well this i must post lol....today was the first time i brought a luggage bag to skool lol! well i went to skool in the morning, wearing all black formal wear and holding the luggage bag la.....and to skool summore! i could feel many ppl looking at me lol not onli the formal wear attacts attention but i think im the FIRST one i know to bring a luggage bag top skool lol......
anyway so tired in the morning la........i slept at like 3am and i woke up at about 745am lol.......madness man......went skool at 10am to meet my project group mates lol, we still hav a lot of things to do lol....i can sense the urgency......anyway the presentation went quite well....not much hitches and difficult questions....haha my luggage bag dropped from the lecture console lol while i was presenting lol.....i thank God for being with me today, i wasnt so nervous or shaky la.......prayer really helps lol......
ok dats all i can remember to post for now....i havta go and finish up my drawings lol.......till next time..... ;)
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Monday, July 31
ouch man
oh yeah now then i remember wad i wanted to post about while rubbing my (huge) bruise......so im making this a short post........
ok about the ouch part i had sucha great time at east coast park on saturday jus playing around various sports.......well here comes the part i MUST post about......i was playing hop box, its sorta like frisbee but its lesser ppl and its like basketball half court......haha it was so fun la we had to run alot....all went quite ok until rachel liew threw one frisbee which i caught and it remained in my hands for the record.....after dat is the woah part...first time i actually crashed into a tree! now then i noe dat im not as strong as a tree lol......o_O well i didnt watch where i was running oso la........i knock myself quite badly oso lol......now my quadracep very pain (my dad massaged for e dat time i almost couldnt take it la, super pain lol.....)......i think the bruise got the size of my hand lol......anyway now i walk like not normal lol, got a limp......crazy man next time i noe that if i want to knock the tree i make sure it falls down LOL......oh yeah shaun loong and i did sumtin crazy on sat hehe its our own secret haha!
haha im getting much cheered up today haha..........very fun to play guitar lol......today my first time i played abit of the songs dat i noe for beginners worship at the back......fun man i love it......i wanna get a copy of the children's songbook from aunty grace lol....there got more children songs haha....its a start.....next week i might be bringing my guitar again lol...........cos i helping uncle benjamin quek again haha.....oh well dats all for the nite.....ella i will pray for u before i sleep i promise...cheer up k? (haha i dun think ella would read this but sorta like a mental note lol)
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ok about the ouch part i had sucha great time at east coast park on saturday jus playing around various sports.......well here comes the part i MUST post about......i was playing hop box, its sorta like frisbee but its lesser ppl and its like basketball half court......haha it was so fun la we had to run alot....all went quite ok until rachel liew threw one frisbee which i caught and it remained in my hands for the record.....after dat is the woah part...first time i actually crashed into a tree! now then i noe dat im not as strong as a tree lol......o_O well i didnt watch where i was running oso la........i knock myself quite badly oso lol......now my quadracep very pain (my dad massaged for e dat time i almost couldnt take it la, super pain lol.....)......i think the bruise got the size of my hand lol......anyway now i walk like not normal lol, got a limp......crazy man next time i noe that if i want to knock the tree i make sure it falls down LOL......oh yeah shaun loong and i did sumtin crazy on sat hehe its our own secret haha!
haha im getting much cheered up today haha..........very fun to play guitar lol......today my first time i played abit of the songs dat i noe for beginners worship at the back......fun man i love it......i wanna get a copy of the children's songbook from aunty grace lol....there got more children songs haha....its a start.....next week i might be bringing my guitar again lol...........cos i helping uncle benjamin quek again haha.....oh well dats all for the nite.....ella i will pray for u before i sleep i promise...cheer up k? (haha i dun think ella would read this but sorta like a mental note lol)
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Friday, July 28
the importance of steering
walao today i cycled to skool to try and get some work done, of cos i managed to get abit done and the program working summore so im quite happy with it la....anyway my fren and i were crazy......we played cs with each other in the lab at primetime!! (primetime means the lab technician might come in anytime to catch the ppl playing games in the lab and confiscate their matric cards hahaa)......my fren and i super daring man........siao oso......any noise and we both can almost get a heart attack lol......end up we daringly played for awhile and then we went to do other things haha....oh yeah i forgot to mention dat i changed my fren's wallpaper, edit it everything LOL....cheap thrill man.......my fren loves SIA, he wants to be a pilot or a steward LOL......i spent quiet alot of time editting his picture and making it noob airlines haha! the title is first to fly and die hahaha.......thanks to the help of many other frens i managed to edit the picture so dat it looks like the original, shading everything......i wonder wad my fren will do tml or later man haha.....i cant wait to see his reaction
anyway sian man i left the major project lab at about 930pm 945pm lol and so late ready still havta cycle home....ok la not so bad la since i cycled there, i hav no choice but to cycle back rite? walao i think either sumone loosened by bicycle steering screw or it jus loosened by itself man.......after about 1/4 of the distance home, i couldnt control the steering of the bicycle! lol i had to walk and wheel my bike like another 2/4 or the way.......did i mention dat i tried to cycle with completely off steering and lost balance and also anyhow swerved left and rite a few times? lol i really thank God for preserving my life cos i could hav swerved onto the road pass the railing and i might hav gotten knocked down lol......thank God......i gave home a call asking my youngest brother to either buy food for me or cycle out and bring me a set of ellen keys to fix my steering so dat i can cycle home........walao after a big deal of complaining he finally willing to do it...but the next thing i noe my mom dun alow him to go outta the house.......my 2nd brother caled me by the way..he oso didnt want to go out cos he said he was going to sleep soon........i cajouled him into cycling outta the house and bringing ellen keys with him.......quite relieved to see him man......i fixed my bike and i cycled home lol....all this while i was rather angry with my 2 brothers for those small little things like they complain and all dat but then i sorta realised and kept telling myself dat they werent to blame for anything if at all lol......i sorta convinced myself of that haha.....reached home at about 10, 10plus and i still haven had dinner la.....most coffeeshops already closed by then la......i cooked myself a pot of tom yam maggie mee (magdelene haha) and it was good man..........
hmm i think i hav an anger problem....think i learnt it from my dad since young lol.......its now an innate part of me......well i havta work to stop getting angry so easily.......dats all for today morning lol.....i going to bathe and get some shut eye haha
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anyway sian man i left the major project lab at about 930pm 945pm lol and so late ready still havta cycle home....ok la not so bad la since i cycled there, i hav no choice but to cycle back rite? walao i think either sumone loosened by bicycle steering screw or it jus loosened by itself man.......after about 1/4 of the distance home, i couldnt control the steering of the bicycle! lol i had to walk and wheel my bike like another 2/4 or the way.......did i mention dat i tried to cycle with completely off steering and lost balance and also anyhow swerved left and rite a few times? lol i really thank God for preserving my life cos i could hav swerved onto the road pass the railing and i might hav gotten knocked down lol......thank God......i gave home a call asking my youngest brother to either buy food for me or cycle out and bring me a set of ellen keys to fix my steering so dat i can cycle home........walao after a big deal of complaining he finally willing to do it...but the next thing i noe my mom dun alow him to go outta the house.......my 2nd brother caled me by the way..he oso didnt want to go out cos he said he was going to sleep soon........i cajouled him into cycling outta the house and bringing ellen keys with him.......quite relieved to see him man......i fixed my bike and i cycled home lol....all this while i was rather angry with my 2 brothers for those small little things like they complain and all dat but then i sorta realised and kept telling myself dat they werent to blame for anything if at all lol......i sorta convinced myself of that haha.....reached home at about 10, 10plus and i still haven had dinner la.....most coffeeshops already closed by then la......i cooked myself a pot of tom yam maggie mee (magdelene haha) and it was good man..........
hmm i think i hav an anger problem....think i learnt it from my dad since young lol.......its now an innate part of me......well i havta work to stop getting angry so easily.......dats all for today morning lol.....i going to bathe and get some shut eye haha
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Tuesday, July 25
home super early!
well yeah im home super early this tuesday! haha normally at this time i would be still in skool having lesson, drawing my freehand sketches but today got no lesson as declared by my freehand teacher so i onli went to skool for 2 lessons (one lesson is one hour long onli) , had lunch, bathe and all then now im at home ready to catch a short nap so i'll do my drawings later at nite so most prob i wont be coming online later haha....haha those still in skool or having lessons now, sorry hahaha too bad......
haiya y the fear installation so ma fun wann.....i left it on the whole nite and now its still not done......i see how la...most probably if after my nap its still not done i will turn it off ready and try sum other method la....
