33/1 argh my exams today can kill me

haha i noe i'm quite bo liao but okay im going to post from email to my blog.......i had 2 papers today la......i was like studying for e 1st subject until about 1pm(ok la after bathing all dat).....i slept at about 130am la haha.....i woke up at about 8am lidat la.....i was like quite tired in the term test area.......i so wanted to sleep abit before i finished e paper.....but thankfully i didnt allow myself to even put my head down......i did my planning for the whole paper....scribbling answers everywhere to jog my memory......i thot e paper would hav been quite easy if i had studied like wad i did before(5 times! my dad told me to study dat way)....i spent like 1/2 an hr jus planning n thinking.....the next 1 hr was madness la cos dat was wad i had left to finish the paper......i must have done my paper rather slowly la...until e very last minute i was like still scribbling MADLY!! i managed to finish the paper jus in time....

well i didnt touch much for the 2nd paper until after my 1st paper ended at 11am.....i had an hour and a half to study for my 2nd subject la!! madness.....i tried cramming as much as i could slowly but surely i knew i could absorb abit.....the 2nd paper was even more madness....i spent about 1/2 an hour again on planning e paper......didnt realise dat almost killed me as well.....i hadta do some balance sheet n all.....i remembered i failed principles of accounts when i was in sec skool but i jus managed to scrape thru with the help of my teacher.....mayb i jus wish i had studied and played harder when i was in secondary skool.....i had like 15 mins left to finish the last 3 questions of one section!! i was like scribbling alot but i think its still readible(has to be if not i write for wad rite?).....hope e teacher doesnt deem me a doctor n jus ignore my whole answers hahaha....managed to scribble all my answers on the paper...no time to check my paper of course but im so thankful i had all my main points written on e question paper so i didnt havta think much for the answers to come out on paper haha......

 

anws i'm feeling very bad about not onli todae's 2 papers but on the papers so far as a whole....i dunno wad to think lol....but anyways wads done for now is done....i cant undo it.....
Lord i trust that u will give me wad u deem best for me.......i really pray that no matter wad results i get u will help me to see beyong Myself and to REJOICE wadever results i get in Jesus name AMEN

DaNiEl

32/2 my paper today

well i decided not to be so bo liao as to tag at my own tag-board.......actualli cos todays post will be longer than e conventional tag........hahaha well i had a communication skills test today......i think this subject is just nonsense la.....1st it was e presentation(if u dunno about it, go read my previous posts)....now its sum stupid test on citation and some APA quoting thing la....i thot (like many of my classmates who took e test) dat it would be easy n we would be outta e examination lt after 30-40mins......mayb its jus me la....mayb i did take my time to do e 1st question n all......but can u believe it i actualli spent almost a solid hour doing like 4 super simple questions......i saw my frens going out....i was like "dun worry jus take ur time......soon u will go out too" haha o k now i noe.......nonsense la they all.....dunno how to organise the timetable for the term tests wann la......y they jus put 1 stupid paper which i dun havta study for jus smack in e middle of the week?? y cant they put one of the 2 studying papers (which is tml btw) on today?? at least its more spaced out n we dun hav to worry about 2 papers in 1 day......sianz they wanna kill us la.....no extra study week holiday to actually study....i hav dis term test rite after all my stressful projects la.....wallao o.O ok going fer lunch.....then havta go home revise 4 tml's papers.....hmmm.....till next time..;)

32/1 i want to be the one to hold u high

By The Tree - Hold You High
From the album Hold You High

I drank from this cup
‘Til it watered down my soul
I need you so I’ll thirst no more

I started down this path such a long long time ago
I need to find my way home

Chorus:
I want to be the one that holds You high
I want to be the one that gives You glory – only

I want to be the one that holds You high
I want to be the one that brings you praise

I’m the king of my desires
I’ve tried them all a thousand times
I have got to choose between this world and You

It’s got a grip I must admit
I can’t explain this emptiness
I hurt without You by my side

Chorus:

I’ve cried to you in my darkest hour
And You brought my soul up from the grave

Chorus:

