its been a long day

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well look at e time now its like about 1940pm n im still in skool...i jus finished rushing up my last part of e project haha (whew)...so now im jus blogging to keep ppl updated haha....yet another sigh of relief....woah....today i woke up tired.....i was like wishing today was wednesday n all...but then again i was wishing dis week almost never happened.....well tml is my project submission date...whew everything is over!! then next week i hav term test!! can u believe it?? at e christmas period!! well im quite thankful dat i can still go for carolling(i'm half in-charge of it but im sorry zhi xian, i think im not of much help...anyway my term test finishes on the 22nd!! how much of God's provision is dat?!?).....well help im leading my so-called a.g.(or bible study as some would call it) tml!! i haven prepared much n im not too sure which verses im supposed to cover until (help la)....dat reminds me...i havta call n remind ppl to come for a.g......oh yeah im quite happy i can go for frisbee tml as well....good break before a cramming period...haha

jus some side thots....
i was around them....i joined in their cheap thrills jus now in the lt...throwing papers balls (or trying at least) into baskets......i watched on silently, thotfully, as they went into another person's friendster account to see 'chio bu's comments flew and stung but i kept quiet....next i watched on in the same lt as they watched some happy tree frens show....then they watched some guy talking about 'soft porn'....i felt quite disturbed but luckily i didnt really watch much cos my back was turned while i was walking up the steps of the lt.....i knew i should hav done sumtin to.....(try n preach to them?), (guide them away from their folly?).......i should hav done some "constructive work(my dad's common words)" about my project when we were all waiting for the makeup lecture....then mayb i wont havta rush until so late hah....

THEY were my skool frens, obscene comments flying here n there....

i feel so like an alien here....besides e fact dat im not close to them, i really strongly feel as if i dun belong to their group.......im saddened dat the morals of e guys and even girls hav been degraded to such an extent.....(im not saying my morals are very perfect, in fact they arent....onli God can help me change them....).....how do i go about in spreading THE TRUTH to them?? quite lost...how can i feel a 'love' for them?? help me Lord......