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haiya y the fear installation so ma fun wann.....i left it on the whole nite and now its still not done......i see how la...most probably if after my nap its still not done i will turn it off ready and try sum other method la....
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Sunday, July 23
i thank God for today
well i really thank God for everything since the starting of today.....well as per normal i couldnt sleep this saturday nite hmm i think its really becos of the water i drink at home the amway water, (oh look im a walking spokesperson now) no la but im quite serious aside from the walking spokesperson part........anyway before i drank it i was jus normal and after i drink it i always feel more energetic lol....well kua zhang yesterday i onli drank a little mouthful onli lol....siao.....i couldnt sleep until about 2 plus 3 like dat.......at about late 2 plus i got outta bed and read my bible for awhile then still not tired.....i wanted to play my guitar if i still couldnt sleep lol......apparently i told myself dat if i still could not sleep 17 mins later (17 is my fav number by the way).....but it never came to me counting the minutes to 17 lol.....i was sleeping soundly by then.......i slept for sucha short while i think then the suprising thing is dat i could hear the first buzz of my alarm at 8am but i was abit tired so i slept for about 10 mins before i actually woke up to do my QT and prepare to go to church....
well i was not so late so i went for yd after taking cab with my family to church....my brother jonathan left the house at like 830am and took bus there i think he probably reached earlier than us by half an hour at least.....well i thank God dat i had the opportunity tho short to learn a few tricks or 2 from david before yw started....i learnt dat there are 7 notes on the piano keys that correspond to the guitar bar chords lol......nice.....c, c#, d, d#, e, f, f#, g, g#, a, a#, b.........lol the black and white keys on one bar of the piano.....and stuff like 1, 4 and 5 are major chords, 2,3 and 6 are minor chords and the 7th chord is ur special fren hahaha it sounds silly jus typing it out now but its quite interesting.....cant wait to learn more.....
anyway i was really touched by worship today....its like my eyes were jus opened today.....i jus couldnt contain my tears here and there cos i was jus too touched by worship somehow.......the songs really spoke to me lol.....and the message by dr oswald was quite good i must say as well......really sumtin to think about man.....how to be a good fren......i think i wont go and explain the whole message here cos i sent it to cheng hui wadever notes i wrote so mayb im going to fascinate myself about the wonders of guitar as of now then i go do my drawings after dat la....
haha i bought a fake crocs shoe to wear to poly at $6 onli la hahaha.....nonsense siah......i went with linus to get his real crocs shoe which cost him $49.95 lol...i think its too ex to pay for a normal shoe la.....even though ur feet wont sweat and stink in it lol...jus nice today i was also thinking of buying sumtin like dat lol......i went to the boutique next to prima deli there and i bought a size 10 fake crocs shoe.....no brand wann but it looks real enough and noone will see when ur wearing long jeanns and all lol.....i went back to church with it
(oh ya on the way back marcus and i tried a cheap thrill, he finished one ginger beer glass bottle, short short wann....then after dat we wrapped it in a plastic bag (so dat we wouldnt have to pick up the pieces when it shatters, if it shatters....) then we tried an experiment....we dropped the bottle in the plastic vertically and it bounced once! at dat time we thot it was quite strong but after the bounce the bottle dropped on the floor again (duh) and it shattered inside the plastic haha cheeeeep thrill....after dat marcus threw it on the ground and all was gone so we threw it all away without even the slightest mess haha.....)
oh ya where was i? oh ya i wore my new shoe in church so cooling all of a sudden haha but i realise that even tho size 10 is my normal shoe size, it was quite loose i guess the cut is different lol........i suddenly had to urge to RUN back to the shop, i did and the aunty so nice she allowed me to change the size....but jus dat dun hav the colour dat i would prefer lol......at first i got the size 10 dark blue wann which looked not bad then now i havta settle for a lite brown size 9 (dats the nicest and wearable colour available lol) nvm la for $6 very very good ready....the so nice to me summore......allow me to choose a replacement.....ok la i shal finally go play my beloved now haha its been a long post....my fingers can feel it, i dun even need to check lol....haha till next time.....its been a great day. woow 8i started posting at 939pm! and got distracted by the tv next to me here and there haha
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well i was not so late so i went for yd after taking cab with my family to church....my brother jonathan left the house at like 830am and took bus there i think he probably reached earlier than us by half an hour at least.....well i thank God dat i had the opportunity tho short to learn a few tricks or 2 from david before yw started....i learnt dat there are 7 notes on the piano keys that correspond to the guitar bar chords lol......nice.....c, c#, d, d#, e, f, f#, g, g#, a, a#, b.........lol the black and white keys on one bar of the piano.....and stuff like 1, 4 and 5 are major chords, 2,3 and 6 are minor chords and the 7th chord is ur special fren hahaha it sounds silly jus typing it out now but its quite interesting.....cant wait to learn more.....
anyway i was really touched by worship today....its like my eyes were jus opened today.....i jus couldnt contain my tears here and there cos i was jus too touched by worship somehow.......the songs really spoke to me lol.....and the message by dr oswald was quite good i must say as well......really sumtin to think about man.....how to be a good fren......i think i wont go and explain the whole message here cos i sent it to cheng hui wadever notes i wrote so mayb im going to fascinate myself about the wonders of guitar as of now then i go do my drawings after dat la....
haha i bought a fake crocs shoe to wear to poly at $6 onli la hahaha.....nonsense siah......i went with linus to get his real crocs shoe which cost him $49.95 lol...i think its too ex to pay for a normal shoe la.....even though ur feet wont sweat and stink in it lol...jus nice today i was also thinking of buying sumtin like dat lol......i went to the boutique next to prima deli there and i bought a size 10 fake crocs shoe.....no brand wann but it looks real enough and noone will see when ur wearing long jeanns and all lol.....i went back to church with it
(oh ya on the way back marcus and i tried a cheap thrill, he finished one ginger beer glass bottle, short short wann....then after dat we wrapped it in a plastic bag (so dat we wouldnt have to pick up the pieces when it shatters, if it shatters....) then we tried an experiment....we dropped the bottle in the plastic vertically and it bounced once! at dat time we thot it was quite strong but after the bounce the bottle dropped on the floor again (duh) and it shattered inside the plastic haha cheeeeep thrill....after dat marcus threw it on the ground and all was gone so we threw it all away without even the slightest mess haha.....)
