a bunch of my frens from msu, my company, from the same armour batch as me in ATI (armour training institute), [aka the people who i trained with to become armour specialists] flew off to New Zealand jus earlier in the evening yesterday.......i went to the airport to send them off.....
well they went to NZ as part of some training their platoon is going to have......so onli their platoon ppl from our company(specialists, officer, and men and some other volunteers and some forced to go) and the 3 sir ppl and some 21 sa ppl and other support personnel are going for this......i think they will have some combined forces live firing same as wad we had in wallaby.....well now onto y i chose not to go even though i could have been with them, even tho i probably wont have much to do there except keep clearing all the shit work for them lol.......in ns we call this termed as "sai kang".....and jus enjoying myself for about onli 2 weeks, the last time we all can "chiong" together overseas (and potentially locally until we ord) as a same cohord, it would be quite memorable i must say.......and a part of me really doesnt mind to go there and experience wad new zealand is like, after all its free, saf is paying for ur almost-holiday-like trip, y not rite? in fact when i recently told my dad dat i was not going to new zealand, even he told me i should have gone, but i had already more or less made up my mind dat the negatives outweigh the plus points of enjoying the camaraderie of a few frens i've grown closer to since coming to msu......
wad could be so bad as to deter me from going to such a fine trip? well quite abit, push and pull factors here and there.......firstly all the regular officers from our company are going, meaning there is no one to be in charge of the ppl left behind except the pcs who are from our batch so almost no government lol, relax life onli lol, everyday can go swim,gym,play pool or use the comm in the mess, play sports or all of the above if i have the time and energy lol.......well another reason i dun wanna go is also because of the regulars as well.......hmm my oc is actually a very nice guy, very kind and like quite easy to go to him for requests and stuff like dat so like nothing to say about him la......well the problems lie with my 2ic and my csm haiz........welll how about a little profile on the both of them?
2ic
- looks like a lizard
- rank is mwo
- likes to hunt them and reptiles and drink their soup cos he says its good for the constituition -- they are cold-blooded, they keep warm even though they live in warm places
- 50 yrs old
- ippt gold somehow (but its like way easier at his age)
- father of 4 (he likes to brag this irrelevant fact somehow, so wad?)
- likes to pluck durians from sungei gedong road there (now its banned)
- hasnt got his liscence yet despite his age
- always illegally takes our company driver's rovers, gp cars or ford everests to drive so dat he can chalk up his mileage of 7000km for his conversion to civi license
- got his license suspended or sumtin or got a scolding from the CO of transport hub west for shooting past a red light on a public road (haha loser)
- mad old dog at times
- half the time doesnt know wads going on in the company, and yet wants to stick his shit head in matters (but at least he does work), end up getting scolded by our oc heh
- insists on really ridiculous things at times
- sometimes fraks u for nothing
- jus another boot-licking, ass-covering shit head regular in the army
- insists his way is always rite sometimes
- doesnt value his hairstyle cos its always crew cut
- at loggerheads with csm
csm
- mad old dog at times
- cannot be argued with
- likes to scold ppl with knn and frak
- fraks ppl for nothing alot of the times
- likes to ask our poor company cq to da pao alot of fruits from the cookhouse for him to bring home to juice (gian peng aka miserly)
- jus another boot-licking, ass-covering shit head regular in the army
- insists his way is always rite, and i mean ALWAYS, even if its walking a certain way and stuff, yes its dat ridiculous....
- doesnt value his hairstyle cos its always crew cut
- at loggerheads with 2ic
- never really listens to u unless u are there to lick his boots aka do his shitwork for him
- a real slacker who never does any work, he makes us poor nsf do the work for him
- a waste of saf resources
- looks like a bastard goldfish
- is a sacarstic jackass (when u anger him)
- rank is 2nd wo
- no point arguing with him cos u'll jus get fraked and then forced to do it his way
haha ok dats enough profile on both of them la........even though there seem to be more points for my 2ic, my frens still feel dat he is betta to work with than csm even though he gets in the way alot of the time, the one thing is dat he does his job (no matter how poorly and how old-skool soldier his thinking is)........csm doesnt does his job and all he noes is dat he is always rite, never wrong in any way, i hate this kinda thinking......well sometimes i hate 2ic too but at least he listens at times and he is willing to take suggestions and explanations in getting away from doing certain things when ur involved in other things (when ur actually slacking away but he doesnt havta noe dat....) BUT csm however never listens to u, arguing ur case to him is like jus asking for a good fraking then going on with ur life and end up doing things his way in the end.......so i try as hard as possible not to have any contact with csm or to do things with him.......nowadays i dun even want to see him or vice versa, cos nothing good comes when either him or 2ic is around......so we the old specs always do the disappearing act when they appear, i guess we've refined our skill over time already heh.......
