its all a facade

i marathoned shows today....first i watched ABC dj......it was my first time watching lol but its quite funny hahah.......then after a short break of going to fill time and bathign all dat, i went to watch csi.......woohoo its really nice to enjoy....cant imagine how they can think of all dat scenarios lol.......mayb dat will be my career next time lol....seems fun......i watched a few cases jus now....its amazing how so many things (or cases) can happen in the span of jus one day.....

then after dat i went to watch criminal minds.......the killer was so sick la.......cannot imagine but he did a very slick job.....i think the fbi apparently managed to catch the guy by pure luck la.......oh wells wad matters is dat the sick guy was caught after he killed 2 entire families and their dogs (oh the poor innocent creatures hahaha, the dogs onli heheh)........

after all dat i watched the OC.....wow like finally its back in singapore.....lol.....mayboo has watched the whole season? i dun believe it man......here i am stuck with watching it week after week from now on lol....oh wells wad to do im in singapore........being in singapore as well as being overseas has different perks (like having so much free time now and NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH IT!), oh wells i jus havta live with it lol...too bad.....

now playing : fort minor (where did you go)

anyway watching the OC set me thinking lol.....hmm does this kind thing really happen in real life? LOL like the richness or sudden richness of this not too bad looking guy who finds a kind (filthy rich) family who takes him in and all even though they hav their own problems of their own.........okayy i shall use the characters names instead for those u watch OC will noe......i wonder how ryan gets together with a rather pretty merissa like almost by chance and all.....will this really happen in real life? LOL and also all the ppl so called in the limelight jus seemingly appear to be decent looking and all......notice the ppl in the focus here (all or almost all) get beautiful wives or girlfriends for dat matter? i mean whether they potray they hav values or not aside but wad about all the average ppl or mayb even the less than average ppl? wad happens to the people who are more commonly known as nominal? i mean they look nominal but they would probably hav more values in real life than wad the characters actually potray......its funny after we all slowly get influenced by these kinda shows, sublimally we think if we get a good looking partner we will be contented and "mayb things will work out by itself after dat".....well there's more to life than just feeling the partner ur with now looks good to u and others as well.....(let me plug into a corrinne may song first...julia sent me quite a few haha)......oh yeah back to blogging....well im saying all this cos jus recently i found i hav been a desperate sucker for a pretty face in case ur wondering wad adsfapf meant or stood for...now u noe.....well even though now i noe more random ppl read my blog once in awhile but it doesnt matter to me, at least i can vent it out in a sense......

now playing : corrinne may (little superhero girl).....i like her serenading voice, at least its clear....but still not my preference song yet

well anyway im quite happy being dat way didnt last long, im starting to look back at it already and think its silly haha....well dats a good sign........im going back on the road of recovery to the super high guy i was yayy!! (beware u'll onli get jacked once i recover hahaha, i cant wait for it already!! oooh beeewaaaare).....

now playing : corrinne may (save me).....heyy da sao now i noe where ur msn nick came from.....i thot it was jus u lol haha oopps.....u would noe exactly wad i mean hahaha *evil laughter*

well i found out very quickly dat u will onli get hurt VERY (very is an understatement) fast if u keep thinking of whether or dis girl is for u or not.....seriously i thot about it with quite alot of ppl i shant name except those i know cannot possibly be with me dat kinda thing, i shant name oso but somehow i jus know la.........nobody but God knows who but im thankful dat he still comforts me now.....

now playing : corrinne may (how do i actually spell her name? oh i checked and yes! i was rite!) (free)..........i can be free....i can be free from this place........

haha enough putting myself out on the chopping board of how ppl would think of me or wadever i dun really bother lol.....well yeah the crux is i hav seen the light!!!! LOL haha....well no more thinking about things i cant really do much about...i will leave it up to God and trust Him to carry out whatever He wants for me in my life!! =D

now playing : corrinne may (everything in its time)......heyy so apt for wad im thinking now lol....i dunno about the lyrics cso i wasnt really concentrating lol.....but jus the title for now.....

well i said jus now i wanted to play guitar and i haven done it until now so i will play for awhile before i go to sleep even though its late and im abit bushed.....

now playing : corrinne may (let it go).....title again.....okay i will haha.....good nite all thanks for sharing in the release of myself......

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