oh ya where was i? oh ya i wore my new shoe in church so cooling all of a sudden haha but i realise that even tho size 10 is my normal shoe size, it was quite loose i guess the cut is different lol........i suddenly had to urge to RUN back to the shop, i did and the aunty so nice she allowed me to change the size....but jus dat dun hav the colour dat i would prefer lol......at first i got the size 10 dark blue wann which looked not bad then now i havta settle for a lite brown size 9 (dats the nicest and wearable colour available lol) nvm la for $6 very very good ready....the so nice to me summore......allow me to choose a replacement.....ok la i shal finally go play my beloved now haha its been a long post....my fingers can feel it, i dun even need to check lol....haha till next time.....its been a great day. woow 8i started posting at 939pm! and got distracted by the tv next to me here and there haha
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Friday, July 21
im crazy
haha yesterday i managed to chiong finish my major project report this morning at about 1 plus, 2am like dat haha......then after dat i played cs with BOTS up till about 5 am!! madness man! then after dat i went to sleep for awhile supposed to be until 9am but i couldnt wake up.....i woke up later at about 1045, super tired man....who ask me to be so mad to play games until so late lol....
anyway i went to marina square (in singapore) to buy a zen V for my fren........wierd eh? haha lol i paid for him first onli la......he got no money after paying for his girlfriend's minor operation.....cant imagine how much dat costs already.....today is his girlfriend's birthday so i paid for him first to give to his gf....complicated eh? haha i think so too but i trust my fren will return me the money la......
woah i reached marina square at about 12 sumtin.......down there now renovated ready so its super nice la.....so many things to look at.....along the way i went into this the planet traveller shop and i got mesmorized there cos i hav been looking for a 2 shoulder bag or knapsack whatever u want to call it.......i saw a few bags dat i liked and it was not as ex as the oakley bag i saw at pacific plaza there.....i guess i gave up on dat bag......well i went to buy my friend's gf's gift a 2gb zen V for $229 lol and there i also bought a universal zen charger for all kinds of zen and muvo players......its quite cool got so many multi plugs as well as dc converters to convert it into a usb charger dat can charge the zen neon which is the main reason y i bought it lol.....it cost $40 after rebates from my creative card......(argh my fingers are not working properly, im typing so slowly, mayb its becos im abit sian and im tired, i need rest from dis morning's madness...)........anyway continuing my spendign at marina square, i bought myself a Victorianox bag, its swiss made and i like the design and functionality alot......wooo i paid like $89 for it lol.......spent alot today in relation to normal days lol.....i think my nets card spoiling lol....the black colour data strip is like peeling off i havta go and change it soon or i might not be able to draw money, my card might get stuck in the atm machine......
well i cant really remember wad i wanted to post about ready......im jus quite contented with all my purchases today.....my mind not really thinking straight cos im tired and feeling jus slightly off as well......oh wells i might bring my new bag to yf tml.....see how oh yeah i havta find my skool uniform to wear for tml's yf after i wake up tml hahaha goood nite fellow tired souls
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anyway i went to marina square (in singapore) to buy a zen V for my fren........wierd eh? haha lol i paid for him first onli la......he got no money after paying for his girlfriend's minor operation.....cant imagine how much dat costs already.....today is his girlfriend's birthday so i paid for him first to give to his gf....complicated eh? haha i think so too but i trust my fren will return me the money la......
woah i reached marina square at about 12 sumtin.......down there now renovated ready so its super nice la.....so many things to look at.....along the way i went into this the planet traveller shop and i got mesmorized there cos i hav been looking for a 2 shoulder bag or knapsack whatever u want to call it.......i saw a few bags dat i liked and it was not as ex as the oakley bag i saw at pacific plaza there.....i guess i gave up on dat bag......well i went to buy my friend's gf's gift a 2gb zen V for $229 lol and there i also bought a universal zen charger for all kinds of zen and muvo players......its quite cool got so many multi plugs as well as dc converters to convert it into a usb charger dat can charge the zen neon which is the main reason y i bought it lol.....it cost $40 after rebates from my creative card......(argh my fingers are not working properly, im typing so slowly, mayb its becos im abit sian and im tired, i need rest from dis morning's madness...)........anyway continuing my spendign at marina square, i bought myself a Victorianox bag, its swiss made and i like the design and functionality alot......wooo i paid like $89 for it lol.......spent alot today in relation to normal days lol.....i think my nets card spoiling lol....the black colour data strip is like peeling off i havta go and change it soon or i might not be able to draw money, my card might get stuck in the atm machine......
well i cant really remember wad i wanted to post about ready......im jus quite contented with all my purchases today.....my mind not really thinking straight cos im tired and feeling jus slightly off as well......oh wells i might bring my new bag to yf tml.....see how oh yeah i havta find my skool uniform to wear for tml's yf after i wake up tml hahaha goood nite fellow tired souls
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Wednesday, July 19
its all a facade
i marathoned shows today....first i watched ABC dj......it was my first time watching lol but its quite funny hahah.......then after a short break of going to fill time and bathign all dat, i went to watch csi.......woohoo its really nice to enjoy....cant imagine how they can think of all dat scenarios lol.......mayb dat will be my career next time lol....seems fun......i watched a few cases jus now....its amazing how so many things (or cases) can happen in the span of jus one day.....
then after dat i went to watch criminal minds.......the killer was so sick la.......cannot imagine but he did a very slick job.....i think the fbi apparently managed to catch the guy by pure luck la.......oh wells wad matters is dat the sick guy was caught after he killed 2 entire families and their dogs (oh the poor innocent creatures hahaha, the dogs onli heheh)........
after all dat i watched the OC.....wow like finally its back in singapore.....lol.....mayboo has watched the whole season? i dun believe it man......here i am stuck with watching it week after week from now on lol....oh wells wad to do im in singapore........being in singapore as well as being overseas has different perks (like having so much free time now and NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH IT!), oh wells i jus havta live with it lol...too bad.....
now playing : fort minor (where did you go)
anyway watching the OC set me thinking lol.....hmm does this kind thing really happen in real life? LOL like the richness or sudden richness of this not too bad looking guy who finds a kind (filthy rich) family who takes him in and all even though they hav their own problems of their own.........okayy i shall use the characters names instead for those u watch OC will noe......i wonder how ryan gets together with a rather pretty merissa like almost by chance and all.....will this really happen in real life? LOL and also all the ppl so called in the limelight jus seemingly appear to be decent looking and all......notice the ppl in the focus here (all or almost all) get beautiful wives or girlfriends for dat matter? i mean whether they potray they hav values or not aside but wad about all the average ppl or mayb even the less than average ppl? wad happens to the people who are more commonly known as nominal? i mean they look nominal but they would probably hav more values in real life than wad the characters actually potray......its funny after we all slowly get influenced by these kinda shows, sublimally we think if we get a good looking partner we will be contented and "mayb things will work out by itself after dat".....well there's more to life than just feeling the partner ur with now looks good to u and others as well.....(let me plug into a corrinne may song first...julia sent me quite a few haha)......oh yeah back to blogging....well im saying all this cos jus recently i found i hav been a desperate sucker for a pretty face in case ur wondering wad adsfapf meant or stood for...now u noe.....well even though now i noe more random ppl read my blog once in awhile but it doesnt matter to me, at least i can vent it out in a sense......
now playing : corrinne may (little superhero girl).....i like her serenading voice, at least its clear....but still not my preference song yet
well anyway im quite happy being dat way didnt last long, im starting to look back at it already and think its silly haha....well dats a good sign........im going back on the road of recovery to the super high guy i was yayy!! (beware u'll onli get jacked once i recover hahaha, i cant wait for it already!! oooh beeewaaaare).....
now playing : corrinne may (save me).....heyy da sao now i noe where ur msn nick came from.....i thot it was jus u lol haha oopps.....u would noe exactly wad i mean hahaha *evil laughter*
well i found out very quickly dat u will onli get hurt VERY (very is an understatement) fast if u keep thinking of whether or dis girl is for u or not.....seriously i thot about it with quite alot of ppl i shant name except those i know cannot possibly be with me dat kinda thing, i shant name oso but somehow i jus know la.........nobody but God knows who but im thankful dat he still comforts me now.....
now playing : corrinne may (how do i actually spell her name? oh i checked and yes! i was rite!) (free)..........i can be free....i can be free from this place........
haha enough putting myself out on the chopping board of how ppl would think of me or wadever i dun really bother lol.....well yeah the crux is i hav seen the light!!!! LOL haha....well no more thinking about things i cant really do much about...i will leave it up to God and trust Him to carry out whatever He wants for me in my life!! =D
now playing : corrinne may (everything in its time)......heyy so apt for wad im thinking now lol....i dunno about the lyrics cso i wasnt really concentrating lol.....but jus the title for now.....
well i said jus now i wanted to play guitar and i haven done it until now so i will play for awhile before i go to sleep even though its late and im abit bushed.....
now playing : corrinne may (let it go).....title again.....okay i will haha.....good nite all thanks for sharing in the release of myself......
