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dis is abit random....i feel abit lousy todae........lol its like i wanna praise God since e morning but i feel as if there is no song in my head at e moment.....as hard as i try,i jus cant help but feel affected by not being able to actually praise God at e moment......its like im not happy but not in an emotional sense leh.....i oso dunno la....

but e 1 thing i noe is dat after i post i feel much betta.....mayb in a worldly sense but o wells dat will havta do for e moment.....argh todae i start skool at 8am, i will be having makeup lesson until probably 8pm!! 12 hrs in skool jus having lessons.....dat leaves me lesser time to even plan n do my project n lesser time to sleep as well.....

well i hav been thinking for some time on n off about dis ready....iszit dat good to fall for jus sum1 with a pretty face n lacking the rite values?? i dunno la dats e way e world thinks n dats e way we hav been influenced to think.....i think e way i think is abit wrong ready....dats where respect for individuals come from....i think i should starting to look at ppl based on their character instead of wad they look like...then comes e problem, wad if they hav not very good character as well?? o wells i gott enuf things to think about....dis has 2be one of e last things on my mind now la....when i meet sum1 like dat then i will havta pray dat God will help me with dealing with dat kinda ppl....