play cos i couldnt play well yet....but oh wells after seeing the songs it turned out to be some dat i hav been practising......i could feel the difference pressing the strings and switching (i sound repetitive lol).........i played and i thot it was really bad.....but so far not much ppl i asked told me i didnt play well.....they all said they could hear the chords i played (or mayb daryl's loud playing overshadowed all my faults or inability to play....) i felt i didnt play well cos some chords, esp bar chords i could change in time but either i taiko press correctly cos of the pace of the playing or i anyhow played sumtin dat masked the sound and somehow the chord sounded like a real one and all......dats wad i feel cos i myself knew i wasnt pressing well i guess.......but one thing was dat i really enjoyed playing for yf today.....it really helped to build up my confidence and also taught me about timing of certain songs.....i stopped playing for abit at some parts of certain songs but i carried on quickly after dat....linus my official guitar mentor (so called, although he hasnt really taught me much) said my notes were okayy and dat i had rhythm (i think the rhythm for today's songs were quite simple wad.......) but im still happy nonetheless..... and yeah i will continue to play for yf and stuff when i'm more comfortable ;) i'm playing for beginners tml! haha........i think i lost my pick set =( i hope i can find them back lol.....i really like them alot.....dats all i can think of for now.....

oh yeah junipher it seems easier to talk things out with _______ now but i still dunno wad to say lol.....or how i should say it lol....oh wells

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the word is hope

i could ramble and rant on about so many things that i will look back in time to come and wonder y i didnt trust God then but i wont ramble today....dun feel like complaining....i jus wanna hang onto hope dat God has everything planned out for me.......when faith is all i have (quite ironic but its the book my yd (or some call it an ag now lol) is doing for now....) ....dats all for today

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sad case man

haiz.....i made another wasted trip to skool today.......all i did was go there to eat with my frens.....haiz i find it so hard to work with my mp group mates......great im onli finding out a week before i havta pass up my major project? well actually no la i found out when we first started man.....but wad to do? everyone else had their groups and all....how i really wish i was grouped with ppl i can talk with lol....at least if we can talk, we at least can compromise abit lol.....how i wish.......either dat or i could group with dat person whose style i like and all.......at least we can talk AND most importantly compromise!!! lol....so many reasons y i shouldnt hav grouped with those 2 girls haiz.....okayy enough rambling.......i might post later.....

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i wish i had a purpose

haha lol as always the title contains subliminal messaging dat would tell u about wad im going to post.......but read on anyway since u hav already read the first line which is indicative of sumtin.....

haha i went to skool for NOTHING at all today.....i mean i went to skoool for no reason....i feel dat there was a lack of purpose today........okayy i hav things to do but i jus couldnt even do them cos my group mates didnt even go to skool today....yeah yeah my major project but the codes are with my 2 female (nothing against females tho) group mates, i want to try and change stuff here and there oso cannot anyway we're going to meet tml for project so good.....anyway yeah continuing my ranting........i went to skool today cos i thot there was class lol.....specially for dat one class lol.....other classes oso no more ready man.....so sian man.......then i go ready end up the same fren dat told me got class told me there was no class....GREAT MAN......

so yeah i had to go to skool and everywhere was wet and all since it rained (and stopped) before i left the house...but my nose was very VERY runny (and it still is abit now) cos my mom and i tried to fix my bed dis morning la.....my bed by the way the middle has caved in or sumtin (there is another roll out bed below it so it sorta like supporting it abit and the four bedpost legs are like barely supporting the bed and the bed post)....its metal lol....dunno how it happened oso mayb cos we (my brothers and i when we were younger) used to jump dat particular bed alot.....it caved in i oso dunno cos i dun really bother, my mum noticed it a few days back lol....dis morning my mom and i used heavy duty spanners to hammer the metal support back to almost straight condition and vacuumed my whole room dat y my nose is runny now.....im quite alergic to dust ma.....sneezed all the way to skool and back lol.....anyway after vacuuming and wad not, my room felt much betta to be in lol......i had a bath and scarcely after dat i was sitting on my so called straighter bed for awhile and after dat i felt a sudden sink it...i didnt think much of it lol cos i dun care wann wad.....the shortly after dat i realised my bed had caved again, so much for all the hard work and sweat and runnning nose...oh wells but at least my room is much much cleaner now......ok i jus havta wait for my bed to collapse then i would get a new bed haha...how about a water bed? i never slept on one before.....but mayb not oso i dunno la....

