58/1
well look at e time now its like about 1940pm n im still in skool...i jus finished rushing up my last part of e project haha (whew)...so now im jus blogging to keep ppl updated haha....yet another sigh of relief....woah....today i woke up tired.....i was like wishing today was wednesday n all...but then again i was wishing dis week almost never happened.....well tml is my project submission date...whew everything is over!! then next week i hav term test!! can u believe it?? at e christmas period!! well im quite thankful dat i can still go for carolling(i'm half in-charge of it but im sorry zhi xian, i think im not of much help...anyway my term test finishes on the 22nd!! how much of God's provision is dat?!?).....well help im leading my so-called a.g.(or bible study as some would call it) tml!! i haven prepared much n im not too sure which verses im supposed to cover until (help la)....dat reminds me...i havta call n remind ppl to come for a.g......oh yeah im quite happy i can go for frisbee tml as well....good break before a cramming period...haha
jus some side thots....
i was around them....i joined in their cheap thrills jus now in the lt...throwing papers balls (or trying at least) into baskets......i watched on silently, thotfully, as they went into another person's friendster account to see 'chio bu's comments flew and stung but i kept quiet....next i watched on in the same lt as they watched some happy tree frens show....then they watched some guy talking about 'soft porn'....i felt quite disturbed but luckily i didnt really watch much cos my back was turned while i was walking up the steps of the lt.....i knew i should hav done sumtin to.....(try n preach to them?), (guide them away from their folly?).......i should hav done some "constructive work(my dad's common words)" about my project when we were all waiting for the makeup lecture....then mayb i wont havta rush until so late hah....
THEY were my skool frens, obscene comments flying here n there....
i feel so like an alien here....besides e fact dat im not close to them, i really strongly feel as if i dun belong to their group.......im saddened dat the morals of e guys and even girls hav been degraded to such an extent.....(im not saying my morals are very perfect, in fact they arent....onli God can help me change them....).....how do i go about in spreading THE TRUTH to them?? quite lost...how can i feel a 'love' for them?? help me Lord......
Thursday, December 15
Tuesday, December 13
harder to breathe
57/1
its been a long time since i last posted.....really busy in skool with all e project deadlines and all coming up....(is there anyone out there cause its getting harder and harder to breathe) haiz i really enjoyed all e company and the new frens i made at yf camp....but e problem is my mind is still in the yf mood now......enjoy and slack....jus spend time with frens all dat....like my brother said....i wake up n i wonder y there's no workshop today oh wells.....i wanna go back to free and easy heaven....haha crap.....my term test is coming up next week....help.....anyone wanna talk to me jus give me a call or msg me la k? u should noe my number...i welcome the sanity break haha...
mayboo, alicia and mel is satan, i wanna get photos of u gals before u all scater to unknown places haha...for the one reason dat u all look rather funny....help me there's like not enuf time to take deep breaths hahaha ;)
its been a long time since i last posted.....really busy in skool with all e project deadlines and all coming up....(is there anyone out there cause its getting harder and harder to breathe) haiz i really enjoyed all e company and the new frens i made at yf camp....but e problem is my mind is still in the yf mood now......enjoy and slack....jus spend time with frens all dat....like my brother said....i wake up n i wonder y there's no workshop today oh wells.....i wanna go back to free and easy heaven....haha crap.....my term test is coming up next week....help.....anyone wanna talk to me jus give me a call or msg me la k? u should noe my number...i welcome the sanity break haha...
mayboo, alicia and mel is satan, i wanna get photos of u gals before u all scater to unknown places haha...for the one reason dat u all look rather funny....help me there's like not enuf time to take deep breaths hahaha ;)
Thursday, November 24
56/1 my 5 quirks
Instructions of the tag:Given a topic, you are to write down your answers in your blog, and then send the same topic to 5 other people. Write down the names of these 5 people and link to them on your blog. Go visit their blogs to notify them that they are tagged. The 5 people who are tagged should, in their own blogs, write down the name and link of the person who tagged them, answer the same topic, and send it to another 5 people, etc.
merissa tagged me sucha long time ago....cant even remember when....ok 5 quirks dat i think are there la haha....
1)i like to laugh haha...makes me feel betta quite alot of times(but not as much as praising God haha)..i can be quite crazy many atimes jus dat i probably control myself depending on wad ppl im with....if im with crazy ppl, i'll jus go crazy....if im with ppl dat i think are kinda serious then i'll control myself n quieten down haha....so for those who dunno me when im crazy, either ur too serious or im jus not in e mood to joke haha.....
2)i like to suan ppl until they hav nuttin to say hahaha....is dat a quirk? (i dun think so....i would call it a talent haha) or am i jus brilliant?? haha oh wells...well doing it gives me a sense of achievement lol....feel good feeling.....pity e poor person who get suaned tho.....haiz...wad to do? i enjoy e process, one of another things dat make me happy haha
well i wanted to put dee siao as another 1 but its more or less e same so oh wells
3)well i like to act crazy and dance around with my brother, jonathan AND talk crap at home....cant really describe e 'dance' la but its unique...no dancer has done it before...next time ask my brother and i, we might do it together hahaha...its fun AND entertaining esp when its boring at home...nuttin to do, make my mum pek cheak haha...so fun...my mom's ultimate nitemare when my brother and i are at home together and we hav nuttin to do HAHAHA!
