Tuesday, August 15

i wish i had a purpose

haha lol as always the title contains subliminal messaging dat would tell u about wad im going to post.......but read on anyway since u hav already read the first line which is indicative of sumtin.....

haha i went to skool for NOTHING at all today.....i mean i went to skoool for no reason....i feel dat there was a lack of purpose today........okayy i hav things to do but i jus couldnt even do them cos my group mates didnt even go to skool today....yeah yeah my major project but the codes are with my 2 female (nothing against females tho) group mates, i want to try and change stuff here and there oso cannot anyway we're going to meet tml for project so good.....anyway yeah continuing my ranting........i went to skool today cos i thot there was class lol.....specially for dat one class lol.....other classes oso no more ready man.....so sian man.......then i go ready end up the same fren dat told me got class told me there was no class....GREAT MAN......

so yeah i had to go to skool and everywhere was wet and all since it rained (and stopped) before i left the house...but my nose was very VERY runny (and it still is abit now) cos my mom and i tried to fix my bed dis morning la.....my bed by the way the middle has caved in or sumtin (there is another roll out bed below it so it sorta like supporting it abit and the four bedpost legs are like barely supporting the bed and the bed post)....its metal lol....dunno how it happened oso mayb cos we (my brothers and i when we were younger) used to jump dat particular bed alot.....it caved in i oso dunno cos i dun really bother, my mum noticed it a few days back lol....dis morning my mom and i used heavy duty spanners to hammer the metal support back to almost straight condition and vacuumed my whole room dat y my nose is runny now.....im quite alergic to dust ma.....sneezed all the way to skool and back lol.....anyway after vacuuming and wad not, my room felt much betta to be in lol......i had a bath and scarcely after dat i was sitting on my so called straighter bed for awhile and after dat i felt a sudden sink it...i didnt think much of it lol cos i dun care wann wad.....the shortly after dat i realised my bed had caved again, so much for all the hard work and sweat and runnning nose...oh wells but at least my room is much much cleaner now......ok i jus havta wait for my bed to collapse then i would get a new bed haha...how about a water bed? i never slept on one before.....but mayb not oso i dunno la....

hmm my fren made a comment dat he liked her style....but she looked too high end for him haha.....i dun think she is dat high end but i agree with him mayb? i like her style.....but i dunno if i'm falling for her dat kinda thing haha lol.....i didnt think i liked her when i asked her to come for outreach wad......anyway since we can talk quite nicely then i jus asked her lol.....like is this my first time asking some non-christian for outreach lol....embarassing man.....i mean dat this is the first time i asked a nonchristian fren lol.....i will ask more of my frens this week i guess....i hav a few in mind......i wanna pray for willing hearts for outreach (feels wierd tho,i think i've never asked for this before....hmm i havta start sumwhere lol.....)......anyway i leave the rest up to God lol.....seriously i wont be thinking about anything else, what about who will be my .......... and future everything...dats all for today i guess, i've been too distracted to think about anything else to post.....

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