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I really enjoyed pep(the prayer n evangelism thing i hav in poly) today, it was prayer dis week....i saw ppl dat hardly came for pep lol....can u believe it? we had almost full attendance for pep today.......anws there's dis girl, georgina in my pep group....was talking to her before it started....i was really encouraged by her la.....altho she oso was very busy with her projects n all, she still smiled jus as sweet.....its like any1 could tell she was very happy....i asked her whether she was always dis happy, she said she was.....i felt so encouraged jus by seeing sum1 smile happily lol....i had lotsa things on my mind but she really cheered me up alot.....jus sets me thinking, hav i lost my true joy jus struggling to complete projects n stuff?? is dat all life is all about? i guess not, but a cert matters too much in society today dat i cant seem to find joy persuing it lol...its like its mandatory lol.....but our happiness should be in God rite? dats so hard rite now for me.....

im so shacked mann....supper tirred lol.....i woke up fresh dis morning lol.....(effects of wad a whole days worth of stress can do to u....).....mann i hav so much to do.....communication skills report still pending.....my IT entrepreneurship executive report still not done yet(i haven started it la....n e whole business plan is due on monday n my group members haven sent me everything yet!! lol...im stressed...)......i finished doing 1 project, i made it super easy lol....but at least its workable....

argh Lord help me please.....carrry me thru dis trials and assignments smoothly Lord......help me Lord with my executive summary all dat........"I will be still n noe u are God" dat set me thinking again, does it hav to take dis kinda situations for me to know that God is God?? my faith is weak...Lord help me to trust u more.........