its been a very happy day...

yeah im quite happy today.....having slept from 3 plus and waking up at about 8am and all i was tired when i woke up already lol.....but somehow i survived with quite a solid mind today...almost razor sharp lol......hahaa

anyway i enjoyed yd today......they talked (and digressed abit haha for awhile they were talking about organic stuff hahaha) about quite relevant issues and all........i think aunty lily and uncle michael's sharing as not onli parents but adults who probably know tons more than i do...its quite meaningful.............oh yeah and alethia finally came for yd after like dunno how long (dun dismiss this lol! its very rare dat she even comes lol hahaha).........after discussing stuff until about 10am we had a discussion or sharing session, not very much but i find its quite a good way to bond with each other and i really appreciate everyone sharing about how their week has went lol.......i find its quite good lol.......mayb i will hav it when i do the thing with andrew..........

after dat we went for service....woooooo shiok man.......i mean i can feel the difference in the aircon lol......although it didnt really bother me much dat the sanctuary was quite hot for at least a month lol........i didnt even fan myself during dat period lol........today quite thankful lol cos the aircon so cold it keeps me awake and listening to the msg lol..........i actually starting to like pastor quek's messages lol cos somehow i know he cares about the youths, he wants to talk to them but cos of administration he has to go thru serene or elder reggie, uncle peter or sumtin like dat la....but i personally think he really cares.......

hmm one thing i learnt is dat when we go to worship God, we should be having a glimpse of heaven...pardon me la i cant remember much la........tired and all, even if u ask me straight after the service i cant remember ready haha...tired la.....how hard to concentrate man, i tried my best lol.....but at least i stayed awake and actually listened to the message lol.......its stored sumwhere in my sub conscious lol so i will remember it when there is a need for it lol.........

oh yeah after service we had a combined yd lunch........today 8 of us could make it........BOSS, andrew, lucas, ryan (uncle michael's son), christopher wu (aunty lily's son), joyce, mabel and myself.........shiok siah we managed to get one table then 8 of us around it like conference like dat haha......before us there was this uncle lol......haha he sat at the 'head' of the table and we had to wait for him to finish eating his desert then we could hav dat last space free......one kind of lao da man.....haha andrew treated me lunch today haha cos he didnt come for lunch the last time as well as leaving me alone for beginners on the same day cos of his priscilla haha....anyway thanks andrew, appreciate it though ;) .....we had a good time of chatting, joking, laughing and all haha i really like lunches like this haha........oh yeah and most importantly we got abit closer to one another lol haha..........

after dat,andrew, titus and lucas each left for their individual things they had to attend haha........we actually wanted to go to the new library in bishan to look see haha.....me and chris being the onli ones dat didnt really need to study haha.........(chris is going in ns soon, 12sept even though he's one year younger, he studied in uk, finish a levels ready haha).....but end up there's more things to thanks God for haha.......i went downstairs and i met my brother and family shopping haha, i jus looked around for a short while then like they all jus disappeared after awhile haha.....anyway i spotted a super nice "F men" brand long sleeve polo tee, super nice and its green colour haha......guess wad ? the price is like $5 LOL.......so cheap and good, very nice material summore lol...........buy ready i quite happy lol.....my dad paid for it haha.......he gave me $10 and got balance $5 haha so i told him i wanted to buy an extra pair of slippers, rubber wann, not like my current cloth wann haha..........he agreed haha good! i was planning to buy the $5 one pair one from hang ten i think........haha but when i went there the prices mayb cheap but the design is like shit la.......before dat i had gone into muji and say very nice slippers for sale about $9 i guess haha.......they got black and white or black and transparent *(feet holding thing), green backing and white * as well as a brown backing one with white or transparent * i cant remember ready.......so happy........i went back into muji and made e purchase after choosing the best size for me haha....very nice man.......after dat i bought 2 cans of peppermint green tea, super nice man.....

