54/1 feel good?

well i haven been feeling too good.....dunno y leh....alot of stuff in my thots now...

1) how? i feel as if i am losing all the close frens i hav......e close frens i hav in yf is quite little......in a literal sense as well....if u noe me well enuf u should noe la hahaha....if u dunno then try asking me la hah...

2) skool life.....well im adapting rather well.....considering i didnt noe wad i was doing in e 1st week.....my father is like pressing me to revise e 2 weeks worth of lectures n stuff so i dun forget it.....im trying to and i noe he is doing all dis cos he wants me to do well or betta....i really hope i can keep up with my revision n all......jus now i talked to a coursemate lol.....walao his results are rather good la.....quite ashamed in a way to compare my g.p.a. to not onli his, but e top student in my course as well.....walao.....sumtin spurred me to work harder n study to pull my grade point average up...i knew y jus now but now i jus cant put my finger on it la....alot on my mind now....jus wanna go home n take a rest, pack up my room n think about wadeva is bothering me rite now......Really need to TRUST God now with my future, my happiness and all my cares and worries haiz (long big sigh in my heart)