finally got it done

well i finally redeemed the h20 sports bag at town there dat area after painstakingly collecting like 14 1.5 litre labels....and after dat i went to peace centre to collect my guitar strings..they give me new type of strings lol....i hav e impression dat dis one is the betta kind....okayy lol, i jus take la....anyway i cant really recall wad i wanna post about ready.....

oh yeah i spent quite long last nite trying to get some "thing" outta the corner of my eye.....siao man....i tried using a pin.....and even a nail clipper to get the whole thing out la....it was painful but i bear with it la...i try so long and it even bleed once or twice....damn scared la....i scared i accidently pierce my eyeball or sumtin then i go partially blind lol scary...end up i spend so long and so late into the nite ready then i still haven ghotten it entirely out lol....mayb i'll try again next time when im not so tired...im quite tired now even while im typing this post.....i leaving the house for a.g. later so yeah dats all for now, gotta go get ready...bye

105/1

well i lost

yeah i lost the "bet" between mayboo and i.....spain lost to france 3 - 1......so yeah after dis post im going to read and tag her blog lol.....oh yeah in case ur wondering, brazil beat ghana 3 - 0....good stuff....spain should hav attacked more la, they had the majority posession la....lousy man, luckily i dun really support them....N thiery henry keep on kenna offside........aiyo arsenal player la dats y...haiz he got like 6 or 7 offsides la...crazy fella....too desperate to score ah? well at dis time, 542am, i am going to sleep soon until later 1300hrs shiok man at least i got 8 hours man.......haha i tampered with my bicycle jus now at 2 plus am outside my house.......i absolutely tore a part off the bike literally but besides it being manual to change the gear, its betta than before......can ride quite fast lol, shiok.....oh yeah and i learnt how to mount a curb without ramming into it, i kept on trying it on my way home n wad nots haha, more or less can ready but i jus dunno how to do it for the back of the bike yet......haha okayy time to tag mayboo's blog........

104/2

brazil won again

wad a suprise eh? their the expected champions.....no matter wads the score i still support brazil, they play very well....i must say ghana did put up abit of fight but if onli they had brushed up on shooting on target then mayb then might hav won la.....one uncle said the goal post had to be moved so that they could score a goal LOL...so jialat........i think dat tho brazil played well today, i think their passes were not as accurate as the japan match......dat was ownage lol.....either they didnt pass properly or the ghana defenders noe how to run to try and intercept the ball.....well ghana is out ready.......one more step towards world cup glory for brazil.....hmm they said all 3 goals, the brazillians seemed to be offside, i cant really tell leh......if it were me i'd say they were onside and the goals scored were well worth it......and dis is not coming from my biased viewpoint, its wad i think is fair..........i dun hav much else to say about the game so yeah dats all......the onli thing i didnt like was sitting next to a few "chimneys"...like every few minutes they hav white smoke coming outta their mouth......luckily in sec skool i got used to breathing in 2nd hand smoke.....(i puffed one whole cigeratte's worth of 2nd hand smoke last time while plaing carrom with a friend at the mama shop while another friend smoked....my lungs hurt abit at dat time but now its ok ready, used to it ready.....good thing i can clear my system of all dat smoke and bad stuff by exercising or exerting myself haha....) damn funny got alot of banghras watching the match then if any team nearly score a goal they will blabber fast in their tamil tongue lol super funny la......

well i cant really decide whether or not to watch the france vs spain match lol....not dat it really means much to me lol......but yeah im thinking of watching because i made a deal with mayboo dat whichever team loses the match, the person representing the team will havta read and tag the other person's blog......so fun and harmless at the same time...oh ya in this case im supporting spain lol.....no diff to me oso......should i, should i not? ok la i check my schedule for later then decide la........im already lacking of my precious sleep ready.........i've decided to go watch la....not much harm wad....anyway my bike is parked outside my house.....haha i'll publish the scores later =)

104/1

im super tired.....

well yeah as almost always the titles suggests wad im feeling now....the past few days were quite killer to me....sleep late (or rather early in the morning) ....crazy mann.....well im ending my holiday soon, when monday comes it will be a new term dat i hav lotsa stuff to do......haiz....the coding and stuff.....