4)i like dreaming of myself either fighting (or so owning) someone in fights......from normal tongue lashing to fistfights, street fights and all....couldnt really describe it......even with frens lol.....its like my anger syndrome...after a while i forget n i dun do anything about it (thankfully) haha.....i oso like dreaming dat im like super zhai in everything, doing stunts n all.....like back flips, ultra high jumps dat sorta thing......mayb dats one of e reasons y i wanna go n learn those gymnastic acrobat moves, nuttin to do jus jump and fly around......oh yeah all dis is not to attract attention but i dunno jus to pursue a passion haha...
final and last 1.....i cant really think of any more.....GIVE ME HONEY......think think(from pooh).....
5)hmm okayy i gott it....im actually quite shy....dun really noe wad to talk about with ppl.....i dun mind if ppl dun talk to me......its like i'm used to it since young ready....like primary skool i was a lone ranger as my parents called it....dun really remember all of dat but memories come in bits n pieces....secondary skool i'm not very close to anyone i my class tho its betta than primary skool la....mayb i should hav tried harder to bond with ppl then i can be one of those ppl dat are close to e ppl in their class n still in contact all dat haha....oh wells wads done is done, cannot help it haha....now in poly abit betta cos nowadays i eat with my frens from e same classs since yr 1....so we're in a sense closer together than with any of the other coursemates....but still no close frens....my close frens are mainly in church, andrew, titus dat batch.....bascially they are my age wad.....n we've been together in e same yd for like a whopping 9 yrs ready....of course close la....then there are a few others in yf......of course if i noe e person well enuf, i'll talk (ALOT) to them la....random stuff n all....
well dats all folks..oh yeah i dunno really noe who reads my blog.....oh wells i lazy to think of who i should tag....y dun those dat read go n post on dis topic n kindly put a tag at my tag board k? haha ;)
merissa tagged me sucha long time ago....cant even remember when....ok 5 quirks dat i think are there la haha....
1)i like to laugh haha...makes me feel betta quite alot of times(but not as much as praising God haha)..i can be quite crazy many atimes jus dat i probably control myself depending on wad ppl im with....if im with crazy ppl, i'll jus go crazy....if im with ppl dat i think are kinda serious then i'll control myself n quieten down haha....so for those who dunno me when im crazy, either ur too serious or im jus not in e mood to joke haha.....
2)i like to suan ppl until they hav nuttin to say hahaha....is dat a quirk? (i dun think so....i would call it a talent haha) or am i jus brilliant?? haha oh wells...well doing it gives me a sense of achievement lol....feel good feeling.....pity e poor person who get suaned tho.....haiz...wad to do? i enjoy e process, one of another things dat make me happy haha
well i wanted to put dee siao as another 1 but its more or less e same so oh wells
3)well i like to act crazy and dance around with my brother, jonathan AND talk crap at home....cant really describe e 'dance' la but its unique...no dancer has done it before...next time ask my brother and i, we might do it together hahaha...its fun AND entertaining esp when its boring at home...nuttin to do, make my mum pek cheak haha...so fun...my mom's ultimate nitemare when my brother and i are at home together and we hav nuttin to do HAHAHA!
4)i like dreaming of myself either fighting (or so owning) someone in fights......from normal tongue lashing to fistfights, street fights and all....couldnt really describe it......even with frens lol.....its like my anger syndrome...after a while i forget n i dun do anything about it (thankfully) haha.....i oso like dreaming dat im like super zhai in everything, doing stunts n all.....like back flips, ultra high jumps dat sorta thing......mayb dats one of e reasons y i wanna go n learn those gymnastic acrobat moves, nuttin to do jus jump and fly around......oh yeah all dis is not to attract attention but i dunno jus to pursue a passion haha...
final and last 1.....i cant really think of any more.....GIVE ME HONEY......think think(from pooh).....
5)hmm okayy i gott it....im actually quite shy....dun really noe wad to talk about with ppl.....i dun mind if ppl dun talk to me......its like i'm used to it since young ready....like primary skool i was a lone ranger as my parents called it....dun really remember all of dat but memories come in bits n pieces....secondary skool i'm not very close to anyone i my class tho its betta than primary skool la....mayb i should hav tried harder to bond with ppl then i can be one of those ppl dat are close to e ppl in their class n still in contact all dat haha....oh wells wads done is done, cannot help it haha....now in poly abit betta cos nowadays i eat with my frens from e same classs since yr 1....so we're in a sense closer together than with any of the other coursemates....but still no close frens....my close frens are mainly in church, andrew, titus dat batch.....bascially they are my age wad.....n we've been together in e same yd for like a whopping 9 yrs ready....of course close la....then there are a few others in yf......of course if i noe e person well enuf, i'll talk (ALOT) to them la....random stuff n all....