hmm my fren made a comment dat he liked her style....but she looked too high end for him haha.....i dun think she is dat high end but i agree with him mayb? i like her style.....but i dunno if i'm falling for her dat kinda thing haha lol.....i didnt think i liked her when i asked her to come for outreach wad......anyway since we can talk quite nicely then i jus asked her lol.....like is this my first time asking some non-christian for outreach lol....embarassing man.....i mean dat this is the first time i asked a nonchristian fren lol.....i will ask more of my frens this week i guess....i hav a few in mind......i wanna pray for willing hearts for outreach (feels wierd tho,i think i've never asked for this before....hmm i havta start sumwhere lol.....)......anyway i leave the rest up to God lol.....seriously i wont be thinking about anything else, what about who will be my .......... and future everything...dats all for today i guess, i've been too distracted to think about anything else to post.....

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mmmmm....

quite tired today man....... :p i slept too late yesterday man......anyway today im so proud that i completed a brochure and it looks VERY nice and professional lol......i paid 90 cents for the whole colour printing of the brochure.......i folded it very nicely and handed in i dare say a rather perfect brochure if i say so myself.....alway all done.......i onli havta worry about my major project, my exams as well as my napfa test lol o_O............i'm too lazy and tired to think of anything new ready....dats all for today....the word for today is sian man....

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jus felt like posting

yeah i jus felt like posting today so i will jus havta complete it fast cos its late ready...i havta wake p early later cos my house is not exactly walking distance to church lol.....

anyway yesterday nite i practised my guitar again lol.........i was mad la but it really feels good to be slowly being able to play bar chords as well as non-bar chords betta haha....here goes the madness of this person ur reading about here.....i stayed up playing my guitar with a pick lol, various songs lol......until about 2 plus am yesterday lol.....i think i normally play quite loud lol but funny leh my dad didnt come into my room to tell me off or sumtin like dat and i'm thankful no neighbours came to complain (not dat they done it before lol....).......i played many songs until my finger tips slightly pain and the barring jus felt so good....my guitar sounds so good to me la....i love it man....i think not even daryl's guitar collection can replace wad my guitar is to me lol.........yeah i played until so late dats y i decided not to call my small group today, i jus msged them about yf can ready.......haha oops

anyway i dunno y i jus feel like posting today.....mayb this is nuttin much la but i accompany shermaine go eat or sumtin i guess haha in the middle of worship lol...and she didnt even eat lol.....walao but nvm she had to treat me drink, one of the times where i actually ask for a drink....actually she owes me 7 lol.....because of some stuff la........anyway it was quite suprising dat she actually called me of all ppl to go eat with her lol.........and shermaine, it was nice to talk to u again after like so long i'll admit dat (not because ur nice u bhb......but cos mayb i (or we both) treasure our frenship sumtin like dat la, cant really explain y oso)........then after dat we joined halfway for the small group games...the groupings were so messy i jus anyhow joined serene's group la since she asked me lol....end up i think i was playing against my own team i guess but i didnt noe lol.....nvm after dat we played police and thief....funny la...those ppl dunno how to play police an thief wann la.....catch ppl ready then got no jail warden to guard......one thief running thru the jail can free everyone inside and they are all running around again HAHA! a few rounds dat happened la....so fun lol.....

after dat we had mass eating games..........one quarter watermelon, 3 apples, 1 bottle of pepsi and one big packet of plain crackers la......crazy man the plain crackers were REALLY plain and dry la.....so hard to go down.....luckily we had pepsi to down it with as well as fruits to go with it haha......i did dat and it was more bearable lol.......jasmine ate a whole onion lol.....eeeeeh i dun like raw onions lol......yayy our groups ALPHA won the eating challenge suprisingly lol.....the other groups had marcus, jason as well as sam tan la......hmmm.......after all dat sai kang......i didnt really hear the announcements cos i was outta earshot from linus (somebody please fill me in? haha)......

after all dat i played soccer interestingly....normally dun play wann la cos im not dat good......i wanted to play basketball lol but luckily oso when i finally walked to the small playground and i jus felt wierd la......i walked to the "bball court" cos i had injured my heel playing soccerr lol.....i wonder how i actually injured it lol.....i was playing barefoot la but most of the time dat onli happens when i land awkwardly on hard ground when playing basketball or captains ball lol.....anyway i jus dun want to associate with _____ la so funny.......im not mentioning any names here.....i was debating with myself whether to make it so public......but i noe dat on a blog, word gets around very fast....mayb too fast.....soon every one will noe jus because mayb one unknowing person reads sumtin....so im deciding against it la.....next time mayb but definitely not now......