Truly Lord i want to be the 1 to hold u high in my life as long as i am alive

31/3 my term test....

haha finally some more current news.......i hav a term test paper todae.....on youth day!! (actualli it doesnt bother me much....hahaha) all dat bothers me is dat i think i didnt prepare enough for it la......i should hav done like rachel kee la......i should hav skipped yf to study....o.O?? i dunno if i hav e resolve to do dat kinda thing on my own lol......i find dat i like going to yf no matter wad e occasion cos its like a release......i guess yf is 1 of e things i wouldnt miss for e world unless i absolutely had to......i guess i like e frens i hav there........

mann i jus started to revise for today's paper yesterday......e questions were purposely phrased abit alien lol......i had a few rough ideas for each question(which is not goood, i hadta decide what really e question was asking of me la........)......i hope by God's grace i will score quite well for it......luckily i had some facts in my head to put down on paper haha.....ok im going for lunch then i'll go home n study again for tml's paper.........i gott papers e whole of dis week!!! mann....

31/2 on youth sunday

haha im posting on e past again......cos my home comm is too slow(but.....i jus gott e chasis of my new one yeah......it means dat i would hav it up n running by next week lol....cant wait for exams to be over)

oh yeah youth sunday.....we all wore formal.....e feeling is like so zhai la.....powerful......i paired up with chong mian to do offering n usher for one section of the sanctuary......it was quite fun lol.....i wasnt thinking when i asked aunty serene how are we to take holy communion if we're serving it....lol i forgot dat we're not allowed to serve it haha oops....nuttin outta e ordinary happened.......

pastor eddy gave quite an unusual msg on sex la........but he was rite in a way.....if the church didnt talk about it or was too ashamed, youths can onli learn from other worldly sources......interesting n thot provoking.....

alot of ppl said i looked very smart haha.....oops my tie was abit crooked n i didnt noe cos i didnt hav time 2 look in e mirror.....thanx for telling me,rachel (ng)

after dat for some reason or another, rachel ng n i were talking about makeup (after some other ppl n i wiped e holy communion cups.....)....oh yeah i remember..its cos i looked at her face n asked whether she specially put on makeup or sumtin.....she said no...after dat we were talking about whether gals our age should put on makeup n lotsa other stuff...quite interesting, both for her n for me lol......then we talked about e yf banner made up of pictures of almost all e yfers(courtesy of sam kwan n gang of photographers, ding all dat.....)

spent e nite studying for term test today........slept quite late, jus watching some fine tennis by roger fedderer...lol he is fast n accurate, skillful la.......tennis by the way is also one of the sports i would like to improve on besides table tennis.....for e other sports i guess i'm more or less ok......

31/1 on yf anniversary

heyy i jus realised today is my blog's 1 month of posting's birthday!! im going 2 post about the past.....well youth anniversary had its 48th birthday day before yesterday......i must say e worship songs didnt really appeal to me.....onli a few songs did....i guess most of em were quite old skool so i didnt really noe much of e songs....next we had this "message" by theodore, grayhem n amanda's father.......he was quite funny la.....he was 1 of e yf presidents long long long time ago.....he was saying things didnt change.....except now we hav more temptations to conform to the non-christian society.......

he said nowadays ppl go online to read blogs.....said we should be reading "God's blog" which is the b.i.b.l.e. lol....it was so funny la....haha......

then he said we used our handphones such dat our bills go sky high.....we should be spending more time talking to God which he said got free incoming n outgoing calls, unlimited sms, free idd and caller-id hahaha......he said for example, if we were given like 15 cents per minute of prayer we made to God, would dat amount to more than our actuall phone bill? dat was quite thought provoking.......

then daryl shared his testimony about how he came to yf......about all the good, the bad and the funny.......they took his onli fren away! some marksimen...guy haha...super funny la......was quite touched by it....i even came 2 find out alot of things about his personality last time......which is quite like me now, taciturn(which is like silent and not prone to talk(heyy rachel liew u rat....i checked up e meaning....)) except i dunno wad to talk about with ppl.......i was quite touched by his testimony on how he found out dat his gift was to spend those precious moments with different individuals n not to "appeal to every general person".....i found dat quite a thing to think about.....