well dats all folks..oh yeah i dunno really noe who reads my blog.....oh wells i lazy to think of who i should tag....y dun those dat read go n post on dis topic n kindly put a tag at my tag board k? haha ;)
Monday, November 21
55/1 coming and coming
well.....e things i havta do keeps coming n coming......or rather i think im procrastinating and i push stuff to e next week and e next.....welll i can onli say dat e things dat i havta do are going to gett more and more la...its like every time im like Help! hahaha.....
some where deep inside of me i noe dat God is like so able to take (throw) me thru my troubles but i am jus not trusting God enuf!! i am limiting how much i allow God to work in my life! mann i hate that! its me! i'm sorry for not trusting u as much as i should,Lord.....
well i've been feeling betta about e frens i hav.....at least i can tell for certain dat i still hav my frens here and there, both likely and the unlikely....well God works in wonderous ways, ways dat i would never be able to fathom till i die....well anyways to all those frens dat made me realise in one way or another, thank you all....even if u dun even noe wad u've done or dat im writting dis haha....
my father is willing to consider allowing me to be in e yf comm next year.....but i will havta work out a schedule in which i havta be able to perform studying in every free time i hav i expect? e benefits of this would be dat i MIGHT be able to be in e comm AND be able to play frisbee as well!! yayy YAYY!! i really hope when its done it'll be to his satisfaction n it'll be a double ok for dis wann! haha....i must hav faith! haha....lye told me dat i onli hav 1 week to confirm with him! i think its jus not enuf time! but oh wells i jus leave it up to God la....if he doesnt want me to be in the committee then i will go by His wishes and mayb go on board e OM ships if He wills....i will continue to pray.....
who's reading dis?...?...?...
some where deep inside of me i noe dat God is like so able to take (throw) me thru my troubles but i am jus not trusting God enuf!! i am limiting how much i allow God to work in my life! mann i hate that! its me! i'm sorry for not trusting u as much as i should,Lord.....
well i've been feeling betta about e frens i hav.....at least i can tell for certain dat i still hav my frens here and there, both likely and the unlikely....well God works in wonderous ways, ways dat i would never be able to fathom till i die....well anyways to all those frens dat made me realise in one way or another, thank you all....even if u dun even noe wad u've done or dat im writting dis haha....
my father is willing to consider allowing me to be in e yf comm next year.....but i will havta work out a schedule in which i havta be able to perform studying in every free time i hav i expect? e benefits of this would be dat i MIGHT be able to be in e comm AND be able to play frisbee as well!! yayy YAYY!! i really hope when its done it'll be to his satisfaction n it'll be a double ok for dis wann! haha....i must hav faith! haha....lye told me dat i onli hav 1 week to confirm with him! i think its jus not enuf time! but oh wells i jus leave it up to God la....if he doesnt want me to be in the committee then i will go by His wishes and mayb go on board e OM ships if He wills....i will continue to pray.....
who's reading dis?...?...?...
Thursday, November 17
54/1 feel good?
well i haven been feeling too good.....dunno y leh....alot of stuff in my thots now...
1) how? i feel as if i am losing all the close frens i hav......e close frens i hav in yf is quite little......in a literal sense as well....if u noe me well enuf u should noe la hahaha....if u dunno then try asking me la hah...
2) skool life.....well im adapting rather well.....considering i didnt noe wad i was doing in e 1st week.....my father is like pressing me to revise e 2 weeks worth of lectures n stuff so i dun forget it.....im trying to and i noe he is doing all dis cos he wants me to do well or betta....i really hope i can keep up with my revision n all......jus now i talked to a coursemate lol.....walao his results are rather good la.....quite ashamed in a way to compare my g.p.a. to not onli his, but e top student in my course as well.....walao.....sumtin spurred me to work harder n study to pull my grade point average up...i knew y jus now but now i jus cant put my finger on it la....alot on my mind now....jus wanna go home n take a rest, pack up my room n think about wadeva is bothering me rite now......Really need to TRUST God now with my future, my happiness and all my cares and worries haiz (long big sigh in my heart)
1) how? i feel as if i am losing all the close frens i hav......e close frens i hav in yf is quite little......in a literal sense as well....if u noe me well enuf u should noe la hahaha....if u dunno then try asking me la hah...