well yeah back to the main point on y i dun wanna go becos of them........well before the time i could call recently, which is our company lull period so they dun really bother about us, plus they were preparing to go nz anyway........yeah before dat, there was one period of time i was getting aimed by both of them la, getting fraked for nothing alot of the time, esp during the time in wallaby lol......walao i damn emo then lol.......but thank God for frens who were under the same platoon as i was in, they helped me manage alot of tough situations and helped me by either talking to me or helping me in some of my duties lol, really thankful for them, i guess it was there when i really built real camaraderie with the specialists of my batch, esp jia wei, jeremy, jeremiah ng, wee kiat....
yeah it was the five of us alot of the times even bathing times, meal times together and stuff.......cos the other half of our company supposy platoon were armour converted infantry specs so onli like 5 of us were purely from armour and stuff like dat, dat was wad made us stay together alot of the times, and looking back at it i enjoyed times with them alot......now a few of them have moved out of support platoon ready, some no more in charge of vehicles like wee kiat and jeremiah ng, then jia wei became the ps of another fighting platoon, plat 1......so now left jeremy and i......well i must say dat i now noe jeremy alot betta than in ati cos we talk more and go out together more as well......coincedentally jeremy and i (and qin en) are not going to new zealand lol, qin en and i chose not to go but jeremy couldnt go cos of his passport but today he was also having 2nd thots of wanting to go in the first place haha........
back to me being aimed at......meaning 2ic and csm will jus pick on me for the very very small things dat other ppl commit as well but somehow im like the onli one being scolded for it and i hate dat lol.......worst is when i cannot explain my case to them lol.......sometimes its not as dat i want to be the one sticking out but its like sometimes the situation and things happening make me have to choose a different path than the norm.......OR sometimes i jus really cant see y ppl cant be more flexible lol, y must they all jus go and do the same thing jus becos other ppl are doing it? its like so brainless to me la......so i jus out of curiousity try another way.......like dat oso got wrong meh? what the crap, im jus trying to find a betta way to do things.......some of my batch specs think and say dat im a stunt man, its not dat i want to be, can u blame me for all this cos the way i was brought up or the way i think is different? i tell u now no one, NO ONE wants to be a stuntman or labelled one even..........wad with all dat mindless following, being in ns in itself already kills ur brain cells cos even when u book out, when ppl say things considered normal to civilian life without ns, u think of ns terms......cant think of any now but a small example is like things are beyond ur control and stuff the first thing an ns personnel thinks about it the word suck thumb..........haiz all this wastage of our time and singapore's resources in brain-washing us to be mindless soldiers in a system dat works best onli for those on top but never for those on the ground or near bottom like us specialists, seeing the quality of regulars serving our army like 2ic and csm, i cant help but wish for betta, younger regular soldiers taking over their places, willing to change their ways and stuff like dat but until ord dat is like wishful thinking lol,(if not units like ours are jus another set of useless pawns with no purpose in war and wad not) oh wells so i jus havta bear with for another 104 or 103 more days till i get my pink IC again haiz......sometimes how i wish i was an officer in commandos or sumtin with more pride cos even tho im armour trained (its a pride in itself) but my unit msu like so chui, all pride is lost la(despite us not having to do guard duty, no canteen duty for c.o.s. , no need to do SOC ever again amongst other benefits).........wishful thinking again on my part..........