haha very Very VERY satisfied as i walked back to church, still holding both the bags with the polo tee and the slippers in my hands.........the slippers seem like very nice, ask julia heheh......after dat i saw quite a few people in on of the bigger rooms in bgst there.......poor charles was trying so hard to study la.....i think everyone else was jus playing guitar or jus talking lol.....nicole looks different today, her hair style.......actually i pity her sumtimes lol, she like doesnt seem to fit in well here at bishan and doesnt seem to fit it well at gardens as well, i dunno if this is the case im jus guessing la........but then again i dun really know if she has any good frens at either side so im quite unable to comment lol......

after dat i went for frisbee......i dunno how they all planned and all la, end up i took cab with terence, rachel liew, zachary...........i dunno how dat happened leh......i was supposed to take bus or sumtin with marcus......sorry marcus haha.........luckily he managed to take cab with andrew fu and seb lol........well we were throwing frisbee around and all before we started the game but after dat i found as if my legs were quuite stone during the game lol.........like can hardly run lol......then after running here and there from the game and all, the rest started coming slowly here and there, in drifts, haha and by the time the WHOLE bunch of us started a game was about 530pm lol, julia ur rite lol they always start at 530pm haha......

after dat rachel, daryl, linus and i got a lift from andrew, one of the (random) people dat come for frisbee haha.......but its quite nice of him cos we really hardly know him la.........actually he stays quite near the church lol.....he say he stay near the community centre there, near the basketball court there, i somehow noe where it is la........oh yeah did i mention i managed to squeeze my jeans, 2 shirts, 2 pairs of shoes plus my bible all dat into my victorinox bag? hahaha.....shiok siah....sucha good buy lol............wads even betta is dat i managed to squeeze 2 pairs of shoes into ONE shoe bag haha, dat one best lol.......

i thank God for His provision of transport to uncle phillip's wake.........i managed to get a lift from the church van driven by uncle samuel, joel's father together with joel..........then also daryl they all stay back to wait for cheng hui cos he last minute say he's going for the wake.......they all wanted to take cab wann cos 4 ppl jus nice lol, but end up serene's father fetched them there also.....so nice of him.....and its also really God's provision.........

i dunno y i jus couldnt bring myself to laugh or smile with my teeth showing to the people around......i gave everyone i knew and met a kinda lop-sided kinda smile haha......i dunno how ppl can still smile or laugh with their teeth showing when someone has jus died lol.......ok la not so kua zhang la........it was solemn la but some ppl told abit of jokes during their (i forgotten dat word, i think its start with D wann haha) of him.........almost all ppl laughed then but i couldnt laugh or smile with my teeth showing.......ok la i dunno uncle phillip dat well but i think me myself its supposed to be a solemn thing so i didnt laugh or anything there........mayb i shouldnt try and judge others based on whether they laughed or cried........some ppl did (aside from the family members), i dunno oso whether they were dat close to uncle phillip, but then again things i dunno i dun anyhow guess la......

after dat a bunch of us went for dinner at some nearby zhi cha stall behind the multi-purpose hall and daniel and daryl yap cracked super lame jokes la......and they also cracked some rather funny jokes 'from the bible', all in the name of fun, not meaning anything la.......super funny la haha......i cant believe myself, i actually laughed after sumone's wake lol.......i dunno if its wrong but sumhow i feel the slightest bit of remorse lol.....or mayb its jus nuttin.....i mean i never attended anyone else's wake except my 2 deceased grandmas la, what to do or expect i oso dunno.........feels different from u actually attending a funeral wake of ur own relative, esp a close wann.....for one u wont feel so intense about the lost if ur not dat close to him or her (ok like duh, i guess dat didnt need to be said btu oh wells......).........dats all i wana say for now i think my post is long enough haha.....i thot about quite abit of things jus sitting there after the wake, waiting to go for dinner haha but i wont mention la, afterall its not anything sad i guess.....good nite......cs a few rounds? hahaha

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