2) skool life.....well im adapting rather well.....considering i didnt noe wad i was doing in e 1st week.....my father is like pressing me to revise e 2 weeks worth of lectures n stuff so i dun forget it.....im trying to and i noe he is doing all dis cos he wants me to do well or betta....i really hope i can keep up with my revision n all......jus now i talked to a coursemate lol.....walao his results are rather good la.....quite ashamed in a way to compare my g.p.a. to not onli his, but e top student in my course as well.....walao.....sumtin spurred me to work harder n study to pull my grade point average up...i knew y jus now but now i jus cant put my finger on it la....alot on my mind now....jus wanna go home n take a rest, pack up my room n think about wadeva is bothering me rite now......Really need to TRUST God now with my future, my happiness and all my cares and worries haiz (long big sigh in my heart)
Monday, November 14
53/1 sleeping awake
well here i am back in skool for my 2nd week....i guess i would be posting every monday....hmm....well im quite tired today cos i slept quite late but im tired in a sense dat my mind is tired but my body is not as tired....will probably retire to bed 1st thing after i get home from my 6-7pm compulsory class every monday(bummer)....
hmm i wonder y.....will somebody please like give me some ideas on wad to do online? i find dat coming online seems less n less appealing to me...like nuttin much to do ready....like i'm finally sian of doing e same thing over n over again....OR mayb im getting studious cos its 2nd yr 2nd semm ready, so i rather work hard than jus slack around doing meaningless stuff (like playing games n stuff).....hmm could it be dat i haven been going online for quite awhile dat it appeals to me less now?? dun worry, i guess i'll still blog n talk online...those are e things dat r quite different every time i do them haha....well i guess i will start tagging all my frens blogs la....dats all for now....
hmm i wonder y.....will somebody please like give me some ideas on wad to do online? i find dat coming online seems less n less appealing to me...like nuttin much to do ready....like i'm finally sian of doing e same thing over n over again....OR mayb im getting studious cos its 2nd yr 2nd semm ready, so i rather work hard than jus slack around doing meaningless stuff (like playing games n stuff).....hmm could it be dat i haven been going online for quite awhile dat it appeals to me less now?? dun worry, i guess i'll still blog n talk online...those are e things dat r quite different every time i do them haha....well i guess i will start tagging all my frens blogs la....dats all for now....
Wednesday, November 9
52/1 the day stretches so long
well a short post today cos im rather tired...didnt sleep enuf i guess...anyway e day went rather well(jus as a 1st 2 days hav been).....today i didnt really get much stuff (but still gott abit la) dat e lecturers taught into my head cos i was half blur.....must be im still in e holiday mood la....luckily i can revise it again cos i (actually) printed out e notes (for once)...so happy e day is finally over!! now i can either go home 2 sleep or go church sleep n wait for e meeting with small groups leaders later at 730pm....dunno wad to do leh...see how la....see my mood when i reach near my house there then say....well sorry its a VERY short post...dats all from me todae...*yawn*
Monday, November 7
51/1 started skool
well i started skool todae.....quite sian in e morning cos it was so nice to sleep in cold weather and all.....mmn skool's not really considered over yet actually im waiting for a class im not even sure whether is on fer e 1st week or not....so i'll jus havta check later......
i had a great holiday,did quite abit of job hopping, i did a total of about 4 different jobs! oh wells....experience la...think i probably didnt earn as much as i expected except for one job but oh wells cant complain, betta than nuttin earned at all rite? if not i spend money oso i feel bad la....
last thursday i went east coast with frens from S.Y.F.C.(Singapore Youth For Christ)....can u believe it?? i actually learnt how to roller blade!! woah! my 1st time atually strapping on wheels....i went on e path n i fell while going down a slope(somehow balance jus went off), i landed on my bum n i used my 2 hands (with guards) to stop my fall....my ass hurt after dat la, sit down at e side stunned lol....after dat i realised i hurt my left hand too...scared myself, i thot i broke a finger(when wad i felt(and later realised) was e depression where u pull ur finger then gott a 'cluck' sound haha)....cut e long story short, my hand is still injured now but its betta than on dat day la...feels abit wierd typing with it but im typing a post for those who hav been pressing me to update(i wonder y?)....could hardly catch a ball (n frisbee) with both hands cos it pain....oh wells i wont be going to play frisbee for sum time...until e next time i hav holidasy i guess.......
some random thots:
for those who noe or dunno dat i might be in e yf committee next year, my father said he wont give me his blessings if i am in e committee n he also said dat i should use e whole of next year to really prioritise and focus my time on the things that are important....oh well much as i would liketo serve in the committee, i dunno la, i guess i cant disobey my dad no matter however i try to argue my way thru it all...hope i'm able to serve in e comm, not as an official committee member but in some quiet unknown way i guess.
oh yeah jus wanna share abit, God has been VERY gracious to me today, when i was feeling or wondering what exactly are the things i can still hold on to, i met rrrrrrreeeeeeuuuuubbbben, nicklaus, marvin and rachel ang in my newly opened air-con canteen...haha felt betta
i had a great holiday,did quite abit of job hopping, i did a total of about 4 different jobs! oh wells....experience la...think i probably didnt earn as much as i expected except for one job but oh wells cant complain, betta than nuttin earned at all rite? if not i spend money oso i feel bad la....