this morning i went to jurong east lol! walao i went there to get an mp3 player (ya i hav one ready but i'm thinking of giving mine to my dad and getting a zen neon for $189).....ya i wanted to get dat for $189 6gb...unbelievable yeah? but it was onli for like the first 20 customers so well yeah ppl queued from like overnite i heard from my fren who went yesterday.....well i didnt get to get the zen neon at dat price but i was very gian la...i go all the way to jurong east i wasnt about to settle for jus another muvo2fm which is my current model by the way....i thot it was no use.....so i decided to buy a 6gb zen neon for like $316 after member discounts lol so exx and my heart pain but it was worth it i think.....summore my father will pay back some money....so not so bad i pay onli about a hundred plus la okayy la not so bad....

soon i will get transfer all my songs into my new zen neon which has alot of features and nice stuff dat came with it lol....like the earphones, the pouch and the cable is super long everything....aiya enough la im very tired niow....after i bathe im going to sleep straightaway...hopefully i can wake up to be earkly for yd...haiz madness....

too tired to think ready.....anyway i think i accidently deleted the bottom portion of my old template (thus the new template and all)...ppl who read this please tag at my tag board or sumtin for me to link u again....sorry for the inconvenience, not i want oso....

oh yeah da sao are u ok? sorry i was busy with my blog stuff jus now....sorry i couldnt talk to u.....good nite everyone ;)

103/1

well worth the time spent awake

wow i am one kind of crazy la.......yesterday i onli slept at like 8am! and today im not sleeping until the time now which is about 545am.......WOOOOO........i jus watched the brazil versus japan match live telecast from one of the coffee shops near my home (LOL) on a samsung lcd flat screen tv LoL.....woah absolutely thrilling mann........the final scoreline was brazil thrashing japan 4 - 1 woohooo so shiok to watch esp if its the team u support......their passing was super nice and an especially abundance of great teamwork! thrilling to watch man!!! the brazillian pace was jus stunning...u noe they are going to score quite a few (they could hav scored quite a few more if some ppl jus went for it but they seemed abit relaxed lol)

well i enjoyed watching the match until the last 10 mins of the game......the owner of the tv and presumably the drinks stall owner switched to the croatia vs australia match......eh lousy la so boring.....i saw like 3 ppl (2 croatians and 1 australian) get sent off and i think one croatian guy had like 3 yellow cards la......is dat possible? i dun really noe.....mayb i heard the commentator wrongly.....its like so obvious the owner doesnt noe much about football, so obvious he changed to the australia croatia match cos he betted on it.....any other lover of the game would hav stuck to brazil and check score for croatia later but NO, even watch the highlights for croatia la.....lousy....

haha roberto carlos didnt play today......walao his calf muscles are like one kind of huge la.....no matter how good the keeper would be scared of his penalties or any other kick la.......he was quite funny today.....he was jus sitting at the side of the field shaking his oh so big calves....hard to describe la.....oh well im off to sleep now.....siao rite but yeah happy then can ready good nite and good morning

102/2

email cash pro

well im quite tired of putting dat email cash pro website as a personal message (not to mention its ugly) so im jus putting it as a link on my blog for whoever wants to look and sign up la....whatever.....okayy, my fren asked me to join and stuff, both of us dunno much about it la.....im like under him now, if u all sign up it'll be under me etc.....

ok here's how it goes....basically this is a system dat works when they pay u to read emails dat are sent to u about 2 or 3 times a week....i dunno how much they pay u per email but u get paid la......i guess the ppl would mail u the cheque so i had to provide my home address.....

well here's the address lol....if u wanna sign up or read their terms or anything, feel free to do so....i dun mind at all, nor do i care much lol -- http://www.emailcashpro.com/?r=lancekiller

102/1

101 dalmations

well the title has no link absolutely to this post at all but since its my 101st post hence the name LOL......

