40/1 psychoticness

haha ok....im starting to feel e reality of the stress of being in dis world.....as of now.......skool's been really hectic la....crazyness the schedule.....other ppl in poly are still having term test now la.....my term test was like over sucha long time ago la.....gott back all my results...i managed to pass all my subjects with God's help......but the project deadlines are crazy la...(im starting to wonder y im always complaining about dat......) crap they all come at one go la....pass up oso alpl at one go lol.....i'm so praying dat God will carry me thru all of em...really tough mann....

well it seems dis yr i started to hav a lot of commitments la....yf (oh yeah 4 those in my small group reading dis(green tea etc...), sorry i haven planned an outing yet k? pls understand, been really busy, im sure sarabelle is too), outreach comm.....(those few not so bad cos its at least more enjoyable to serve e Lord in dat way.....)but skools has so many taxing commitments to my projects, i haven been doing anything over e weekends as i should hav......during e weekends i jus chill with e yfers.....its like a good break, i forget everything until monday comes haiz sianz.....which i think is rather bad......i should not play so much on sundays(saturdays can play as long as i wann haha)....

well is studies so impt? dat i cant focus on anything else including God? i'm sure Satan wants me to feel dat way....but obviously its not true la....but how? how can we like survive if we dun work hard for it? beats me mann.....dats onli a very small part of how e world has changed into.....i guess we havta do our part to justify God actualli helping us....(dunno if u understand but it makes sense to me....