last thursday i went east coast with frens from S.Y.F.C.(Singapore Youth For Christ)....can u believe it?? i actually learnt how to roller blade!! woah! my 1st time atually strapping on wheels....i went on e path n i fell while going down a slope(somehow balance jus went off), i landed on my bum n i used my 2 hands (with guards) to stop my fall....my ass hurt after dat la, sit down at e side stunned lol....after dat i realised i hurt my left hand too...scared myself, i thot i broke a finger(when wad i felt(and later realised) was e depression where u pull ur finger then gott a 'cluck' sound haha)....cut e long story short, my hand is still injured now but its betta than on dat day la...feels abit wierd typing with it but im typing a post for those who hav been pressing me to update(i wonder y?)....could hardly catch a ball (n frisbee) with both hands cos it pain....oh wells i wont be going to play frisbee for sum time...until e next time i hav holidasy i guess.......
some random thots:
for those who noe or dunno dat i might be in e yf committee next year, my father said he wont give me his blessings if i am in e committee n he also said dat i should use e whole of next year to really prioritise and focus my time on the things that are important....oh well much as i would liketo serve in the committee, i dunno la, i guess i cant disobey my dad no matter however i try to argue my way thru it all...hope i'm able to serve in e comm, not as an official committee member but in some quiet unknown way i guess.
oh yeah jus wanna share abit, God has been VERY gracious to me today, when i was feeling or wondering what exactly are the things i can still hold on to, i met rrrrrrreeeeeeuuuuubbbben, nicklaus, marvin and rachel ang in my newly opened air-con canteen...haha felt betta
Thursday, October 20
50/1 feeling lousy
well its been a long time since i last posted? haha...i woke up early n came to skool today....i went fer a swim (which im quite satisfied with....)....i swam quite abit (to me dat is)..i swam like 1km n 100m......o k, e rest of wad i'm thinking is quite lousy stuff about myself...not sure how much i should reveal, in case i jus affect ur mood...lets jus say i went to e gym again todayyy......ok la i wont berate myself so much cos im quite tired now.....
i feel so small sized la....not to mention weak all dat.....wonder how come a stack of weights is able to affect me so much....goes to show how much i actually allow it to affect my mood so much....jus feel lousy la...seem like i cant do as many reps for e same weight....or some weights dat i used to do i couldnt quite do it.....n i seemed to forget alot (long time since i stepped into e gym)......after swimming, my nose has been runny.....i think e reason y dis is happening is either im getting FAT(which i think i am) OR im jus tired from e swim n lack of sleep coupled with e lousy feeling of running nose...i SO hope its e latter lol....cant stand myself being fat la....
sorry i complained enuf....lets see i've been working....switching jobs here n there mainly cuz of e pay la....now im stuck with working at some research company, official title would be surveyor i guess...e pay is quite pathetic lol....much more misely(is there such a word? i noe there is but is it spelt correctly?) than e pan pacific banquet waiter job(where i havta work my guts out, but at least since e hours are long, i get more pay at e end of e day)....e onli problem is dat i really cant stand ONE of e managers....for nuttin scold ppl, vulgarities all dat la so i quitt then lol...
oh yeah as i was saying im stuck now cos i havta give e company one week's notice before i can quit la...so i hope 2 quit by e end of dis working week which happens to be tml....well at least i can save up abit for wad i wanna buy (which really isnt much, im quite content)...hmm how about a cheap guitar so (my brother n) i can practice...i will master One Last Breath by Creed soon i hope....mmm n also sumtin i can listen to....im thinking of a Creative product...zen, zen micro, muvo2 fm, zen neon all dat la.......anyone happen to noe e price jus let me noe by phone or word of mouth k?
i feel so small sized la....not to mention weak all dat.....wonder how come a stack of weights is able to affect me so much....goes to show how much i actually allow it to affect my mood so much....jus feel lousy la...seem like i cant do as many reps for e same weight....or some weights dat i used to do i couldnt quite do it.....n i seemed to forget alot (long time since i stepped into e gym)......after swimming, my nose has been runny.....i think e reason y dis is happening is either im getting FAT(which i think i am) OR im jus tired from e swim n lack of sleep coupled with e lousy feeling of running nose...i SO hope its e latter lol....cant stand myself being fat la....
sorry i complained enuf....lets see i've been working....switching jobs here n there mainly cuz of e pay la....now im stuck with working at some research company, official title would be surveyor i guess...e pay is quite pathetic lol....much more misely(is there such a word? i noe there is but is it spelt correctly?) than e pan pacific banquet waiter job(where i havta work my guts out, but at least since e hours are long, i get more pay at e end of e day)....e onli problem is dat i really cant stand ONE of e managers....for nuttin scold ppl, vulgarities all dat la so i quitt then lol...
oh yeah as i was saying im stuck now cos i havta give e company one week's notice before i can quit la...so i hope 2 quit by e end of dis working week which happens to be tml....well at least i can save up abit for wad i wanna buy (which really isnt much, im quite content)...hmm how about a cheap guitar so (my brother n) i can practice...i will master One Last Breath by Creed soon i hope....mmm n also sumtin i can listen to....im thinking of a Creative product...zen, zen micro, muvo2 fm, zen neon all dat la.......anyone happen to noe e price jus let me noe by phone or word of mouth k?