hmm my group members haven called me to meet at all this week......i wonder when they will be meeting to do project......i dunno if this is a good sign or not....i really hope its not on friday if not i cannot play frisbee =( well if its not friday and its not later, dun tell me after skool reopen then start ah? well i dunno la......i dun wanna think about it la......leave it up to God


oh ya i wanna blog about the germany and ecuador match though its outdated........i watched it on some starhub preview channel lol live summore...super nice la......im super disappointed with ecuador la...as my brother and i said, they like need some adam khoo talk to let them noe dat they can so easily breach the german defence and score some goals (by the way its very lousy la....if any team like brasil (duh they are the best team around wad) or any other decent team can easily trash the german team lol).......they were jus playing like possession of the ball la and i must say their tackling is chao pro......they jus get the job done and the player getting tackled most of the time doesnt fall down lol super nice.....lousy germans....like dat oso can win 3 - 0......undeserved i tell u....ecuador should and could hav easily tried harder....waste my hope on them winning even though i noe germany will win.....


okayy i stayed up yesterday until about the time when the england sweden match ended.....i tried watching online la....and its super lousy i think in all of the full 90 mins i onlin watched at most 10 mins of the game cos i watched at this online (chinese) website with the commentators in chinese saying english names like "beckahamu, lamparduh".....super funny la......lousy chinese website, most of the time it was buffering la.....so irritating i didnt even see the goals and stuff, oh wells normally oso like dat y am i complaining LOL, i dun hav SCV oso wad....but i onli noe they all super rough and fierce play and not to mention accurate fast passes......well after dat i was happy to jus receive the final scores for the england sweden and the trinidad and tobago & paraguay match results from fifa lol....waste my precious sleeping time....


i watched the portugal versus mexico match jus now on the same starhub preview channel.....super happy can get to watch a live match for free......i think when there if the next brazil match i will go to the coffee shop to watch even if it is at 3am lol.....i support brazil all the way! haha oh ya about the match today.....both teams played well though i think if not for some mexican guy named bravo if he didnt play rugby so much (over the bar means goal).....i mean he missed like 2 goal scoring opportunities.......a PENALTY! how can u miss dat? and another shot with onli the keeper to beat! then he blew both by playing rugby......lousy any other striker would hav put mexico at least 2 goals up......if the 2 goals were scored, dat would mean dat mexico could hav won portugal la....the final score was 2 - 1 to portugal........i hope to see mexico in top 16 cos they run very fast and they're experienced and all.....


hmm i cant remember wad else i wanted to post about oh ya thanks sam for telling me wad 1 corinthians 13 : 5 means "...Love seeketh not its own...." sam said it means to think about others
instead of thinking of urself all the time......hmm quite a thot.....okayy i playing yahoo pool now so dats all for now haha

101/1

post postage

haha for want of a betta name for this post....dun care la jus anyhow name la...well i hav a nickname now, given to me by my dear associate, mayboo....LOL if u hav my msn u can see......its danlee....i keep forgetting there's no space.....used to pressing space buttons......anyway thanks mayboo........

y am i posting today ah? oh yeah because i'm quite sick of reading documentation (which is my research by the way)........i onli read like 3 tutorials and i was like super distracted with lotsa things today....like watching tv.......i watched the 2nd part of L O T R quite fun to watch tv.....i watched a lil bit of desperate housewives, i think their storyline is super scandalous la and its seriously overrated.....i oso watched scrubs which can be near my favorite show lol cos its always super funny la.....after dat i watched frasier which is another funny show as well, though for frasier u havta listen to wad they say and get it for some parts to be funny....scrubs is jus funny confrim everyone noe wann........

oh yeah my mum found my 97 childrens camp camper! dat sure brings back many memories though i cant find anything in the memory of mine to even remind me who are ppl like alina chua, janice, sharon tan (not terence's sister), edmund quek etc.......no idea at all la........and one big suprise was alethia was in my games or workshop group! i hav no recollection whatsoever......im like we knew each other then?? i thot i onli knew of the psychotic sheep after i stepped into yf......lol...no wonder alethia said she remembers us playing together when we were young as in with mayboo oso but my head has been so loaded of thots of the present dat i dun even have the slightest form of recollection......i remember jie jie samantha solely because i remember dat year every camper was given a notebook.....i have her address and home number she wrote down for me with er nice handwriting(which i never called until now lol, dunno if its still valid or not....) hmm where in the world is she now? i noe she moved from bishan to another church but i dunno where she may even be overseas or married with kids now i dunno, i oso wonder how old is she now lol hahaha.......i remember a few names and i was like eh? i grew up with some ppl i noe now and i didnt even noe it? lol