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then after dat i went to watch criminal minds.......the killer was so sick la.......cannot imagine but he did a very slick job.....i think the fbi apparently managed to catch the guy by pure luck la.......oh wells wad matters is dat the sick guy was caught after he killed 2 entire families and their dogs (oh the poor innocent creatures hahaha, the dogs onli heheh)........
after all dat i watched the OC.....wow like finally its back in singapore.....lol.....mayboo has watched the whole season? i dun believe it man......here i am stuck with watching it week after week from now on lol....oh wells wad to do im in singapore........being in singapore as well as being overseas has different perks (like having so much free time now and NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH IT!), oh wells i jus havta live with it lol...too bad.....
now playing : fort minor (where did you go)
anyway watching the OC set me thinking lol.....hmm does this kind thing really happen in real life? LOL like the richness or sudden richness of this not too bad looking guy who finds a kind (filthy rich) family who takes him in and all even though they hav their own problems of their own.........okayy i shall use the characters names instead for those u watch OC will noe......i wonder how ryan gets together with a rather pretty merissa like almost by chance and all.....will this really happen in real life? LOL and also all the ppl so called in the limelight jus seemingly appear to be decent looking and all......notice the ppl in the focus here (all or almost all) get beautiful wives or girlfriends for dat matter? i mean whether they potray they hav values or not aside but wad about all the average ppl or mayb even the less than average ppl? wad happens to the people who are more commonly known as nominal? i mean they look nominal but they would probably hav more values in real life than wad the characters actually potray......its funny after we all slowly get influenced by these kinda shows, sublimally we think if we get a good looking partner we will be contented and "mayb things will work out by itself after dat".....well there's more to life than just feeling the partner ur with now looks good to u and others as well.....(let me plug into a corrinne may song first...julia sent me quite a few haha)......oh yeah back to blogging....well im saying all this cos jus recently i found i hav been a desperate sucker for a pretty face in case ur wondering wad adsfapf meant or stood for...now u noe.....well even though now i noe more random ppl read my blog once in awhile but it doesnt matter to me, at least i can vent it out in a sense......
now playing : corrinne may (little superhero girl).....i like her serenading voice, at least its clear....but still not my preference song yet
well anyway im quite happy being dat way didnt last long, im starting to look back at it already and think its silly haha....well dats a good sign........im going back on the road of recovery to the super high guy i was yayy!! (beware u'll onli get jacked once i recover hahaha, i cant wait for it already!! oooh beeewaaaare).....
now playing : corrinne may (save me).....heyy da sao now i noe where ur msn nick came from.....i thot it was jus u lol haha oopps.....u would noe exactly wad i mean hahaha *evil laughter*
well i found out very quickly dat u will onli get hurt VERY (very is an understatement) fast if u keep thinking of whether or dis girl is for u or not.....seriously i thot about it with quite alot of ppl i shant name except those i know cannot possibly be with me dat kinda thing, i shant name oso but somehow i jus know la.........nobody but God knows who but im thankful dat he still comforts me now.....
now playing : corrinne may (how do i actually spell her name? oh i checked and yes! i was rite!) (free)..........i can be free....i can be free from this place........
haha enough putting myself out on the chopping board of how ppl would think of me or wadever i dun really bother lol.....well yeah the crux is i hav seen the light!!!! LOL haha....well no more thinking about things i cant really do much about...i will leave it up to God and trust Him to carry out whatever He wants for me in my life!! =D
now playing : corrinne may (everything in its time)......heyy so apt for wad im thinking now lol....i dunno about the lyrics cso i wasnt really concentrating lol.....but jus the title for now.....
well i said jus now i wanted to play guitar and i haven done it until now so i will play for awhile before i go to sleep even though its late and im abit bushed.....
now playing : corrinne may (let it go).....title again.....okay i will haha.....good nite all thanks for sharing in the release of myself......
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Tuesday, July 18
cheat my feelings!
walao the teacher cheat my feelings la....i chiong my drawings and all until so jialat then my teacher
told the class say the drawings havta be handed in like next NEXT week!!!! walao i drew sketches until like 3 sumtin leh.....then i slept at 4am! and i woke up dis morning at 10 to go to skool, (almost late).....
sad la now i noe y i havta do 15 sketches onli for freehand.........sad its cos i cant really draw dat well.....aiya i dun wanna draw anymore.....at least to look good compared with others....nvm la...once i finish the things required for freehand i will wash my hands off drawing.......and concentrate on other stuff like my major project and stuff like dat.....oh wells i'm going home to play guitar.......yayy shiok man
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told the class say the drawings havta be handed in like next NEXT week!!!! walao i drew sketches until like 3 sumtin leh.....then i slept at 4am! and i woke up dis morning at 10 to go to skool, (almost late).....
sad la now i noe y i havta do 15 sketches onli for freehand.........sad its cos i cant really draw dat well.....aiya i dun wanna draw anymore.....at least to look good compared with others....nvm la...once i finish the things required for freehand i will wash my hands off drawing.......and concentrate on other stuff like my major project and stuff like dat.....oh wells i'm going home to play guitar.......yayy shiok man
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Monday, July 17
i finally finished
my camera!!!!!
O-o oh wells i completed my master piece worth 35% finally!! i hope my teacher will accept it or else i dunno wad to do ready lol....oh wells for a break now.....mayboo im finally talking to u after so long! long time i wanted to talk to u about sumtin but mayb now is not the time yet...im so busy haha....should i go back and chiong all the other drawings done by tonite? quick decidde.....haiz i dunno i want a break from everything and jus sleep rite now....
how i wish i could shake this off kinda feeling off.....u understand? (of course u understand la ur my blog)......
oh yeah by the way mayboo's favorite song is playing for the 4th time lol...she sent it to me....for some reason i haven changed song....i jus leave it even tho i dun realy like the song leh....okayy im not not crazy over the song time to change it......cant imagine how mayboo can play it like 43 times!!!! LOL madness
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O-o oh wells i completed my master piece worth 35% finally!! i hope my teacher will accept it or else i dunno wad to do ready lol....oh wells for a break now.....mayboo im finally talking to u after so long! long time i wanted to talk to u about sumtin but mayb now is not the time yet...im so busy haha....should i go back and chiong all the other drawings done by tonite? quick decidde.....haiz i dunno i want a break from everything and jus sleep rite now....
how i wish i could shake this off kinda feeling off.....u understand? (of course u understand la ur my blog)......
oh yeah by the way mayboo's favorite song is playing for the 4th time lol...she sent it to me....for some reason i haven changed song....i jus leave it even tho i dun realy like the song leh....okayy im not not crazy over the song time to change it......cant imagine how mayboo can play it like 43 times!!!! LOL madness
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Saturday, July 15
sometimes your all mixed up
yeah i feel very all mixed up after today aunty annie's(alethia's mom) function selling her MRET water.....i didnt listen to the talk lol.....so boring......anyway i feel so many feelings now i dun even noe wad to name......
alethia is one kind of a siao drinker la.........(your drunk u still dunno, u cant say a coherent sentence and u cant walk in a straight line! hahaha)......alethia kept drinking and drinking wine from the little cup la.....siao she said it was nice lol...psychotic sheep la....i didnt like the taste of wine...even the MRETed one lol...MRET is some treatment to the water thing la...ask aunty annie to talk to u about it (make sure u hav lotsa free time) she can do it blindfolded in her sleep la (okayy im exegeratting lol but mayb she can do it lol.....see the way she does her sales pitch lol.....wonder how many times she practice it at home lol.....i pity the tiang family hahah)
haiz im quite tired.......i slept on the very long bus journey back la.....luckily i can snap outta dat sleepy bout before i reach my stop lol.....anyway im abit confused lol...alot to think about.....im one kind of a dsfapf.....lol O-o i dun wanna be like this!!!