Sunday, October 9
49/2 The One Thing
Paul Colman - The One Thing
From the album Let It Go
Here I am
In a river of questions
Can I pour my heart out to a listening ear?
I see this life
It’s valley’s and mountains
And I think of all the roads that brought me here
Oh that brought me here
I’ve questioned my reasons
The life I’m living
I’ve questioned my ability
To judge wrong from right
I’ve questioned all the things
that I’ve ever called certain
My race, my religion, my country, my mind
Chorus:
But the one thing I don’t question is You
You really love me like you say you do
Yea the one thing I don’t question is You
You really love me like you say you do
Hold me Hold me
So Hold me
Well I’ve questioned my significance
Meaning and relevance
Does the work I’m doing really matter at all?
Well I’ve questioned my friendships
Alliance, dependence
Who will still be here when I fall?
Chorus: (2x’s)
Only one thing doesn’t change
Only one thing stays the same
All I know at the end of the day is your love remains
Chorus: (2x’s)
49/1 working on sunday?
well yess im working on a sunday...rather tired n all.....most importantly oso thinking about wad im doing here all dat and y im working on a sunday all dat....must really question my motives mann....well i'll continue to post longer later.....(dis was meant to be published last last sunday but gott no time then i forgot about it oh wells.....)
Saturday, October 8
48/1 mmm..
well im in e office again...but at dis time onli me and my mum is in 'our' department lol....almost total freedom.....still trying to load klove to listen but oh wells its like not working lol....i give up...mayb i'll try again later or sumtin....
oh hmm im now quite bored n bothered....well abit onli la...cant say it is like last time dat much la....klove finally managed to load!! hopefully it will cheer me up lots....should start working....well think i'll post summore later
oh hmm im now quite bored n bothered....well abit onli la...cant say it is like last time dat much la....klove finally managed to load!! hopefully it will cheer me up lots....should start working....well think i'll post summore later
Friday, October 7
47/1 sumtin short
well sorry to all those who hav been visiting my blog time and again and found dat i haven been updating it...sorry la i dun normally use internet at home n all...n i hav been rather busy slacking, playing comm at home n half heartedly looking for a part time job...
well i guess i looked for too many jobs ready...so many offers lol...well i cant really blog now...supposed to be working, doing data entry but oh wells...for u all i will risk abit haha....altho im working in a company where my aunt is my e onli immediate boss around...they're all like talking together by the way...like after lunch hours is slack talk for awhile b4 working again haha....oh yeah my mum is working part time here too...
well i gott quite a few thots in my head rite now but if i share it i will havta spend more time thinking about it than actually doing my work dat im supposed to do lol....so yeah...hmm i will be working throughout dis weekend as well....well i hope its onli for dis weekend even tho e pay is quite attractive.....so yeah justa let u noe i wont be in church dis weekend lol...i should stop posting rite about here...till next time...thanx for visiting my blog!
well i guess i looked for too many jobs ready...so many offers lol...well i cant really blog now...supposed to be working, doing data entry but oh wells...for u all i will risk abit haha....altho im working in a company where my aunt is my e onli immediate boss around...they're all like talking together by the way...like after lunch hours is slack talk for awhile b4 working again haha....oh yeah my mum is working part time here too...
well i gott quite a few thots in my head rite now but if i share it i will havta spend more time thinking about it than actually doing my work dat im supposed to do lol....so yeah...hmm i will be working throughout dis weekend as well....well i hope its onli for dis weekend even tho e pay is quite attractive.....so yeah justa let u noe i wont be in church dis weekend lol...i should stop posting rite about here...till next time...thanx for visiting my blog!
Thursday, August 25
46/1 everything's over now
well i had my presentation jus now....officially skool started at 3pm(and ended at e normal time, about 5pm..)....cos lessons were either cancelled or there were jus no more lessons to attend ready(normally i start skool at 10am lol)...so slack la....i called e ppl dat sold me e harddisk dis morning....they said dat they sent it to PENANG!! can u imagine? lol....but its taking incredibly long to come back to singapore lol....i so really hope they send e good n repaired harddisk back soon so my new comm can be functional!! i gott a thumbdrive (free!) from my father....so i can store e stuff i wann altho e space isnt very big..256mb...but should be enuf till i start putting huge programs in it.....
ok....about my presentation which was an individual thing....wa madness la....i was VERY jittery and nervous(as with all presentations in front of ppl i dun really noe...).....i was literally nervous until i when i stood straight, my legs were like vibrating la.....i dun think e ppl noticed it cos i stood behind a long lecturer console......can u imagine? i onli prepared my speech like an hour or so before e presentation! obviously i would be nervous cos i didnt prepare enuf rite? well on e whole it went fine, except e lil pauses i made to remember abit of my points, one good thing was i didnt look at my notes at all, i had eye contact with e audience n all but i forgot to smile haha....my teacher praised me for smart dressing(did i say again?? (e last time i had presentation oso lidat) hahaha)....dats all i needed....our teacher is actually quite nice lol....she thinks about stuff for us quite abit, its been quite enjoyable being in her class....