yeah so i dun wanna go to new zealand cos of them, wad for man? if i go i would be going there to enjoy myself and not get aimed at by 2ic and csm, for nothing get arrows for sai kang and for nothing set myself up for extra duties and wad not (if they still exist)......wad for? might as well enjoy myself in singapore not doing much of anything, enjoying this whole week off and stuff like dat......well the ppl from my batch did ask me to go chiong with them for the last time, and i really wanted to do dat but this con alone is too great a deterence so i chose not to go on this.......moreover this fat ass specialist from my same batch dat i really hate, chin boon is going, or forced to go..........i dunno wad happened between me and him, y he suddenly become so fraked up towards me......mayb he was always this way or worst in poly i heard from jeremy who knew him since then.........he is a very sacarstic fellow dat likes to suck up to superiors or those in power, stepping and backstabbing others to get wad he wants and where he wants to go.......its not exactly private dat alot of ppl really hate him, perhaps more than 2ic or even the bastard csm.......chin boon like to suck up to csm, talking to him alot and saying things dat trash others or wad if its wad csm wants to hear.......hate is a strong word to use but i am really almost on the verge of jus throwing caution to the wind and jus give him a very very good whacking of his life, land him in hospital and mayb land myself serving db, having a black record........hmm db, having a black record and stuff is not really anything any nsf or ns man even thinks about but im almost willing to get all dat if i can jus whack him into hospital or mayb even killing him.......haiz i must have killed him countless times over in my mind, i really cannot fathom y would such a person exist, like he jus shoots his mouth talking absolutely stinging rubbish jus for the fun of it it seems, one of these days somebody should stop him from shooting his mouth without giving much of a second thot to it, whenever i think about the fraked up things he has said to me or within my earshot, i boil up with enough anger to give my freedom away and give him the greatest beating he so deserves since the day he was born.......BUT thank God for a thing called rational thinking, i dun want time in db, and a black record, no matter how tempting it is to whack him half to dead or full to it with my bare hands alone, he is not worth my time and the record against my name.......fraking fat blob of fats.....well i thank God oso for the date of my ORD coming nearer and nearer before his.....soon the bearing with all the shitty life with him and 2ic and csm will be over and i will be a free man again, until then then i think about whacking him, if i still remember he exists at all in the first place lol.......so there another reason, its like 0428hrs now, wed, 280109, i havta go sleep, damn shagged.........
well another reason y i dun wanna go is more a pull factor back in singapore heh....well cos as i said all the regulars are going and stuff, dat means almost no one to govern us so we can more or less do wad we want in singapore until they all come back cos the pcs dun really bother about us......so finally we're getting a taste of wad specialists in bmt experience all the time......we're living like kings, we do wad we want when we want yayy.......
needless to say the last reason is the most obvious, the ppl staying behind get to enjoy more of their chinese new year cos the lot flew off on the 2nd day of the lunar new year ma, so some of them haven finished visiting and stuff, not to mention the feeling of u going to chiong while others are slacking the week off and stuff.......it sucks la basically speaking but wad to do, SUCK THUMB lol......wad else can ppl do but tell u to suck thumb? who's going to pity u for example when ur stuck with duty jus waiting in the office doing nothing till about 10pm for ppl to come back from some crap parade and end up missing ur own family reunion dinner? (it happened to me this year and i jus feel damn bummed about it)......but oh wells its over ready, onli thing is dat this sunday i havta go back to open the office earlier lol.....or mayb not, see if i can work something out la......sians......but yeah anyway this week i (and all the rest of the company who stayed behind in singapore) am (are) on leave, 2 days off from oc, besides the 2 days of public hols i think, then the rest is forced us to clear one lol......so now we're all on leave/off lol while the others are probably unpacking and getting used to new zealand's ultra cold weather i heard, but saf indented the thermal wear for them plus they all bring their own stuff to keep warm and stuff so shouldnt be dat bad la, freezing half to death at nite and burning hot in the day in aust should have been lesson enough for them heh.....well as an ending note the ppl leaving for new zealand all were very emo at spending time overseas during the bulk of the lunar new year, as well as coming back onli on valentine's day for those ppl attached......well not to gloat at them being emo or wad la, but i never realised the feeling of sending ppl going overseas off was so nice, esp when ur the ones not going, the feeling is jus different, esp so for us from the same company and yet are staying behind in singapore for a relaxed life heh.......but still i wish them all the best in their time over there, dat there wont be any incidents or accidents and dat they will not have much sai kang to do and stuff heh.......meanwhile i (we all) will continue to enjoy our freedom to do wad we want while we all can heh.....i damn tired now, going to bathe and sleep, i bought berms earlier today heh.....quite nice $15 from bugis street, spent quite awhile searching for it, including checking out many shops with jeremy, qin en and wee kiat when he hadnt left yet.....its mainly white with very thin lines or patterns, next time i will wear it out or for yf dat kinda thing....jeremy might be selling me his brown berms if he can find lol.....dats all for tonite and for now heh.....my bed my bed here i enthusiastically come!!!
ET: rite extra terrestrial, still ur nickname will stick and stay there for a very long while....
xiao en: haha random meh? u were talking about being wordy ma haha.....haha dats good to hear.....mayb i always have alot to say cos i take awhile to update heh....sometimes longer than at different times.....haha dun photos have captions to describe them too? hurhur....one kind of ......O.O......i like to eat niu rou heh......haha hopefully it'll be soon yeah.....erhm no problem, at least ur talking about different things, not spamming so its fine.......
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