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alethia is one kind of a siao drinker la.........(your drunk u still dunno, u cant say a coherent sentence and u cant walk in a straight line! hahaha)......alethia kept drinking and drinking wine from the little cup la.....siao she said it was nice lol...psychotic sheep la....i didnt like the taste of wine...even the MRETed one lol...MRET is some treatment to the water thing la...ask aunty annie to talk to u about it (make sure u hav lotsa free time) she can do it blindfolded in her sleep la (okayy im exegeratting lol but mayb she can do it lol.....see the way she does her sales pitch lol.....wonder how many times she practice it at home lol.....i pity the tiang family hahah)
haiz im quite tired.......i slept on the very long bus journey back la.....luckily i can snap outta dat sleepy bout before i reach my stop lol.....anyway im abit confused lol...alot to think about.....im one kind of a dsfapf.....lol O-o i dun wanna be like this!!!
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Thursday, July 13
argh!! get these vile objects AWAY FROM ME!!!!
walao very pek cheak man.....crazy man......i almost drove myself crazy TRYING (the keyword here is trying) to finish ONE ONE pathetic piece of drawing la....and the main thing is that i haven finished it yet despite spending the whole day drawing it lol.....pek cheak i onli finish drawing the stupid cover of the camera and a very little bit of the lens...(i may seem very calm here but actually im not really at all.....)
my mom has been nagging me the whole day.....her voice jus makes things worst lol.....haiz i quarrelled with my dad yesterday...........
in short he scolded me for using the internet too long and it even led to me talking nonsense on msn dat kinda thing, he also asserted his authority and everything, i jus felt like punching dat face i call dad lol, does he even care about me or my feelings or not? so old fashioned, im like dying in this house..... haiz i didnt do anything la, at least i dun dare to dat stage yet.......i prayed and really cried out to God about it lol, it hurt so much.......but the comfort He gave me was so much betta.....it would be easier if my family understood me perfectly.....then there would be peace and harmony and mostly love within the family........and my dad oso said sumtin like its getting harder to talk to me and all.....i agree y do i even bother to tell them stuff like lets say i got work to do? so dat they can go on and on nagging me to do things when i've already planned when i will do them.....y cant they jus trust my judgement?
today he said dat these few days i'm talking more and more rudely...i've jus been very irritated but i've jus been more honest onli with the way they (my parents) treat me without caring for my feelings.....haiz y cant they understand? y cant i hav a perfect family? haiz i havta keep my post short cos im rushing to watch LOST........my mom wont allow me to watch
*rolls eyes, she finally allowed me to watch the tele and blog at the same time....i dun understand y she wants to purposely watch her VCD!! (did i mention she didnt even ask? she jus changed the channel lol her reasoning (DEMANDINGLY) is dat she washes my clothes and dat she co-owns this house dats y she has the rite to do wadever she wants)*
i watched LOST abit here abit there la........im quite frustruated in general lol....so many things happening or deadlining to happen in my life lol on top of dat i still hav family problems....how i wish i had lotsa free time to get everything done lol haiz.....i felt like running away from home and probably like living under a bridge or sumtin and then earn my own money every month lol.....this place i call home is becoming lesser and lesser the best place to be.....well i dun think dat my home is not comfortable enough but i feel the atmosphere and the relationship within the family is far from desirable....its painful to carry on trying lol....mayb i jus havta keep on trying to make it betta la......i guess i havta speak up even though it mayb painful but its betta than getting hurt time and again by the same nagging and things they dun understand lol HAIZZZZ......i've given up on drawing for the nite......i dun wanna touch or see a pencil or a camera for awhile lol.....sigh i think i will go do my own worship again......worshipping God your own way really does uplift ur spirits haiz.....good nite all thank you so much for being a listening ear to my ramblings......
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my mom has been nagging me the whole day.....her voice jus makes things worst lol.....haiz i quarrelled with my dad yesterday...........
in short he scolded me for using the internet too long and it even led to me talking nonsense on msn dat kinda thing, he also asserted his authority and everything, i jus felt like punching dat face i call dad lol, does he even care about me or my feelings or not? so old fashioned, im like dying in this house..... haiz i didnt do anything la, at least i dun dare to dat stage yet.......i prayed and really cried out to God about it lol, it hurt so much.......but the comfort He gave me was so much betta.....it would be easier if my family understood me perfectly.....then there would be peace and harmony and mostly love within the family........and my dad oso said sumtin like its getting harder to talk to me and all.....i agree y do i even bother to tell them stuff like lets say i got work to do? so dat they can go on and on nagging me to do things when i've already planned when i will do them.....y cant they jus trust my judgement?
today he said dat these few days i'm talking more and more rudely...i've jus been very irritated but i've jus been more honest onli with the way they (my parents) treat me without caring for my feelings.....haiz y cant they understand? y cant i hav a perfect family? haiz i havta keep my post short cos im rushing to watch LOST........my mom wont allow me to watch
*rolls eyes, she finally allowed me to watch the tele and blog at the same time....i dun understand y she wants to purposely watch her VCD!! (did i mention she didnt even ask? she jus changed the channel lol her reasoning (DEMANDINGLY) is dat she washes my clothes and dat she co-owns this house dats y she has the rite to do wadever she wants)*
i watched LOST abit here abit there la........im quite frustruated in general lol....so many things happening or deadlining to happen in my life lol on top of dat i still hav family problems....how i wish i had lotsa free time to get everything done lol haiz.....i felt like running away from home and probably like living under a bridge or sumtin and then earn my own money every month lol.....this place i call home is becoming lesser and lesser the best place to be.....well i dun think dat my home is not comfortable enough but i feel the atmosphere and the relationship within the family is far from desirable....its painful to carry on trying lol....mayb i jus havta keep on trying to make it betta la......i guess i havta speak up even though it mayb painful but its betta than getting hurt time and again by the same nagging and things they dun understand lol HAIZZZZ......i've given up on drawing for the nite......i dun wanna touch or see a pencil or a camera for awhile lol.....sigh i think i will go do my own worship again......worshipping God your own way really does uplift ur spirits haiz.....good nite all thank you so much for being a listening ear to my ramblings......
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Wednesday, July 12
a mid nite post
haha its late ready so i shall "post" in my phone first......N transfer it to my blog later....well i left my phone at home yesterday....as expected and quite used it to it, i didnt get aby msg or anything lol.....aiya use to it ready.........its funy, the msges start coming in when i get home with my phone lol funny.......
but anyway i was jus in my own worship....where i was my own musician, singer and audience as well.....well worshipping God when ur troubled really takes ur mind off ur troubles.......nice...i STILL like playing on my guitar.....sounds so good......wel i love to be in God's presence.....onli wishing i wasn't so busy....well dis tired soul here needs rest so yeah.....good morning....