ok after dat i had a interview(a very slack n effortless one)....the teacher was jus asking us if we knew e steps in e labsheets......so easy la....n summore our teacher didnt penalise us if we had any mistakes, he'd give us many chances which we didnt really use haha....it was slack la....now i hav solitaire and spider solitaire on my thumbdrive, i can play whenever i want....instead of yahoo pool which can take quite ALOT of times(trust me, time jus flies la....u think u onli play a few games onlie).....ok dats all for now, lab closing ready haha.....
ok....about my presentation which was an individual thing....wa madness la....i was VERY jittery and nervous(as with all presentations in front of ppl i dun really noe...).....i was literally nervous until i when i stood straight, my legs were like vibrating la.....i dun think e ppl noticed it cos i stood behind a long lecturer console......can u imagine? i onli prepared my speech like an hour or so before e presentation! obviously i would be nervous cos i didnt prepare enuf rite? well on e whole it went fine, except e lil pauses i made to remember abit of my points, one good thing was i didnt look at my notes at all, i had eye contact with e audience n all but i forgot to smile haha....my teacher praised me for smart dressing(did i say again?? (e last time i had presentation oso lidat) hahaha)....dats all i needed....our teacher is actually quite nice lol....she thinks about stuff for us quite abit, its been quite enjoyable being in her class....
ok after dat i had a interview(a very slack n effortless one)....the teacher was jus asking us if we knew e steps in e labsheets......so easy la....n summore our teacher didnt penalise us if we had any mistakes, he'd give us many chances which we didnt really use haha....it was slack la....now i hav solitaire and spider solitaire on my thumbdrive, i can play whenever i want....instead of yahoo pool which can take quite ALOT of times(trust me, time jus flies la....u think u onli play a few games onlie).....ok dats all for now, lab closing ready haha.....
Wednesday, August 24
45/1 crap i have retainers
crap mann i feel so like a baby la....cant really control e flow of saliva in my mouth....always havta suck it back in....its disgusting la....crap...well as some of u might hav known, i put on retainers ready....its a plastic thing with a metal wire in front...its supposed to help keep my teeth in place...n i can onli take it out when i'm having meals or when i'm sleeping haha....quite uncomfortable....well its not pain or wad la....its jus i cant talk normally(pronounciation n all(thanx aunty and joy for disturbing me about my speech o_O) hahaha)... haha after i take it out i feel like i've released lidat hahaha....i feel with my tongue feels abit like wad i see old ppl wear, like dentures.....well my teeth hurt abit after i take out....cos e thing is there is to make my teeth straight lol...abit like e teeth suan.....well im still slacking now.....tml i gott a presentation, its a speech, i havta wear formal again haha....
some random stuff in my head : i'll be leading or facilitating bible study dis week.....i pray dat God will help me to prepare well for it....my fren is coming summore....i'll be leading dis saturday yf with nicole chiang too! haha e planning with her was esp fun cos i ws quite crazy on dat day hahaha im quite sure dis sat's yf will be fun.....im not sure if e songs we chose like runs (or links)well or not...hmm all dis stuff is jus abit of e stuff in my head....its jus random la....i dunno if these mean anything or not so yeah haha....dats all for today....;)
some random stuff in my head : i'll be leading or facilitating bible study dis week.....i pray dat God will help me to prepare well for it....my fren is coming summore....i'll be leading dis saturday yf with nicole chiang too! haha e planning with her was esp fun cos i ws quite crazy on dat day hahaha im quite sure dis sat's yf will be fun.....im not sure if e songs we chose like runs (or links)well or not...hmm all dis stuff is jus abit of e stuff in my head....its jus random la....i dunno if these mean anything or not so yeah haha....dats all for today....;)
Monday, August 22
44/1 slackkk
haha wad a big contrast dis week....last week i was siao cheonging project.....dis week i am s slack...its free and easy revision week.....dats e week dat e lecturers give (MAJOR?) hints during lectures on wad to study and wad is coming out fer exams....abit dumb la....cos not really much point of having exams if e students practically noe wad to study....they'll jus study e necessary la....crap......
okaye today early in e morning, I had e IT entrepreneurship presentation....(in fact im still in my formal suit now....(in skool as usual, slackking now!!) ) .....well i thot i would be late at e rate dat i left e house......i remember i prayed to God to help me be early....it turns up i wasnt dat late after all....there was sum1 later than me(but dat doesnt matter)...we had our presentation for 1 and a 1/2 hours leh.....normal groups with a decent business plan onlie had it for less than an hour or sumtin like dat lol...but yeah i guess i am a lousy CEO la.....i didnt manage to chase everyone to hand in all their stuff on time......dis mistake made me and my fren jasline, the director of finance to sorta help them out with their various plans, thus hindering e doing of our own stuff....but on e whole even tho there were miss takes, i thank God dat everything more or less went well and we finished e presentation without much hitches hahaha.....Praise God For dat!