after dat we had wet games, we were divided into groups randomly......1st we played some super stupid game called nuclear bomb, man & cockroach.......the actions were lame la.....n e game playing was even more lame la.......we had an umbrella on e table and a cuppa watter on the floor and two ppl were supposed to do different actions then the winner had to splash water from the cup before the loser could open the umbrella to win.......quite stupid la.....

then we played a classic game.......water bombs n all.....but they changed e game abit.....we were supposed to carry e opponents jelly with both hands to our side without getting wet.....if we got wet we hadta start again.....quite funn....after dat it was cleanup.....where many more ppl gott wet la.....i chased jerry to wet him n some stone queen said dat (eleanor's) coins dropped outta my pocket at each step lol.....fine i went back but i could onli find like 20 cents outta e wad, $1.70 odd?

i didnt attend e yf cake cutting ceremony cos i went out to the playground with alethia.....her parents scared she get kidnapped or sumtin so i stayed with her until they sorta came(after a long time).....quite funn la....2 big youths were playing the swing n really swinging so high....then looking at e stars n talking abit of nonsense....funny e 2 youths were us hahaha......aftre a while i felt abit queesy lol must be my gastrich la.....i didnt eat anything since my breakfast which was quite early in e morning.....after e psychotic sheep's(baaa) parents came, i went back to church....thankfully there was still food...i ate abit....it was like everyone was sedentary for e day....nobody playing much of anything.........we jus sitt around n talked lol.....talk until quite late still haven ate dinner yet la.....i left church at 10pm! i had my dinner alone at e zhi cha stall near church......gott home about 11pm la.....but i think my dad is getting less strict after family day(tho he didnt go for much of e programme)(can u believe it!?!).....he didnt scold me like e usual lol...in fact he didnt scold me at all....i guess saturday ended with sleep haha (ok i noe abit dots....)

30/1 stressed outtt!!!! im so DEAD

im blogging again....after yet another oh so stressful project....im so packed mann....crap.....ok i will fill u guys in on yesterday(sorry i didnt complete my posting cos there was no time...) about e speech, i didnt prepare any formal guideline for e speech.....in fact i gave an impromptu speech lol.....i started very well(my teacher told me after e whole thing, she said once she heard my starting, she thot it was a straight A grade.....).....i totally didnt know wad to say......didnt hav time to read all e sources i found from the library all dat cos amidst skool n all dat still gotta start on e one after another projects and assignments....I really talked crap from wad i knew....all my general knowledge about my topic jus began to flow....after awhile, i ran outta things to talkabout...i looked up at my frens in e LT n i jus forgot wad i wanted to say and i gott nervous la....luckily the teacher had to observe time so she asked me to cut short my speech n go straight to e conclusion....wow wad a relief.....i hadta think awhile for e final conclusion cos i had jus planned for my speech to flow lol......

ok now onto my IT entreprenship project dat was due todae.......wah it was killer mann......i finished almost everything necessary for the project........but after i consulted my teacher on wednesday, i found out dat we needed quite abit more things to do our group market research on.......i made some of my group members do their parts of the research......i didnt ask some of them cos i thott i had given them enuf(apparently not).....
anws if there are any group members dat are reading this, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CONTRIBUTING ALL YOU COULD !! ok the project was due today at about 4pm(after e lecture).....well i'm glad the teacher was gracious cos i had classes until 6pm so after i consulted him, i was allowed to to hand in the project latest by 7pm.....