well too many things dat im thinking about lol, jus too many to name out even but im thankful God knows every one of them so well........things like "it would be nice to act cooooll, myyyy precioussssss, forget aboutttt itttttt then master willll be happierrrrrrr and less hurtttt" (sorry im jus putting it in the little golum words, i tend to be crazy sometimes)

dats all for now i guess, FEAR download at 30%!

100/1

finally completed it!!

woah after like 12 hours i finally finished it! i finished my drawing like finally! woah and boy after 12 hours or so of hardwork put into in, it sure looked good! well dun take it jus from me i might be biased, my fren and my parents (my mom) said it looked good and she said it had alot of details....dat was almost all i needed, i feel so much sense of satisfaction mann.....

well i was satisfied the whole day la.....i did my drawing at boat quay there like i did on tuesday.....early in the morning these bunch of 4 -6 year old little kids (probably on some skool fieldtrip) came to visit me.....they are so adorable and innocent in a sense......i didnt start on my work until like probably half an hour after 11? i dunno, i couldnt bear to jus ignore them and all so i entertained them....telling them about wad im drawing and everything its jus so nice....the little kids were from MMI (some raffles skool i was told by one of the little boys....).......they were damn cute la, they were like calling me uncle lol....haha like "uncle why this......uncle why that" so adorable......there were about 20, mayb 30 odd little kids crowding around me but they had like i think 5 teachers to look after them....LOL...


"uncle i saw a spider web...." "oh iszit? where did u see dat?" .... "uncle wad u drawing?" "i'm drawing dat building over there see? ..." lol it was so fun and entertaining jus to entertain them....it really made my day...end up they all left and their teacher told them its not uncle its kor kor......so they all went like thank you kor kor......bye bye.....they cross the bridge still waving and screaming "bye bye" as much as their tiny lungs can muster haha......its so sweet la...

the downpoint of the day is it began to rain shortly after the little children left.....mayb its their influence haha joking la, cant be.....anyway i went to meet my teacher at the bird statue.....stay and talk awhile and then went back to my spot to draw again but it rained abit on and off....so yes the cardboard of my drawing block got wet but i managed to draw alot more when the drizzling stopped...Thank God it stopped, i asked God to hold the rain and all but i dun think it was by any of my effort dat it didnt rain and all, it was God who wanted to stop the rain...Thank You Lord..... ;)

after it rained, some bird shit on my hand (Thank God again it was not on my head or anywhere else unwanted) and after wiping it off with tissue, i went to the fullerton hotel toilet to wash my hand lol....their toilet is like so posh la.....lol glass bowl basin and everything....

i spent like dunno how long stooping down in a sitting position, trying to get my drawing done well and done right.....lol.....my back was like so suan after awhile lol.....had to get up to stretch so many times.....jus cracking the back is so shiok esp when ur suan......(oh yah christyl *is there a y?* is still supposed to crack my back....haven asked her again tho haha)....oh yeah i really got such a sense of achievement when ppl walking by (jus any passer-by) stop and look at ur drawing woohoo i love dat feeling, even though i was hard at work alot of the time....shiok mann....its like u sorta noe ur producing something teriffic...wait does this sound erhm ego? well its not, i jus dunno how to describe it properly.....

woah looks like i'm not going to stop until i'm done, it will be quite long....

after using my ic as a ruler for awhile i finally borrowed a ruler from some1 who sorta seemed like he finished his sketches ready (talking on the phone summore)......i forgot to bring a ruler on tues and today i forgot to bring again....then i had to borrow again....smart eh me? all the nitty grity took alot outta me but i did it and i love the outcome too even though its not like perfectly proportioned or anything....either my teacher really means its good when i was in the intermediate stages of completing it or she really noe how to bluff my backside upside down cso i somehow believe her LMAO........

