considering this is the time almost every person i noe going to church later is about to turn in as dis time........standard wann its like everyone u talk to will be like "i gtg, good nite (or sumtin like dat)" at around the same time wann lol, beautiful the way nature works and its also beautiful the way all our parents are alike, almost the same type of thinking and all (hmm) .....(for mine abit different la, my mum asked me to sleep awhile ago but i was tagging ppl's blog and all but now im the onli one in the house awake rite now so yeah freedom for an hour or so? hahaha)
i realy enjoyed yf today...daryl led the last few parts of worship today and i was really touched by the song, "Because He lives" i dunno y (mayb its cos its both musically and lyrically sound)......mayb its because of the renewed hope that "...because He lives i can face tommorrow, because He lives, all fear is gone and because i know, i know He HOLDS THE FUTURE and life is worth the living just because He lives..." yeah it quite struck me dat its really worth living in this world just because He lives and nothing else, except mayb frens dat guide u and take dat journey with u along the way....on a side note i will search out dat song in the chordbook n learn to play it on guitar....(i typed piano lol...how can dat be? lol i changed it after i read again)...oh yeah i got to noe gayle today, i never knew her before haha......she very fun to jack and all HAHA! when i look at her i wann laugh haha (gayle if ur reading this the laugh can change to smile la k? if ur not reading this then dun care ready la).....i had a great time today.....somehow talking to random ppl was easier today i guess? mayb cos its anniversary lol....dis kinda thing should be the normal occurence in yf lol....
i really dun wanna talk to someone but there's an impression in my heart dat God wants me to talk to dat someone...i mean i dun really noe wad to say or how to say it......Lord if u will for me to reconcile with dat person i jus pray dat u give me the rite words, tone etc to say it Lord....help me also to not put it off for too long....
oh yeah short last note, it doesnt seem like i hav been in yf like wad 3 years or so ready? it still feels as if i'm a newcomer lol.....hi this is my first week here....mayb its becos i dunno alot of ppl dat well n mayb its also because i dun hav ppl my age in bishan....oh wells mayb im jus thinking too much.....mayb ppl know me much more than i imagine lol....mayb.......mayb i can get to noe ppl much more easily than i imagine.....mayb.....jus mayb.....i noe dat definitely ppl noe me betta than when i jus stepped i la but to wad extent i dunno oso.....aiya i jus leave it to God lol......i remember wad ella said to me one time when i was really troubled (im not really troubled now thanks for ur concern....)...she said sumtin like go to sleep and it will get betta in the morning or sumtin like dat la, the gist is there la...well i will do jus dat.....good nite blog...its been nice relating with you.....
havta try harder to........
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