"A BIG THANK YOU TO JASLINE, MY CLASSMATE FOR STAYING BACK TO HELP ME WITH ALL THE PRINTING AND ORGANIZATION OF THE PROJECT!!"

i really appreciated it ALOT......end up after all e rushing, i managed to onli hand in the project at 8pm, im sorry my group members (who did their work) mayb its my fault for being a lousy CEO dat i didnt plan properly n i caused u guys to lose marks for handing in e project late so so sorry......anws a teacher helped us to put it on myy teacher's desk........the lord provides(but seriously if the teacher didnt walk of e staff room jus then, i dunno wad i would hav or could hav done......)

well i jus hope dat e teacher wont deduct so much marks......argh i dun think i can chill anytime soon.....my mind is so packed with lotsa projects n stuff.....not to mention dat its so sooo tired rite now....jus feel like sleeping for a long time..o_O...I pray dat God will bring the comfort and the peace of mind that onli he can bring to me during the weekend...i dunno how but i jus trust in him........thanx for reading my rambling long post......sorry i wrote lotsa crap

29/1

im now blogging after 1 project is done.........haha abit little but oh wells lil is betta than nuttin rite? haha....well i had my communication skills presentation todae.....before dat i was like rushing to pep(e prayer n evangelism thingy in temasek poly).....after pep i think all of them wished me good luck....dat was quite encouraging to me lol......when i was about to freak out i remembered their encouragements......they're all gals btw(but dat was nuttin to do with it)....oh yeah im onli in a group with all gals cos its e onli time when im free during e week for pep for 2 hrs......feels abit wierd being e onli guy but i guess for God, everything is ok la....i jus finish playing a few games of yahoo pool......i think i won most of them.....not i pro, i was lucky for most of em.....im listening to my reigning favorite online radio station now Klove.....jus so relaxxed rite now.....but next week still gott like 3 other projects to pass up on friday la....most started ready but not completed yet!!

rite now i'll havta get onto planning my "short speech" for yw(i'm leading with the crazy mann daryl....).....as well as compile my group stuff to hand in yet another project tml...e weekends seems to rush at me dis week cos of the many commitments dis week haha...o k dats all for now.....(=

28/1

well im blogging about saturday.....my mood was like so bad after friday.....i was still thinking about all my projects......come to think about it now....i think i hav 2 projects due dis week and 3 next week.....luckily i hav started abit of e 2 due dis week.....i've to pass up e interim report of my IT entrepreneurship(which i'm e CEO of)....i oso hav a formal speech n presentation for communication skills!! whoever thot dat we needed dat 2 graduate!?! walao sianz mann...arggh i dun find it funn at all.....lousy i still havta spend time to plan a speech in front of my class in e LT!

oh yeah about saturday......i led worship.....n i totally didnt say much at all.......it was like all a medley of about 7 powerful n meaningful songs(not 2 mention fast paced)......i must say i really did worship God even tho i think i planned e last part of worship abit last minute n impromptu as well...i felt much betta after i liked sang at e best i could(could u guys hear me?? i thot i couldnt project my voice)....it was like a release lol....its like God converted my heavy heart into sumtin dat i could focus on him with......its like he turned my heaviness into praise to HIM!! wow! e comfort he gives is amazing, n i never wouldav expected it dat way! felt much betta and after dat there was e anniversary dinner.....many ppl came n quite a few skipped e msg as well.....i ate outside then i came back to church....they still haven finish yet.....i felt even betta while i walked around 2 e various tables which my frens were sitting.....i dunno y....mayb its jus not so cliqueish n e ppl are like more relaxed jus sitting down, eating and chatting haha

ok on sunday.......there was dis father's day msg done by some doctor from theology skool probably.....i thinked he looked like einstein......somebody elder i noe said it was boring but i found it ok la.....at least i concentrated for e period jus like any typical pastor quek message.....after dat i gott distracted n could focus on e msg......talking to my frens and i also saw sum1 to my far left nodding away, going to sleep(green tea)......i think overall e speaker gave a good msg(or at least e parts which i was listening) but i didnt get e whole msg(expected la...) after dat pastor quek asked e fathers to stand up n he prayed for them....then he asked them 2 sit down.....think he forgot dat we were supposed to give out gifts to e fathers......he asked them 2 stand up again....quite funny....like he's losing his memory(ok la i noe i'm quite bad)....we went out in teams 2 give out e stuff.....i was like saying blessed father's day to everyone....marcus said he even offered e fathers handshakes which they accepted haha o k......