well i was supposed to meet jerry after drawing for dinner.......but he dun even hav the time for dinner......anyway i went for dinner and my fren acompanied me even tho she didnt eat much.....quite nice of her, she accompany me cos she didnt want me to be like so sad (for want of a betta word to describe "ke lian") like dat, eat alone though i told her dat i really hav goten used to it......interesting i was able to put in abit about church stuff and all into the conversation (God's work again, i onli prayed dat He would grant methe opportunity to share)......oh yeah did i mention dinner was soooooo great again? i ate beef noodles at the basement of cliffort centre again! and since the aunty there recognised me from tuesday, she gave me discount given to those with the member card even though i didnt hav it today...

woah the day gets nicer.....and this is a long enough post already....sorry about it jus felt like sharing.......after dinner i met jerry at the victoria theatre......i bought a Tee from him, some singapore arts festival one ok la not bad, i dunno if its good of not but im trusting u, jerry.....haha super funny la the way jerry and his frens approach ppl to try to make a sale oops haha.....

well finally dats all for the nite....fear download at 18% o_O


99/1

a short post....really

is it a coincedence dat i've been posting everyday these days? i cant answer dat jus feel like posting esp at home.....well i slacked my day away not doing anything constructive at all except play yahoo pool and chat with frens online so nuttin much to talk about.......

mayboo we are so much more common than we realise lol....nice talking to u...help me think of a suitable nickname.....u can ask alethia or sumtin haha

oh yeah to the ppl who msged me today thanks but im sorry im onli going to reply them later jus before i got to sleep

sian FEAR is downloading damn slowly but considered very good ready la.....its like 12.6% onli now.....

98/1

its a rather happy day

y do i say rather? cos i cannot say i really enjoyed myself, and cannot say i totally enjoyed myself today.......i went to skool today and supposed to play badminton with my friend la....that NOOB didnt even bring spare change since i felt wierd playing with his friends which i dunno at all, end up i didnt play....sian if he dun wanna play tell me earlier la.....end up i played cs (woohoo) and abit of yahoo pool until about 530pm where i showered at design skool the toilet, they got shower cubicles la how cool is dat......then it was about the time when i had to go off to some syfc (singapore youth for christ) tp christian gathering so i left skool on my bike......

y did i go there? seriously i dun really noe y.....but jus go lol......although i didnt really feel i belonged there........(well i dun fit in very well at most places so it doesnt mater, most! there are of course some places where i'm comfortable and all...depends on e setting and e ppl oso la....) well the fact is i went, felt abit wierd and all but oh wells who ask me to go......i enjoyed myself abit betta than usual even though i didnt noe many ppl well (heyy i didnt noe all of them well i can say oops).....but it was nice to jus meet up with the christians in tp whom i haven seen for a long time and vice versa.......we had dinner and i talked abit to the ppl i haven seen for awhile and after dat there was an exhortation which i thot was rather good....yeah then after dat i cycled home......i bought sweets on the way home too! haha

well 1st thing after i got home the mormon who spoke to me yesterday i think called me......he's beginning to sound abit oppressive and like clinging to my back like dat.....one day onli expect me to read his what the crap tract he gave me immediately....its like i haven even had the disicipline to read the bible every day aside from QT and all......but u get was i mean la....like its the most important thing like dat....i regret giving him my number and letting him waste my time when i should hav been drawing even tho it was onli 10, 20 mins mayb? i dunno i didnt go and take note......the next time he calls i'm going to tell him (probably nicely) to bug off....stop wasting my time stuff like dat..........

random
1) alethia, if u stayed longer online i might hav told u sumtin but oh wells cannot be helped u hav class tml and everything....its ok can always tell u next time (when i remember haha)
2) i should stop playing with my thots and feelings like their some toy.....presenting things that may or may not exist! i should stop! i should trust God more!
3) i'm downloading the game F.E.A.R. its nicely scary to play but its taking so long to download finish......let me see its onli 4.2 percent done and i left my internet on the whole day i think! walao a few Gb of files la.....sian slowly wait la.....