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but anyway i was jus in my own worship....where i was my own musician, singer and audience as well.....well worshipping God when ur troubled really takes ur mind off ur troubles.......nice...i STILL like playing on my guitar.....sounds so good......wel i love to be in God's presence.....onli wishing i wasn't so busy....well dis tired soul here needs rest so yeah.....good morning....
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Tuesday, July 11
so many things to do
hmm actually i dun feel like posting wann leh......aiya i hav so many things to do in skool lol.........i have to do my major project, do up ALL, i repeat ALL my freehand drawing sketches by next week la! i oso havta pass up my network diagram for mwsm dis friday!
sorry i am jus rambling on and on about stuff dat i understand, and other ppl from my course of course.....haiz i wish i had holiday or mayb even dat God would come and the world would end now.....(zzz but so many ppl are left unsaved)....haiz worries worries.....mayb the Lord would not take us christian away jus yet....jus havta accept it.....and also to trust him.....
hmm it seemed at dat moment dat i thot u liked me, but now i think i was jus thinking too much hahaha! how do i noe for sure? how can i tell who will be (always) there? who will be the one?
LOL enough for one nite....im going to play CS and then i will either got to sleep or go and try to finish up my freehand drawing stuff haiz....so much to do....good nite... care la....damn tired lol.....cos i slept at 4 sumtin morning dis morning lol and i woke up at 10 sumtin la.....woke up too late to do anything else, i jus took 5 biscuits out for my breakfast and then i rushed to skool for lesson....i didnt even manage to do QT la (thankfully i did it during my break from the next lesson, quite enriching and also gave me a chance to tell my frens abit about God and the bible to).....i was late for lesson but i dunno the diff y the teacher wanted to mark me absent as opposed to jus absent cos according to my 3 yrs understanding of the poly, late is also absent lol...aiya dun care la...the teacher is obviously a newbie in skool, im more senior than him la....he here for 6 months onli, even a yr 1 is more senior than him in TP........ok dats all for now
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sorry i am jus rambling on and on about stuff dat i understand, and other ppl from my course of course.....haiz i wish i had holiday or mayb even dat God would come and the world would end now.....(zzz but so many ppl are left unsaved)....haiz worries worries.....mayb the Lord would not take us christian away jus yet....jus havta accept it.....and also to trust him.....
hmm it seemed at dat moment dat i thot u liked me, but now i think i was jus thinking too much hahaha! how do i noe for sure? how can i tell who will be (always) there? who will be the one?
LOL enough for one nite....im going to play CS and then i will either got to sleep or go and try to finish up my freehand drawing stuff haiz....so much to do....good nite... care la....damn tired lol.....cos i slept at 4 sumtin morning dis morning lol and i woke up at 10 sumtin la.....woke up too late to do anything else, i jus took 5 biscuits out for my breakfast and then i rushed to skool for lesson....i didnt even manage to do QT la (thankfully i did it during my break from the next lesson, quite enriching and also gave me a chance to tell my frens abit about God and the bible to).....i was late for lesson but i dunno the diff y the teacher wanted to mark me absent as opposed to jus absent cos according to my 3 yrs understanding of the poly, late is also absent lol...aiya dun care la...the teacher is obviously a newbie in skool, im more senior than him la....he here for 6 months onli, even a yr 1 is more senior than him in TP........ok dats all for now
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Monday, July 10
italy won the world cup!
haha 2 posts in succession.....one for each topic since they are hardly related....HOO!! the team dat i supported for the finals won! sian la i guess if u asked me before u probably noe the story.....since my favorite brazil is out and i dun really like c ronaldo's attitude (he plays well by the way) , i dun really favor the germs adn i dun really like france so i supported italy for the finals....shiok match man......90 mins + 30 mins extra time then to the penalty shootout! italy win the world cup 5 - 3 on penalties!
i sure wished italy were not dat suay la......they could hav made it 3 - 1 la.......barthez was clearly beaten by the 3 corners dat the itallians were given la.....super well taken........the zamborotti or wadever his name guy (he still sounds like a pizza flavour to me), he jumped super high la.....when he and vierra jumped together he was like tower one extra head above vierra......sweet equaliser from zidane's almost playful (and abit taiko) penalty......pity one header hit the cross bar and the other was defended away.......hmm are greece supposed to be in the world cup next time? they are the pros at headers, they so owned from header goals at the euro 2004....the team dat helped me win a greece special limited edition ez link card (which i never collected until today...i still hav the letter for remembrance though HAHA.....ok sidetrack)
poor french guy who didnt net it dat fateful one penalty.......must be super tough for him man....all the way italy scored all their penalties......i think if zidane and henry were there to take the penalties, france might hav won to be honest......the itallian goalkeeper is not as powerful as ricardo la....he's the pro, can save penalties wann......brazil should go n train up one chao chiang goalkeeper then they will own the next world stage.......making it their 6th lol.....
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i sure wished italy were not dat suay la......they could hav made it 3 - 1 la.......barthez was clearly beaten by the 3 corners dat the itallians were given la.....super well taken........the zamborotti or wadever his name guy (he still sounds like a pizza flavour to me), he jumped super high la.....when he and vierra jumped together he was like tower one extra head above vierra......sweet equaliser from zidane's almost playful (and abit taiko) penalty......pity one header hit the cross bar and the other was defended away.......hmm are greece supposed to be in the world cup next time? they are the pros at headers, they so owned from header goals at the euro 2004....the team dat helped me win a greece special limited edition ez link card (which i never collected until today...i still hav the letter for remembrance though HAHA.....ok sidetrack)
poor french guy who didnt net it dat fateful one penalty.......must be super tough for him man....all the way italy scored all their penalties......i think if zidane and henry were there to take the penalties, france might hav won to be honest......the itallian goalkeeper is not as powerful as ricardo la....he's the pro, can save penalties wann......brazil should go n train up one chao chiang goalkeeper then they will own the next world stage.......making it their 6th lol.....
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my dream yesterday morning
haha i think i must really post about my dream i had dis morning before i was woken up by my alarm clock....i was dreaming of the is multi level marketing company started by this 2 guys......and somehow i was in some office with a chart and obviously the 2 guys names were on the top of the chart with no so called down lines haha! wads even more suprising is dat they ask me to be their downline and all.....then they say i will get like 40% overriding benefits and alot of other crap i cant remember.....then one funny part was dat i didnt happen to noe i was dreaming in my dream.......images of ppl working for me n me jus slacking there and getting the commission from other ppl....n i like intro some new guy under me and i earn alot more......hahaha....then i snap outta my dream and jus when i was about to tell the fellas in my dream to stop wasting my time and all.....the funny thing is my (REAL) handphone alarm clock began to ring at dat time and i thot i was still in my dream and the first thot was to say oh how nice i think i havta go, someone's calling me on my phone! then even funnier was i snapped outta my dream and realised that I SHOULD WAKE UP cos dats my handphone alarm clock......i woke up smiling to myself haha....smiling incredulously haha....super funny and good timing summore hahaha....its not the first time i'm having dreams dat coincide with events dat happen in the house, like sudden telephone calls can jus nice be me dreaming of a phone in front of me in my dream and the real ringing outside as the one in my dream lol hahah stuff like dat......
haha gayle, see i so nice i mention u again.....hahaha i told u i sorta knew ur name cos alethia pointed out to me once.....i onli remember faces most of the time....n a blur face like erhem erhem i definitely remember HAHAHA hoooo!! ;D
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haha gayle, see i so nice i mention u again.....hahaha i told u i sorta knew ur name cos alethia pointed out to me once.....i onli remember faces most of the time....n a blur face like erhem erhem i definitely remember HAHAHA hoooo!! ;D
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Sunday, July 9
the 111th post before i turn in!!