after lunch(heyy my family went to sizzler for father's day lunch lol....unfair la i had to stay to plan for yw....but actualli its ok....i dun mind cos i'm serving e Lord...nuttin else is more impt) daryl n i went back to church to plan for yw next sunday(we're leading together)....we chose some normally sung songs and we'll be learning or relearning a new song which we probably sung before (cos i happen to noe it) but not so familiar cos its hardly sung in yf or yw...ok we planned averything.....i pray dat e Lord will help me to say what he wants me to say.(dats another speech(but more impt) to research n plann for)

okayy i dunno when i can post again....my break time is going to be up soon....gott lessons later.....tired...slept quite early (in e morning).....woke up quite early as well...hope i can concentrate n my mind doesnt float 2 sumwhere else....haha....dat all for now folks!

27/1 arrgghhhh

FINALLY THE WEEKENDS ARE HERE!!!! wah e 1 thing dat keeps sane and "recharges" me for e whole week ahead is here.....stressful ah when u jus wann skool to hurry off but my normal mood for dis week was argh y is e week dragging so much??

assignments jus make e week more draggier and the deadlines coming up jus make the time to do it lesser....!!!!!!! Lord help me get thru day by day trusting dat things will work out ur way(which is so much a larger picture than my "pea-eyed" vision by the way).....jus find dat i've been too stressed about e things of this world.....when actualli i sumtimes forget dat it is well with my soul!!

all these sound kinda wierd jus typing them out but oh wells i jus type wadeva comes to my mind lol.....ok i'm leading yf tml.....jus actualli waked up to e fact dat i haven prepared all the songs yet.....nvm i wont worry....God will provide strength as he sees fit.....

well i jus finished a makeup lecture not too long ago......now i noe y if i dun make notes during lectures, my mind will jus float to some dream place......seriously i was like dreaming or rather imaginating abit during my teachers lecture lol...i imagined i could jus travel soo fast from place 2 place jus by teleporting(haha ironical eh? da sao) as well as imagining dat i could split myself into many "clone-like people"....then if all of "me" go to work at different place s, i would be rich......i could combine with "them" back again.....lol its crap la.......but e problem is i cant make notes cuz e lecturers are going too fast(i normally make notes from e lecture slides)......ok la i shouldnt be blogging for some time....i gott lotsa commitments to keep, projects to do....altogether like 6 projects, 1 per subject....till next time sorry again......but I promise i'll keep my tagboard active k?

26/2 today is made to get betta n betta

ok as promised.....wow i feel dat God is rather close or rather i'm rather close to my heavenly father today....i dunno y....dis morning was raining(and i was wondering how come today so nice to sleep zzZZZzzz haha oops oh wells)....oh yeah i hav a new phone by the way cos my old phone e speaker piece spoil(i can hear ppl but they cant hear me lol)....its e nokia 7270 (i bought it for $398(dis kinda money didnt come easy, i hadta work hard for ittt..) n i renewed my old plan)....i sent quite a lot of things via infrared from my frens phone to mine....wonderful mann e infrared function, i never use before so i didnt noe....too bad i dun hav bluetooth("lan ya"..o_O lame i noe)......and a memory card would do nicely to fitt all e functions in my phone......oh wells i guess i cant hav everything unless i paya bomb for it....ok i wont complain about wad i dun hav well im satisfied with my new phone, it suits my needs....

oh yeah dis morning i left my house quite late (as expected la)....i was listening to my discman(yes im still quite backward, not using an mp3 for songs yet...) anws i was listening 2 Best Of Worship Songs Ever 1....wow e 1st few songs in there jus rock la....super solid great songs back to back....i was boarding e bus when e bus driver said sumtin i couldnt hear....he said Good Morning! i felt quite good n i replied back....felt even betta after dat....lectures n classes were normal for me today.....jus stoned thru some of them....not paying attention n all......i jus realised dat i've been quite slack.....besides printing my own tutorials and practicals, i haven been working much towards doing up my own notes mann die....its like e 4th or 5th(oh no i'm not even sure which weeek it is, mann i'm too slacked outt..) week ready n i haven finished my 1st weeks notes.....everytime i go for lectures im like jus passive listening but somehow i feel it doesnt get in as well as last time.....i guess i figure y: i haven been doing up my own notes in lectures!! crap stuff it took me so long.....i havta start catching up oh no....how i wish hav a fast n not too expensive internet connection rite about now....