jus felt so off after dat....wad with "what God wants me to do in this case?".......i feel as if i cannot really hear God telling me to talk to her about it la.....the more i see her the more i feel as if i dun need to and dun want to talk to her about it anymore.....lets jus forget about it and get on with our feeling wierd lives la.......o_O dats one way of facing it...which i am totally more inclined to do so rite now.........haiz.......after dat i jus wanted to sink back into the world or serenade by the guitar....its very peaceful there.....but how i wished back then dat i brought and (MAYBE) left my guitar in church then partly cos i wanted to play guitar but brandon's guitar was so off and oso partly because my guitar sounds so nice (and i dun havta worry about it being outta tune, i hav an in-built tuner!)........oh wells after i changed julia and i walked to the bball court again to call the ppl for dinner i guess....then julia, kin yip, brandon, me and jasmine played pressure (in order of how we went....).......we had a wager on push-ups....guys 20 girls 10 if they lost la.....so there could onli be one winner......i suprised myself with the accuracy of my shooting la......i think normally i might not be able to be so accurate i guess but somehow i think i had the touch......the feel of the ball jus felt different, i knew when i held the ball after i bounced whether i was going to miss or score lol...........and i scored alot more than i missed.....in short i won the game but it was funny brandon suprisingly shot many shots off target leh......ok mayb not exactly not off target but they didnt go in lol.....they like loop and hit the outer rimm lol....suprising lol....i felt abit of pressure being behind him lol.......

anyway after dat we all walked out to s11.....brandon, wilfred, zachary, serene, cheng hui and i went to the arcade for awhile lol......so funny we played some game, some whacking game haha funny lol.......up to 3 players could play at once lol....so funny i played abit.........i never really played arcade before......never been hooked on it......haha like i wasting my money like dat (not dat i hav much....i feel broke lol.....).....after dinner we were talking and julia said she played a game with abraham yesterday......i was wondering "eh how they 2 play game together ah?" i was thinking over the internet lol.....then i also wondered "eh how they know its each other ah? and also how can dat be possible".......silient thots la....after dat after talking to abraham for awhile he told me he was staying at julia's house oh no wonder la.......i didnt even noe dat la until like jus now.....LOL...i didnt even noe y he was staying there but i did later la....after dat i went to sports connection at j8 to buy a guitar strap and i did....quite nice and not too ex oso....got cushion summore.......mayb if i really need i'll buy another one from there to make it even.....i feel it suits my needs haha.....

ok this post has been a very very very long one and can u believe it? i started trying to post at 1248am!! now its 0235am!! lol admidst watching some chinese gambling show on tv and chatting and getting distracted by dunno wad here i am at the end of this post so desperately needing sleep....good morning everyone!

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busy man realises he needs a holiday

haiz im busy alrite.....haven been able to blog and stuff lol......as i hav been mentioning lol........so many things to do rite now.....yesterday i finished one part of the many things i had to do and i still had more....so thankful for the national day holiday though.....i got to play my guitar (my beloved precious i'm growing a real longing for) i will be able to bar chords soon =) i'm happy dat david is teaching me man.......soon i'll be able to play more or less stabally and without much mistakes....and oh the frills, hammer-ons, finger plucking, half strumming, hybrid playing man (haha hybrid playing i came up with dat myself...sounds good to me haha).....i will play until my skin on my finger tears and peels off and many many thick layers take their place!! woohoo so exciting, esp learning guitar from david!!! woooo!!!! he jus makes me want to learn more and play guitar well man!!!

well today i completed another part of the many things to do.....there still more......i had an mp meeting today.....haiz stress man the project......wad to do? i hav not much idea how to do lol.....and the other 2 girls (i cant really get along dat well with, (its not anything bad or wad la, we hardly talk about other stuff lol)) are way worse than me lol........im like the most competent programmer in our group....great job o_O........oh yeah by the way for the record my programming skills are not too bad with languages dat we hav come across before but not for some totally new programming language lol........no one else in my major project lab is learning the same programming language as us lol (great)...either its too sofisticated or its too backward lol.....i quite think its the latter lol.......my supervisor did ALOT or all of the coding for us today lol.....after dat he had to go for some meeting then he left the 3 of us hanging lol......guess wad great then 3 of us didnt touch anything after then......i tried la but i jus dun understand some parts lol....cheeeeaaammm........stressed over it for awhile and listened to christian music for awhile then after dat i couldnt take it i asked my fren to go out for a drink.....haha i sounded like i was calling him to go a bar and "get a drink" like dat lol......after dat i destressed quite abit and still went home quite late..other stuff to do.........