well after dat i had abit of lessons where e lecturer gave a huge TIP!! lol....nonsense....im sure i can almost predict wad questions will be coming out ready......talking about lecturer spotting questions for us!! well after dat i managed to slackkkkk until about 7 la....about 3 hours of jus slacking....well it was fun while it lasted......i shouldnt do too much of dis.....if not when its time to study, i'll be thinking of playing already....oh wells....
oh yeah its been a long time since i last posted, mayb some of u duno....i took out my braces like last friday......e feeling is so goooood!! finally i can feel my teeth without metal.....oh well thanx to e reminder from mayboo getting her teeth crooked, im rather anxious of getting e retainers done up....hahaha well to everyone who is reading dis(bishanite yfers especially), my brothers birthday is coming up......in fact its dis sunday.....i would like u all to keep it hushed up.....dun let him noe anything about it.....im planning 2 plan a mini party for him like those we hav for e more popular ppl's birthday.....would any of u mind chipping in or sumtin for e cake? like mayb a dollar per person? (of course if u all wanna chip in more, i think it would be welcomed) thinking of holding it in e clubhouse...well do let me noe if u r willing to chip in....serene will probably be sending out e msg or sumtin so yeah......jus tell u all 1st..remember keep it from him! im writing here cos my brother doesnt noe and probably wont ever visit my blog, at least for now haha....dats all for now, should go home to.......SLACKKK summore haha till next long post hehe ;)
okaye today early in e morning, I had e IT entrepreneurship presentation....(in fact im still in my formal suit now....(in skool as usual, slackking now!!) ) .....well i thot i would be late at e rate dat i left e house......i remember i prayed to God to help me be early....it turns up i wasnt dat late after all....there was sum1 later than me(but dat doesnt matter)...we had our presentation for 1 and a 1/2 hours leh.....normal groups with a decent business plan onlie had it for less than an hour or sumtin like dat lol...but yeah i guess i am a lousy CEO la.....i didnt manage to chase everyone to hand in all their stuff on time......dis mistake made me and my fren jasline, the director of finance to sorta help them out with their various plans, thus hindering e doing of our own stuff....but on e whole even tho there were miss takes, i thank God dat everything more or less went well and we finished e presentation without much hitches hahaha.....Praise God For dat!
well after dat i had abit of lessons where e lecturer gave a huge TIP!! lol....nonsense....im sure i can almost predict wad questions will be coming out ready......talking about lecturer spotting questions for us!! well after dat i managed to slackkkkk until about 7 la....about 3 hours of jus slacking....well it was fun while it lasted......i shouldnt do too much of dis.....if not when its time to study, i'll be thinking of playing already....oh wells....
oh yeah its been a long time since i last posted, mayb some of u duno....i took out my braces like last friday......e feeling is so goooood!! finally i can feel my teeth without metal.....oh well thanx to e reminder from mayboo getting her teeth crooked, im rather anxious of getting e retainers done up....hahaha well to everyone who is reading dis(bishanite yfers especially), my brothers birthday is coming up......in fact its dis sunday.....i would like u all to keep it hushed up.....dun let him noe anything about it.....im planning 2 plan a mini party for him like those we hav for e more popular ppl's birthday.....would any of u mind chipping in or sumtin for e cake? like mayb a dollar per person? (of course if u all wanna chip in more, i think it would be welcomed) thinking of holding it in e clubhouse...well do let me noe if u r willing to chip in....serene will probably be sending out e msg or sumtin so yeah......jus tell u all 1st..remember keep it from him! im writing here cos my brother doesnt noe and probably wont ever visit my blog, at least for now haha....dats all for now, should go home to.......SLACKKK summore haha till next long post hehe ;)
Monday, August 15
43/1
well i dunno how many days its been since i lasted posted......im posting now cos i jus felt dat i should post lol.......anyways i've jus finished up ONE of 4 projects due dis week.....its crazy stuff la....so far i've had like 7 projects, one per subject exactly.....n sum subjects still had 2 parts to e project lol....
so far thankfully i've cleared like 4 including today's wann.....I thank God so much dat we are given a study week break to prep for e exams.....if not i'll jus half die for my end of semm exams la....which happened to me for my (mid year) term test lol....almost failed sum papers lol....
well i cant really think of much to post rite now.....my brain is so dead now la.....jus feel like going home to "koon(zZzZzz)".....well till next time till i gott more to lament....o_O
so far thankfully i've cleared like 4 including today's wann.....I thank God so much dat we are given a study week break to prep for e exams.....if not i'll jus half die for my end of semm exams la....which happened to me for my (mid year) term test lol....almost failed sum papers lol....
well i cant really think of much to post rite now.....my brain is so dead now la.....jus feel like going home to "koon(zZzZzz)".....well till next time till i gott more to lament....o_O
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