y do i say rather? cos i cannot say i really enjoyed myself, and cannot say i totally enjoyed myself today.......i went to skool today and supposed to play badminton with my friend la....that NOOB didnt even bring spare change since i felt wierd playing with his friends which i dunno at all, end up i didnt play....sian if he dun wanna play tell me earlier la.....end up i played cs (woohoo) and abit of yahoo pool until about 530pm where i showered at design skool the toilet, they got shower cubicles la how cool is dat......then it was about the time when i had to go off to some syfc (singapore youth for christ) tp christian gathering so i left skool on my bike......
y did i go there? seriously i dun really noe y.....but jus go lol......although i didnt really feel i belonged there........(well i dun fit in very well at most places so it doesnt mater, most! there are of course some places where i'm comfortable and all...depends on e setting and e ppl oso la....) well the fact is i went, felt abit wierd and all but oh wells who ask me to go......i enjoyed myself abit betta than usual even though i didnt noe many ppl well (heyy i didnt noe all of them well i can say oops).....but it was nice to jus meet up with the christians in tp whom i haven seen for a long time and vice versa.......we had dinner and i talked abit to the ppl i haven seen for awhile and after dat there was an exhortation which i thot was rather good....yeah then after dat i cycled home......i bought sweets on the way home too! haha
well 1st thing after i got home the mormon who spoke to me yesterday i think called me......he's beginning to sound abit oppressive and like clinging to my back like dat.....one day onli expect me to read his what the crap tract he gave me immediately....its like i haven even had the disicipline to read the bible every day aside from QT and all......but u get was i mean la....like its the most important thing like dat....i regret giving him my number and letting him waste my time when i should hav been drawing even tho it was onli 10, 20 mins mayb? i dunno i didnt go and take note......the next time he calls i'm going to tell him (probably nicely) to bug off....stop wasting my time stuff like dat..........
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1) alethia, if u stayed longer online i might hav told u sumtin but oh wells cannot be helped u hav class tml and everything....its ok can always tell u next time (when i remember haha)
2) i should stop playing with my thots and feelings like their some toy.....presenting things that may or may not exist! i should stop! i should trust God more!
3) i'm downloading the game F.E.A.R. its nicely scary to play but its taking so long to download finish......let me see its onli 4.2 percent done and i left my internet on the whole day i think! walao a few Gb of files la.....sian slowly wait la.....
guess dats all for the nite or morning
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