guess dats all for the nite or morning

97/1

6 hrs and i cannot finish ONE drawing

hmm actually i dun hav the mood to post today (meaning the tuesday that has come and gone by now) but i shall jus post another short one........well i went for my outdoor lesson walao its super discouraging man when u keep trying and trying, then after a very long while then u finally get it (if u dun get it its obviously worse la)....today the class was from 11am to 5pm....i spent 6 hours trying to draw the "architecture" of some scene at boat quay there.....sian man....6 hrs gone by so fast with me onli drawing the railing and the brick 'wall' from my viewpoint in dat time.......during the 6 hours i had some interesting adventures.....

first some korean guy with the surname LEE came and asked me to take photo for him and his spouse or girl friend probably....which i did, i took about 2......then he even took a photo with me, for remembrance....i wonder wads there to remember hahaha oh wells i dun care anyway........

here comes the more interesting part of my day........i was jus sitting there trying to figure out how to draw my stuff when i looked up and noticed 2 guys with name tags.....wad drew my attention was that they were carrying some Jesus photo or wad they think is Jesus by the way.....i was thinking to myself hmm dis cannot be rite, then i saw their name tags, some elder (...) and i saw the church name, it was sumtin like church of singapore, church of the latter day saints, i straightaway thot of jehovah witness or sumtin like dat........and true enough before i could realise much the 2 guys were sitting on each side of me commenting on my drawing then finally leading to telling me they were mormons (sounds like some digimon now oops).....one was an american and the other and iraqi (or so the other guy said) (wee i never seen a real iraqi before hahaha).....the american talked to me like damn long la.....he told me a long (bull?) story about some "prophet?" name joseph smith (who translated the mormon book) and some other stuff like there's a real life prophet alive now.....nuttin much got in, i had enuf stuff to think about.....anyway dat mormon gave me some tract and he got my hp number and more or less the area where i stay.....i hope he doesnt like prank call me all the time.....he sorta made me promise dat i read his tract thing so i guess i will (i keep my word in case u dunno by now) but i didnt say when....mayb when i'm more free......how i wished i knew the bible more entirely and betta then mayb i could hav given more concrete answers from the bible to support my faith....but i did present abit of stuff dat stumped the american a few times.....well i havta give them credit for being quite friendly, i guess more friendly than wad normal ppl would be when their evangelizing (well at least dat applies for me, i'm quite shy wann haha).......well in any sense i thank God that my faith in Him has not been shaken very much.....mayb i will go and read the tract and (as that american said, pray about it and ask the Father to reveal it to me thru the Holy Ghost or sumtin.....i wonder if dat was misused outta context or not)

well hmm its seems this is not a short post after all........but i really thank my freehad drawing teacher (again)......as i mentioned before, she is quite encouraging.....when i wanted to give up on details ready she walked over (at jus the rite time and said good work or very good (aiya sumtin like dat la) haha).......the gruelling 6 hours of outdoor lesson was finally over and i went to eat my lunch cum half dinner alone......woohooo the beeef set with rice at the basement of cliffort centre ROCKS!! nice man...aiya i havta go back on friday again to complete my sketches........by the way i didnt mention dat i havta do at least 2 sketches, one on architectural and another on nature, and if possible yet another one on human potraits.....super hard mann the last one.......oh wells anyway i'll jus walk one step count one step la.....hahaha

dats all for now, i want to cut my hair.....so hot...anyways good nite all and those at church camp adn wherever not enjoy urselves hahaha

96/1

a post at home, finally!

woah i am going to type a short post in the comfort of my own home!! haha finally i have internet and everything working at my home comm, sound internet everything!! YAYY! haha.....quiet sian for the last 2 or 3 days....cos the comm was down for some unknown stuff for awhile then i reloaded the windows and stuff and everything was okayy after dat.....i really thank God for helping my comm to be okay again....wow even typing a short post at home feels so good hahaha

95/1

wireless?

