musings

hmm i was thinking mayb i shouldnt post about this considering the amount of people dat read my blog at one time or another.....it never ceases to suprise me........anyway i'll jus say it out la, i actually wanted to get a private blog where onli i can read and all..........then there i can jus sorta vent and not care about anyone else knowing wad i type there or sumtin like dat.......but oh wells i'm too lazy to get it done now so it will probably stay dat way until i REALLY want to i guess.....for now i dun care la i jus say it out here la doesnt matter who reads it i guess.......cant really be bothered...........

on and off i've been thinking about hmm mayb dis person likes me, hmm mayb another person likes me dat sorta thing........i am NOT being bhb or bu yao lian or wad but i'm jus stating wad i THINK might (and might not0) be true and stuff......(hey y am i putting so many disclaimers in a sense? haah i guess away with all of them! hahaha)......i wont be so jialat to mention names i think are ... lol if not it will be embarassing to both the person and me haha whether its true or not i wont noe until time decides to reveal to me wad i hav found to be part of my life......haha for now i'll jus muse once and not think about it ever again i guess.........it seems to me dat the person(s) treat me differently from other guys? i dunno la haha........only the person dat (really) likes me will noe la......IF there even is sucha person haha,how would i noe for sure lol? i find it quite ridiculous musing about it hmm haha.....nvm la.....haha........mayb i think im jus really thinking too much haha.....

oh wells i jus leave it up to God and go back to MY world of guitar! haha i feel the improvement all the time! haha....

i reply tag here.....

jon: haha arent u honoured i jus reply ur tag with a post haha......yeah its in my comm lol.....i currently dun hav any dvd - rS with me and i also lazy to go and buy la haha.....oh my group was about 14 strong thereabouts <-- cos some members left and came later dat sorta thing...

hahaha oh yeah i jus realised the colour of my last post quite nice, as in it suits my blog skin haha....along with a green type of colour haha......

which one suits the post background? green or blue? haha preciousssss timeeeee HAHA


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