OK i will work with a relaxed mind (thanks alot to positive n encouraging klove(their e best!!)) i will complete all my research for tml arrggghhhh!! ok i will complete my note taking as well haiz....ok datss all for now.....

26/1 forwarded by my dad,thot i should share

Thoughts cause feelings, and the wrong kinds of thoughts can causestressful feelings.We can look at the same event different ways. It helps if you can learn tolook at the good things in life rather than the ugly. For example, if yougot into a car accident and totalled your car, you can sit there and feelsorry for yourself, or angry for losing the car.
These are allself-defeating. On the other hand, you can thank god that you were notkilled or, worse yet, maimed in the car accidents. When you look at life'sevents like that you will have something to smile at every event and thatis the power of positive living.Guidelines in looking at problems in the proper perspective:

1. Every Living Human Being Has Problems.
Perhaps you are unhappy with your work. Isn't it good that you have a jobrather than being unemployed? Many people have the mistaken notion thatsuccessful people do not have any problems. It is not true. Success tendsto breed its own set of problems.Everyone has problems. A problem-free life is an illusion - a mirage in thedesert. Accept the fact that everyone has problems. This will help you tomove on with your life rather than sitting and feeling pity for yourself.

2. Every Problem Has A Limited Life Span
Every mountain has a peak and every valley has a low point. Similarly, lifehas its ups and downs. No one is up all the time or down all the time.Problems do get resolved in the long term. They don't last forever. Historyteaches that every problem has a limited life span. Your problems will notlive forever; but you will! Storms are followed by sunshine. Winter isfollowed by spring. Your problems will get resolved given enough time.

3. Every Problem Holds Positive Possibilities
There are two sides to every coin. What may be a problem for one could beinteresting opportunity to someone else. Hospitals are there because peopleget sick; garages are there because cars do break down; lawyers are therebecause people get in trouble with the law occasionally. Every cloud has asilver lining.

4. Every Problem Will Change You
When me meet problems head on in life, they leave their indelible mark onus. The experience could make you better or worse. It is up to you. What iscertain is that problems never leave us the same way they found us. We willchange. For example, let us say that you lost your job. You can sit andfeel sorry for yourself. Or you can be aggressive and decide to dosomething about it. You are better than them. You want to show them what amistake they did in firing you. You have to be fired before you can befired up. That may be wake-up call you needed before embarking on asuccessful mission. Again, for every problem, there is a positive andnegative side. Look for the positive side and work on it.

5. You Can Choose What Your Problem Will Do To You
You may not be able to control the problems, but you certainly can controlyour reaction or response to the problem. You can turn your pain intoprofanity or into poetry. The choice is up to you. You can control thereaction even if you cannot control the problem. You control the effect ofthe problem by controlling the reaction. It can make you tough or tender.It can make you better or bitter. It all depends on you.

6. There Is A Negative And A Positive Reaction To Every Problem
Tough people have learned to choose the most positive reaction in managingproblems. The key is that they manage their problems. Remember, we havelittle control on problems; we have control on how we react and manage theproblem. Positive people chose to react positively to their predicaments.
Do you automatically interpret silence on the part of your spouse to mean anger when it could just as easily mean fatigue?
Do you blame yourself when a sudden downpour drenches your wash on the line?
Do you dwell on the few times your boss criticized your performance and ignore the innumerable times s/he's praised you?
We all fall into the negative thinking rut from time to time. We badger ourselves with "should haves" and lose sight of the fact that "good" and "bad" in life is rarely black and white. All-or-nothing thinking can lead to anxiety, depression, and feelings of inferiority, perfectionism and anger.
We are our worst enemies.
We tend to put a higher standard for us compared to others.
We tend to criticize ourselves for our miscues rather than being happy for the accomplishments.
Allow yourself to fail now and then.
It's all part of being human.