i managed to watch LOST today.......so stupid everytime they got flashbacks, like i feel i'm wasting my time watching something i've already watched before.......i rather watch the whole set of cd, vcd, or dvd or sumtin like dat.....one shot marathon haha........anyway i got more stuff to do...more stuff to do....more stuff to do.......

i wanted to play cs to destress before i go to sleep but i'm tired...so i guess i'll go play my guitar after i bathe then i sleep lol...

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zzzZZzzz

mmmm i'm in a kinda dreamy mood now still......i got home and like after dinner my hair was still wet and then i went to sleep until about this time la.....mayb 10 plus....i slept from 7 sumtin to 10 plus.....but it felt like the longest of times i ever sleeped and i can quite say it was the bestest of sleep i've ever got haha.....so let me see a short snippet of my life.......dun really feel like blogging in my half sleepy state (even in my awake state oso i dun feel like posting haha).......i will go and bathe again (sorta) after this and either play guitar (waking the neighbours up potentially) or go back to sleep.....yayy...


yeah i finished my mwsm project submission 3! a more simple running "small computer network" haha......i cant elaborate too much cos its very technical so yeah most ppl wont understand oso....anyway i feel like doing more cos another seemingly harder step is like so easy la....might as well do and get more marks lol....a side note : some ppl are not replying my tags!! well nvm la......mayb they busy or wad.....i probably wont see their reply then lol cos if they ppl dun reply my tags when i once in awhile tag, i probably wont go back to their blogs again to check until the next time i randomly feel like tagging.....lol so yeah.....mmm mayb i shouldnt hav ate the whole big centre piece for myself.....then either one of my brothers or my dad might not get to eat a last piece of dat fabulous chesecake my mum made....i feel bad....mayb i willl go cut the rest (2 pieces) to divide for the 3 of them......ok im done on the comm for today.....

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a pre sleep post

haha notice the past present and the future haha pre ... and post haha.....anyway i jus decided to post again........i jus sent my mom off downstairs in a cab not long ago......before dat time i didnt sleep and i didnt read my project stuff as well haha but at least i spent the time visiting and reading ppl's blogs......i think i read megan's, jasmine's, julia's, serene's, alicia's, charles & joey & alicia's, junipher's, chong mian's, merissa's, ella's, eleanor ho's....i guess dats about all......haha but its quite a few considering i haven had the time to read most ppl's blogs.....

anyway my mom made a really good blueberry cheese cake!!! haha im going to enjoy it later as well.....im the first one to eat it!! and 3 pieces at dat haha..........

oh yeah i thank God for providing a cab jus now......its really like supernatural.......i mean my mom and i went downstairs and there was not a cab or wad in sight........

me: erhm wait for 5 mins la sure got cab wann.......
mum: ok i wait for 5 mins after dat i will havta dial a cab, no choice......
me: (prays for a cab)
the next thing i know there is a cab on the opp side of the road in a matter of seconds after i said amen......i run to the road divider and hails the cab, the driver makes a (illegal? u-turn) and wala i jus sent my mom off for the first time haha.......anyway it jus got me thinking, i think i will miss her, i dunno wad part of her i will miss lol.......i mean ok she scolds and nags and all but she is still my mum.......some part of me misses some (or whatever) part of her ready.......haha i guess i havta cope the next few days......and now i havta get to sleep and not waste half my day trying to recuperate haha.......sweet dreams everyone who reads at dis time haha

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i should set my priorities rite

yeah as the title suggests lol.......anyway yeah i hav been doing alot of unnecessary things like playing cs, wasting my time doing other stuff etc.....crazy man it like finally dawned on me like 2 or 3 weeks till i havta pass up my major project lol!!! great i havta chiong all my stuff remaining left to completion.......here's a reminder for myself.....comm skills havta do brochure, and the quizzes.......major project havta make until the program can perfom matching at the server side, including the database part as well as the sending of the data from the client side over to the server side.......