haha firstly thanks so much to joanne lee (or ding) ....she is really nice to lend me her laptop today....she specially brought it for me today....so im really thankful.....jus now i met her at the campsite and i finished an assignment and sent it to my group mates using wireless woohoo....its amazing how many ppl dun hav any security for their wireless stuff lol......jus now i jus stood outside elyssa's house and i happened to find a few unsecured wireless networks so i jus connected to one and i checked my mail and my blog there lol.....didnt do much today at children's camp but it sure feels more bonded to jus random ppl as well as ppl im close to......dunno y leh....oh yeah since i borrowed joanne's laptop home to find for wireless networks, therefore im posting this short post now......(i tried all nite trying to get a good wireless signal in my room la....and at about 1 sumtin i walk out to my living room and try and wahlla! O_o if i had known earlier i could hav slept earlier)

random stuff
1) alethia was so tired today la....everywhere sleep
2) oh yeah sandra i relinked u ready
3) those eyes and the face tell me too much i dun wanna noe
4) i cant believe it i actually talked more to sum1 today than normal times lol
5) julia and jasmine look so cute with their new hair cuts haha
6) i'm beginning to love jamming even tho i'm not dat good at the guitar yet


94/1

lost?

haha as usual been feeling lost.....for abit at least.....i jus finish class now.....i cant even tell wad i'm supposed to do now la......wondering wad i should do before i get home.....i noe i shoulnt be playing games so im not playing......not preparing for term tests cos even tho its next week cos i noe i will hav enuf time cos its onli one subject......i finish and passed up my 3rd draft! of my comm skills (damn sian i changed it twice after my teacher said some parts of it were not acceptable, then after this final change i couldnt get my teacher to vet anymore so i jus passed it up la haiz.....i did my best la jus trust God for the results......)....if i go home now i could go and play guitar, draw stuff for my freehand drawing, read the bible and stuff like dat.....*sorry for the rambling.......i'm not myself lately, i'm jus trying to find sumtin to do, its like there's so many complicated stuff going on in my head, not to mention i'm tired.....hope my mp3 player can work with the firmware download......(mumble mumble mumble)*

will running away help? most probably not...........i guess i'll jus go home n sleep......bye for now

93/1

y does it havta be so hard?

haha its freezing in my mp lab so i will make a quick post then i will go home.....my fingers are freezing up la.......(in case u dunno in an aircon room, my fingers get cold the fastest).....i guess my body does not feel cold cos i'm wearing clothes duh! wow dats a suprise!

i finished my freehand drawing quite awhile ready.....today's one was hard lol.....i was getting discouraged at the amounts of time i spent trying to perfect jus a simple sketch argh! after that the teacher (i shall refer to her as shervon from now on) jus told me that any work i submit she said she would count it as nice and wonderful, no matter how we felt it looked (cos we were the first ones to see our drawings all dat then we're more critical all dat...quite true ah)......i still find freehand drawing very hard....but i should put in more heart into my drawing....(yeah like my blood is not enough haha)

haiz another thing that is hard.......y am i able to feeel it doesnt matter and yet i noe that God would probably want me to resolve it with His child? its hard to explain in words......its like i can choose to forget about it, but i'm sure dat is not wad God wants me to do....i should try to resolve it....but y am i (eventually going to) wanting to resolve it? iszit because i would like to be good frens (or get it going again?) or jus my christian responsibility? i'm thinking, will it last even if i lets say decide that i want to keep (and get the frendship going again) a close fren? will it jus be another deja vu? hmm i really havta talk to ppl to clear out my thots......

ok huay jia le..... ;)

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it was a blast

haha finally i manage to go to the gym today...........been feeling really deprived of my workout for quite awhile.....the 3 or 4 weeks since skool reopened, i haven gone to the gym ready.......today jus going to the gym and looking at myself being able to lift those weights was such a great feeling lol......i had a good time blasting my body again......shiok......okayy i gotta get back to doing my research then after dat i would havta do up my journal which is due tml at 9am.......

random stuff :
1) i was watching some st hildas girls practising spiking volleyball, i think they were lower sec by the looks of it, some spiked quite nicely without much effort and of course some not as good....but i guess they still can go n improve la.....

2) oh yeah cheng hui, if ur reading this, i haven talked to you in awhile.....and i also haven seen u around in yf and church.....are u okayy? i'm quite concerned about how your doing.....hope everything is ok and ur walk with Our Heavenly Father is going well yeah....please let me noe when u read this......;)

3) oh yeah and da sao YES i did go to the gym! picture dat when we ever get the chance to go gym together haha

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