considering this is the time almost every person i noe going to church later is about to turn in as dis time........standard wann its like everyone u talk to will be like "i gtg, good nite (or sumtin like dat)" at around the same time wann lol, beautiful the way nature works and its also beautiful the way all our parents are alike, almost the same type of thinking and all (hmm) .....(for mine abit different la, my mum asked me to sleep awhile ago but i was tagging ppl's blog and all but now im the onli one in the house awake rite now so yeah freedom for an hour or so? hahaha)
i realy enjoyed yf today...daryl led the last few parts of worship today and i was really touched by the song, "Because He lives" i dunno y (mayb its cos its both musically and lyrically sound)......mayb its because of the renewed hope that "...because He lives i can face tommorrow, because He lives, all fear is gone and because i know, i know He HOLDS THE FUTURE and life is worth the living just because He lives..." yeah it quite struck me dat its really worth living in this world just because He lives and nothing else, except mayb frens dat guide u and take dat journey with u along the way....on a side note i will search out dat song in the chordbook n learn to play it on guitar....(i typed piano lol...how can dat be? lol i changed it after i read again)...oh yeah i got to noe gayle today, i never knew her before haha......she very fun to jack and all HAHA! when i look at her i wann laugh haha (gayle if ur reading this the laugh can change to smile la k? if ur not reading this then dun care ready la).....i had a great time today.....somehow talking to random ppl was easier today i guess? mayb cos its anniversary lol....dis kinda thing should be the normal occurence in yf lol....
i really dun wanna talk to someone but there's an impression in my heart dat God wants me to talk to dat someone...i mean i dun really noe wad to say or how to say it......Lord if u will for me to reconcile with dat person i jus pray dat u give me the rite words, tone etc to say it Lord....help me also to not put it off for too long....
oh yeah short last note, it doesnt seem like i hav been in yf like wad 3 years or so ready? it still feels as if i'm a newcomer lol.....hi this is my first week here....mayb its becos i dunno alot of ppl dat well n mayb its also because i dun hav ppl my age in bishan....oh wells mayb im jus thinking too much.....mayb ppl know me much more than i imagine lol....mayb.......mayb i can get to noe ppl much more easily than i imagine.....mayb.....jus mayb.....i noe dat definitely ppl noe me betta than when i jus stepped i la but to wad extent i dunno oso.....aiya i jus leave it to God lol......i remember wad ella said to me one time when i was really troubled (im not really troubled now thanks for ur concern....)...she said sumtin like go to sleep and it will get betta in the morning or sumtin like dat la, the gist is there la...well i will do jus dat.....good nite blog...its been nice relating with you.....
havta try harder to........
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i realy enjoyed yf today...daryl led the last few parts of worship today and i was really touched by the song, "Because He lives" i dunno y (mayb its cos its both musically and lyrically sound)......mayb its because of the renewed hope that "...because He lives i can face tommorrow, because He lives, all fear is gone and because i know, i know He HOLDS THE FUTURE and life is worth the living just because He lives..." yeah it quite struck me dat its really worth living in this world just because He lives and nothing else, except mayb frens dat guide u and take dat journey with u along the way....on a side note i will search out dat song in the chordbook n learn to play it on guitar....(i typed piano lol...how can dat be? lol i changed it after i read again)...oh yeah i got to noe gayle today, i never knew her before haha......she very fun to jack and all HAHA! when i look at her i wann laugh haha (gayle if ur reading this the laugh can change to smile la k? if ur not reading this then dun care ready la).....i had a great time today.....somehow talking to random ppl was easier today i guess? mayb cos its anniversary lol....dis kinda thing should be the normal occurence in yf lol....
i really dun wanna talk to someone but there's an impression in my heart dat God wants me to talk to dat someone...i mean i dun really noe wad to say or how to say it......Lord if u will for me to reconcile with dat person i jus pray dat u give me the rite words, tone etc to say it Lord....help me also to not put it off for too long....
oh yeah short last note, it doesnt seem like i hav been in yf like wad 3 years or so ready? it still feels as if i'm a newcomer lol.....hi this is my first week here....mayb its becos i dunno alot of ppl dat well n mayb its also because i dun hav ppl my age in bishan....oh wells mayb im jus thinking too much.....mayb ppl know me much more than i imagine lol....mayb.......mayb i can get to noe ppl much more easily than i imagine.....mayb.....jus mayb.....i noe dat definitely ppl noe me betta than when i jus stepped i la but to wad extent i dunno oso.....aiya i jus leave it to God lol......i remember wad ella said to me one time when i was really troubled (im not really troubled now thanks for ur concern....)...she said sumtin like go to sleep and it will get betta in the morning or sumtin like dat la, the gist is there la...well i will do jus dat.....good nite blog...its been nice relating with you.....
havta try harder to........
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Saturday, July 8
hit the gym!!
woah i really enjoyed going to the gym today man.....imagine after one project submission ready so not so stress lol.....got much more free time to worry about other things..........well i went gym after lesson today for about an hour i really enjoyed blasting myself in the gym lol.....and suprisingly i enjoyed drinking the supplement drinks dat i made by dissolving powder in really cold water...mayb it was the fact dat the water was very cold or mayb my stomach was empty so the drink went down very easily or mayb both lol....but i liked it when i drank it today (normally i would feel bloated and its very hard to swallow it all at once).....the gym workout was intensive and going to gym today made me realise dat not onli should i hav gone earlier since skool reopened, it has also made me realize i didnt lose much form lol.....nvm i will build up to be bigger and more ripped (this is guys stuff, most girls wont understand)......wooo i really made myself sweat in an aircon room lol.....intensive man...i predict tml i can hardly run or jump and raise my hands or whatever not.....so tiring.....on the bus ride home i could hardly hold the bar to support my weight lol, my arms were abit sore ready......i like dat feeling....i will go to gym at least once a week ready....the smell, the weights jus welcome me back like an old fren lol, feel so at home lol (except for guys i dunno at the gym (which is normally quite alot by the way) )
is it jus another wishful thinking on my part?
i played yahoo pool until now so im going to bathe or shower now...its super hot in front of my comm now cos there is no fan and there is no ventillation at this particular area of the house lol.....sweating like siao man....im crazy sleeping at dis late an hour....not good for my health.......good nite blog ;)
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is it jus another wishful thinking on my part?
i played yahoo pool until now so im going to bathe or shower now...its super hot in front of my comm now cos there is no fan and there is no ventillation at this particular area of the house lol.....sweating like siao man....im crazy sleeping at dis late an hour....not good for my health.......good nite blog ;)
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Wednesday, July 5
procrastination
sorry i haven been posting for awhile....mayb it was jus a day but oh wells.......i've been very busy in skool and all....alot of things to do and i've been propcrastinating from doing much productive stuff....well im very tired now cos i had not much sleep yesterday nite....i slept at like 3 plus am after practising my guitar for awhile and i woke up at like 8 am lol.....super shagg....welll im going to sleep now....going to do my work later...
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Monday, July 3
My Savior My God
Aaron Shust - My Savior My God
From the album Anything Worth Saying
I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior
I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me; this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior
Chorus (2x�s)
My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior�s always there for me
My God: He was, my God; He is
My God is always gonna be
Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring;
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior
Chorus (2x�s)
(Instrumental)
Chorus: (2x�s)
My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior loves, My Savior lives
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Sunday, July 2
no meaning in watching world cup anymore
oh wells as the title oh so aptly describes it.....i dun hav much reason to watch world cup ready.....brazil lost to france of all teams.....wad happened to their magic? sian man....every news channel i see breaks my heart when they keep playing and saying "predicted world champions are out of the world cup after being beaten by france like the 1998 defeat...." sad la......now i got no meaning to watch world cup ready....at most i jus watch wads on channel 5 onli la......mayb its a blessing in disguise, mayb God wants me to concentrate on doing the stuff i havta to like :
1) my freehand drawing stuff, one view perpective, sketches human portrait, etc.....headaches jus from trying to remember all dat i havta do....