hmm i wanted to play yahoo pool and sorta update my score abit but i thot against it lol...after all i play quite abit of cs today lol.......yeah im staying up on purpose to wait until about 330am to wait for cab with my mom........i dun feel safe for her to go downstairs alone with luggage and all alone at 3am waiting for a cab...i'll wait for her la.......she is going to hong kong for holiday with her ex colleagues......hmm do pray for her yeah........oh yeah and also i should remember to pray for daniel fu too, andrew fu's brother.......i dunno wad he was doing oso i heard he drop a 10 kg dumbbell on his leg so he is in crutches now lol.....ok i should go and read or sumtin, mayb practice guiter (= haha.....good nite :D

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I AM FINALLY DONE!!!!!!

hahaha as at 0435am singapore time, im officially free from anymore drawings for quite a long while ready.....yup i completed the last of the required drawings!!! woohooo the sense of achievement is so high la.....and i dare say wad i hav completed tonite is betta than my average standard lol....shiok man.....

whew wad a late time to post and im still not sleeping yet.......i think i'll go and play about 10 rounds of cs to celebrate HAHA....madness.....i will sleep way in later la......i'll wash my hands off drawing for a (very long) while lol.....oh yeah did i mention dat i jus cleared by whole table of eraser shavings lol!! i jus kept them on my table cos i didnt want to clear up then and oso not put them on the floor cos i would be clearing them in the end as well la.......all the shavings on my table were from my drawings and stuff lol.......didnt realise there was so much la......almost everywhere i lift up the stuff i see eraser dust lol.......i think i swept up enough off my table to for a new eraser lol, if u fuse all the many shavings together........dat means i used an erasers worth or more of erasing my drawings!! cant imagine lol.......and the eraser im talking about here is quite a large one in case ur wondering lol......

time for cs and some shut eye!

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this is agonizing

haiz i still haven finish all my drawings yet.......haiz.....im beginning to not like drawing cos of the setting dat i havta draw stuff to pass up lol......mayb if i could draw at my own pace it would be much betta la....heyy mayboo sorry u had to get involved in this too....and sorry i didnt draw u dat well haha i admit i cant draw humans i guess.......i think i draw non-living things much betta lol......

haiz my teacher is quite nice la...even though today is like the last day to pass up everything, she gave me until tml to hand in to her for her to mark lol..........good i can go and complete it after dis......i will get it done by tml.....and mayb i can get extra marks for my sketch book if i draw a few more drawings......

ok la i already destress in skool so yeah......i played cs with my fren and bots in skool, i so owned him lol.....like more than 2 times his frag lol......so i will onli play after i complete my work lol.......later la i guess..........and i can be able to play guitar too.......now i will go and bathe and then go complete drawing my stuff lol........

hmm i seem to be shying away from talking to much ppl on msn lol mayb because i dunno wad to talkabout with them or mayb i dun normally talk to them if at all.....i mean like deleting some of my contacts came to my mind la but i felt like i was very bad like dat and if i deleted them, i might be the onli christian in their lives, if i delete them they might be like condemned cos of me (christians would get wad i mean lol)......and i also will be blamed for not assuming my responsibility to tell them the good news lol.........mayb its jus me la........if im not close to a person i wont really talk? and also dun really noe wad to talk i guess.......i remember a time when i could talk to ppl i didnt talk to before on msn la.......like jus talking crazy stuff (as always).....

hmm am i becoming anti-social? not onli on msn, in skool and everywhere else where i come into contact with non-christians........i mean i cannot think a non-christian dat is my good fren in dat sense lol......all my good frens are christians.......i feel wierd with SOME of my non-christian frens, like i dun belong in their clique talking to them, i dun share their ideals and dirty-mindedness........i dunno oso la......how come i feel so so distant from my non-christian frens......i sorta noe sumwhere in the depths of thot dat i should be telling them about the good news.......granted i MAY NOT be "required of God" or able to reach out to all of them (of cos if i could dat would be great).......i mean how to tell them about the gospel if we dun even noe each other well enough? hmm.....its always been a challenge to me......i guess i willl havta continue trying and starting with those whom i am in closer contact with, meaning more than jus an aqquaintance or hi bye fren dat kind la......i guess i will stop posting here, mayb i go and practice my guitar or sumtin.....my dad is holding up the bathroom so i cant bathe jus as yet......i WILL be able to play "I want to praise you Lord" (a song in my youth fellowship chordbook).....its sucha nice song lol...ok haha my dad jus got out so i guess guitar will be later in the morning with my room door closed, i tend to do dat quite alot these days lol.......mad man, not good for health to sleep so late =| ok im done....till next confide.....

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