Love yourself. Ask and ye shall receive. Enjoy the moment. For every minute you are angry, you lose 60 seconds of happiness. Accentuate the positive, not the negative.It takes both the sun and the rain to make a rainbow.

p.s.sorry about some of e spacings.....i jus copy n paste it....

25/1 life's like dat lol...

heyy hello again...im posting again.....i jus tore myself apart jus now (again).....amidst feeling abit hungry from skipping normal breakfast n lunch times, luckily i gott sum protein drinks 2 fill my stomach if not i'll jus be dieded la.....gym was abit crazy for me la cos i was tired....e bars all were like tearing into my palm....(well not literally but almost).....ok i jus finished printing a massive amount of paper(all my tutorials n practicals actualli).......sorry i'm ending my post here....im scared e lab tech come n close e lab b4 i can finish my post.....which is normalli quite long.....i promise i'll post again tml k?

24/1 Release

mann i'm dying here lol....i gott like at least 1 project for each subject i'm taking lol.....really mann....crap i jus wanna rest like a long long while rite now....there are like 2 things dat can give me temporary release rite now........1 is going 2 e gym, thrashing myself apart..........e other is actualli blogging!! wow.....dats plus replying 2 ppl's tags too.......i jus realised dat today.........thanx for those who hav been reading most if not all of my posts........im sorry im talking to a stone queen (shermaine lou) on msn web messenger n i lost my train of thot........anws oh yeah i find dat blogging is quite a release cos i can jus release all my pent up feelings for all those willing to read...(sorry for those who read dis stuff n find it crappy....)i think i hav alot on my mind rite now......jus aching for rest m im seriously stretching my multi-tasking capabilities rite now......chatting, msging n blogging......im sorry once again.........i think i should or rather would be blogging less in e future....i should spend more time on my pressing projects arrrhhhhhh........dats it for todae sorry............;)

23/1

heyy im posting again.....yeah once again i went thru another grueling week of classes n not enuf sleep....well dis week i've my share of late nites n early waking up times...its killer to me mann.....halfway thru today i was stoning in e lecture ready.....jus waiting for lessons 2 end for e day.....not a good feeling i assure u...but anws e weekends are here!! yeah finally sumtin 2 help me keep sane, youth fellowship!! jus a fresh wave of energy for e next week....well im super hott in my skool lab...they didnt onn e air-con or sumtin....well anws i'll be going soon so it doesnt really matter....well im going for e outreach comm meeting n stay over 2 help at children's camp st serangoon gardens south skool....till next time tadaloo! ;)

22/2 keys 2 my heart??

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

i gott dis off my frens blog.....

22/1 ITS ME ?!?!

life is like a fairy tale.....its as if u sorta noe wads going 2 happen thru e way u choose 2 live ur life.....well all dis time whenever i see sumtin dat reminds me of d n a, i cant help myself but feel sad about it for awhile until sumtin comes n cheers me up, taking away my sorrow until e next time i feel sad again haha....i thot i was being influenced too much by e things around me......how can sum1 be so cruel n torment me every time i see sumtin dat reminds me of her (or related to dat for dat matter).......HOW?? how can dat person jus cut straight deep into e point where u would feel e most hurt? dat person noes me e best (i guess).....n he betrayed my trust for him.....i jus figured dat e 1 n onli evil person doing dis 2 me is ME !! i'm e 1 tearing my own heart apart with my own bare hands!! wad a shocking self revelation!

haha looking back now i guess i would say i was stupid 2 do all dat 2 myself.....i should hav realised it earlier but betta late than never rite? oh wells for all reading dis be witness of my pledge........""from dis day forth, I, Daniel Lee Ern Wen CHOOSE 2 stop thinking about things dat will directly or indirectly make me sad.....I will not tear my heart apart by my own hands jus when i've recovered from e scar again......I will trust God 2 do wad he wills in my life....n i noe dat it will be e best for me.....I will choose to be n remain happy as best of my ability.....sadness from relationships is no longer a word in my dictionary.......""

ok im done.....abit dramatic but e reality of e truth jus hit me like a wave, jus felt i should be held accountable if i go against dis pledge haha.....thanx all