2) my mobile and wireless security management subject project...sian man 3 page essay
3) reconcile with a fren of mine......if not close anymore then nvm but i cant rest too easy, i noe wad God wants me to do haiz....but i dun wanna do it.....=|
4) my major project interim assesment dat i will havta do tml
5) practice my guitar (oh yeah i learnt how to play there is a day and tried to transit from O Protector of My soul to from the ends of the earth at yw jamming session.....quite interesting i must say but cos im not dat good at bar chords yet so the other song was abit hard for me (i jus learnt the chords and play on dat day la.....)......)
haha i really enjoyed worship today lol.....i thank God dat he has really helped me to put aside all my cares and woes and really worship him much betta in worship today...i want everyday to be like this or betta! i oso thank God for the main service worship today......i really enjoyed it......praise God!
oh yeah i went for lunch with most of the 87 guys in my yd.....titus, lucas, fabian and i went for lunch at food junction n i saw jasmine there....(haha if u think dat eating with ur family is not good, try to make the best of it la....cannot be helped anyway...)....after dat lucas, my wife and i went to watch superman returns! haha it was such a nice show la......a riveting 2 and a half hours spent on a great show......i really enjoyed myself la, lucas dat freaking bugger watched it like the 2nd time, one kind of rich fella man....since i rarely watched movies, i really like going to a cinema again =D after dat i went back to church to get my guitar which i left in church on saturday
oh ya speaking of guitars......i made the wrong decision to leave my precious in the clubhouse, even for a nite! wa dis morning i saw it my heart very pain la......yesterday i kept it nicely everything and today i found it like anyhow zipped or anything....and so many fingerprints sumore.....siao man my heart very pain....after i found it in dat condition, i decided to put at serene's table there until i got back from lunch.....to reduce the amount of heart pain i had to face, at least nobody would play it....Note to all ppl who buy guitars.....NEVER keep ur guitar in church if it is precious enough to you....lol....MOST ppl dunno how to (or wont) take care.....i dun wanna mention any names cos i dunno for sure who used my guitar THIS MORNING! (can u believe it?) and put it back it dat absolutely shabby condition....and never ask me summore! feddup...nvm wad can i do? heart pain lol.....next time no more....same day bring there same day bring back unless i going for camps or wad where i will be there.....
feddup mayboo very smug about france winning ah....i dun go read ur blog ready haha....dats all i can remember for now....so good nite
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1) my freehand drawing stuff, one view perpective, sketches human portrait, etc.....headaches jus from trying to remember all dat i havta do....
2) my mobile and wireless security management subject project...sian man 3 page essay
3) reconcile with a fren of mine......if not close anymore then nvm but i cant rest too easy, i noe wad God wants me to do haiz....but i dun wanna do it.....=|
4) my major project interim assesment dat i will havta do tml
5) practice my guitar (oh yeah i learnt how to play there is a day and tried to transit from O Protector of My soul to from the ends of the earth at yw jamming session.....quite interesting i must say but cos im not dat good at bar chords yet so the other song was abit hard for me (i jus learnt the chords and play on dat day la.....)......)
haha i really enjoyed worship today lol.....i thank God dat he has really helped me to put aside all my cares and woes and really worship him much betta in worship today...i want everyday to be like this or betta! i oso thank God for the main service worship today......i really enjoyed it......praise God!
oh yeah i went for lunch with most of the 87 guys in my yd.....titus, lucas, fabian and i went for lunch at food junction n i saw jasmine there....(haha if u think dat eating with ur family is not good, try to make the best of it la....cannot be helped anyway...)....after dat lucas, my wife and i went to watch superman returns! haha it was such a nice show la......a riveting 2 and a half hours spent on a great show......i really enjoyed myself la, lucas dat freaking bugger watched it like the 2nd time, one kind of rich fella man....since i rarely watched movies, i really like going to a cinema again =D after dat i went back to church to get my guitar which i left in church on saturday
oh ya speaking of guitars......i made the wrong decision to leave my precious in the clubhouse, even for a nite! wa dis morning i saw it my heart very pain la......yesterday i kept it nicely everything and today i found it like anyhow zipped or anything....and so many fingerprints sumore.....siao man my heart very pain....after i found it in dat condition, i decided to put at serene's table there until i got back from lunch.....to reduce the amount of heart pain i had to face, at least nobody would play it....Note to all ppl who buy guitars.....NEVER keep ur guitar in church if it is precious enough to you....lol....MOST ppl dunno how to (or wont) take care.....i dun wanna mention any names cos i dunno for sure who used my guitar THIS MORNING! (can u believe it?) and put it back it dat absolutely shabby condition....and never ask me summore! feddup...nvm wad can i do? heart pain lol.....next time no more....same day bring there same day bring back unless i going for camps or wad where i will be there.....
feddup mayboo very smug about france winning ah....i dun go read ur blog ready haha....dats all i can remember for now....so good nite
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Saturday, July 1
a post before youth day
haha i went for the yw jamming session today.......woohoo i really enjoyed it cos i could at least play or take a major role in playing there is a day.....i like jamming.....when i told my father dat i was going jamming dis morning he asked me if we were going to squeeze in who's car or sumtin HAHA! lol apparently he said dat another meaning to jamming was dat....N summore my mom oso goes jamming (line dancing) lol haha so even more not clear the meaning haha.......
another (happy) married couple had their wedding ceremony today i think....grace and henry i think.....not too sure if i got their names rite....oh wells
i jus dun feel in the rite mind for anything.....been feeling very off la....dun feel like socializing, dun feel like making the effort to go n i dunno, be betta frens with ppl around me, dun feel like doing my freehand drawing, dun feel like doing anything else jus going to sleep lol.....for a long long time and forget about everything i've come to accept as part of my life haiz.....
thanks daryl for trying to talk to me about my nic sounding sad somehow
oh yeah i saw my relative in pink dress at the wedding today very pretty, very pretty....O_O
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another (happy) married couple had their wedding ceremony today i think....grace and henry i think.....not too sure if i got their names rite....oh wells
i jus dun feel in the rite mind for anything.....been feeling very off la....dun feel like socializing, dun feel like making the effort to go n i dunno, be betta frens with ppl around me, dun feel like doing my freehand drawing, dun feel like doing anything else jus going to sleep lol.....for a long long time and forget about everything i've come to accept as part of my life haiz.....
thanks daryl for trying to talk to me about my nic sounding sad somehow
oh yeah i saw my relative in pink dress at the wedding today very pretty, very pretty....O_O
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very gian
(so this was wad i wanted to post about jus now) as the title normally suggests, i saw this bag today (jus now in town)......really nice......its a black (and abit of red here and there) oakley bag......its a knapsack like (ok i shall call it double shoulder bag for want of a betta description).....its so nice la....part of me wanted to impulsively buy it la....but somehow i didnt buy it cos i already made one impulsive buy of my new zen neeon ready....but it was nice la....oh yeah the price is $147 flat...exx man but the shoulder straps are so comfortable and all.....and best of all u noe normal sling bags hav a clip (normally its plastic or sumtin).....well the double shoulder bag im eyeing has 2 metal clips la....so cool n nice looking......i would hav gotten it and xing teng when i got home if not for the price being so exx...another double shoulder bag is also jus as nice but different design but its like $247 i think......even more ex la....O_o ok la i will go n bathe n go to sleep....later got yw jamming session lol...tired man.....i think i cant sleep cos of dat bag(s) lol...or can i? i quite beat....hmmmm....ZZzzZZ
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