18/2 about my results

haha i actualli got my results before e celebration.....quite a timely suprise....well e lowest grade i gottt was a C+ which i gott for computing maths, java, n some database stuff.....i gotta B for some computer hardware subject n communication skills(O.o lame i noe).....yeah i gotta B+ 4 psychology...quite happy.....my parents happier haha...thank God for my results....

18/1 about andrew's birthday celebration....

well im actualli tagging about my irritating brother(who can b nice at times) but many atimes he's a monster when he decides 2 throw his lousy attitude around....hmm more like a monster doll la...so lite i can throw him around e house anytime(like a dolly)...but i practise abit more self constraint if not my brother would hav been 6 ft under long ago....well yeah i noe i shouldnt be so violent but wad 2 do? my dad's like dat wad....n my sec skool oso about like dat so yeah....but God is good, he constrains me from hurting others(most of e time) with my strength.....oh yeah enuf about my violence n all (oh wells think wad u wann la....)

For Everything else there's master card
im actualli tagging about andrew's bdae celebration which was 2 days ago...it was a crazy day la....i didnt go yf 4 mayb one of e few times? e day started at 12pm....we went bowling with a family fren(who simply wouldnt let ur pay 4 anything cos it was at her club n all payments were made thru masters)o.O can u imagine 4 ppl, each one 1 lane leh....how often do u get dat? each of us bowled like 2 rounds each.....john n i bowled super fast la....long time since i bowled(or i jus dunno how la...)anihow play...."wash e drain" a few times.....

after dat we had lunch...nice beef jus love it(seems 2 be my fav meat now..).......then we sumhow or rather all ended up at e playground cuz of andrew...there was this equilibrium thing dat was supposed 2 spin round n round when u got it rite......jon n andrew were hooked there....had 2 shout 4 john 2 go play pool....he wanted 2 play in e 1st place....so slow summore.....
after dat we ended up playing billiards....super long la....wa lao.....but it was fun...initially we didnt even noe how 2 arrange e coloured balls all dat....not bad eh? john n i cleared e table in about an hour leh.....according 2 e game keeper, pros cleared e table in about n hour....amateurs clear it within 3 hrs lke dat.....woah it feels good.....we then played pool....suddenly i felt like so tall,every ball oso can reach....not 2 mention more accurate haha....we played like $2 for 4 games haha...cos we didnt push in e slot all e way or sumtin....actuallli supposed 2 onli be $1 per game...had a great time.....

after pool, we jumped into a real pool....swam 4 awhile.....then onto dinner with our klang gang cousins n family frens dat came all e way from penang jus 2 celebrate....of course there were sum family frens dat had birthdays around e same day as andrew n all..wah i saw e menu they chose.....its like super exxxxxxxx!!!! its like $688 for 10 ppl!! wa lao.....never ate sucha expensive dinner b4......lol....almost every1 drank red wine, even my mom n dad!! didnt noe.....john, andrew n i sipped abit but we didnt like e taste so yeah..dad says its goods oso dat we dun like it(he scared we all bcome "wine ghosts" ah).....aftre dat was e best part.....we all went 4 karaoke....can u believe it?? wah lao 1st time leh....n it was all damn funn.....ppl we didnt noe knew how 2 sing many songs actualli knew n they sang.......1 song was most capturing, YMCA ppl were like jumping on e couch haha(including me).....we finished it at about 12 plus lidat......our family fren was so nice 2 send us back.....by e time i bathe all dat, 1 am plus ready....next morning onli went 2 help juniors so didnt see ppl again.....cos it ended VERY late....

oh yeah today's my brother's actual birthday so......

HAPPY 11TH BIRTHDAY TO U ANDREW!!

17/1

so this is really going 2 be my last entry until next time ready.....n a nice number too(17 is my fav)...

in case u dunno, i tryed 2 see e human resource ppl but i wasnt allowed in cos i didnt hav an appointment...lol...i paid an unexpected visit 2 my aunt (which i supposed dun really liked cos she was too mucha rules person n all) yesterday(dunno wad came over me oso...)....i went 2 her hse, my onli intention was 2 chill there n jus write letterS 2 ppl but end up i onli wrote 1 letter..but anws my aunt was almost another person lol....i could tell she was very VERRY happy dat i visited her....must b e long time she has seen me n not 2 mention ppl about my age in her house(her 2 children already grown up).....i go in onli she was like asking me "u wan anything 2 eat?" "u wann anything 2 drink?" i had dinner at her place....her hospitality really stunned me lol...

anws she sent me home personally n gave my family ALOT of stuff(as usual)....wow our fridge no space 2 put ready...she oso gave me sum money 2 spend 4 e holidaes!! lol unexpected...

anws i spent like 2 hrs online jus trying 2 get e crap stuff online application done in time....i called at about 12...n they asked me 2 go online....walao super long la...i do up 1 complete form then i realised dat i did e wrong form....i did 1 permanent job application cuz i thot jus anihow do la....e header said permanent/temporary job apps..i didnt noe there were temporary jobs by scrolling down(so smart rite?)...anws i had 2 email e person(presumably e 1 i spoke to) about e mistake...i ended up doing up 2 diff temp job applications...so i jus hope i can get 1 by God's grace...but anws i thot i made a mistake as well cos they didnt name e temp job specifically...hadta check once again...they named it "permanent job" (well done eh? for a government company)

well see my next post in 2 mths....bye take care of urself n God Bless (;

16/1

well dis might be my last entry 4 quite long so yeah...todae i met some syfc ppl at emmanuel house..got lost again..next time i must stop at e next bustop but yeah i keep forgetting....anws my neck feels MUCH betta now...yesterday it was all sore n all..but its amazing! after i prayed about it, it felt much betta n I felt much betta too....i felt numb after my exams yesterday, i didnt noe wad exactly i was feeling so oh wells...

well i had a meeting about God's will n must say its much more interesting than i thot it would be....ok i'm going 2 finda job at sum inland revenue house(yess alone)...my dad ask me 2 go there find so i go lol....i might pop into my aunt's place for awhile cause she stays at novena there.....i might jus go there 2 write letters 2 sum ppl in yf or in small group....see how la...ok until my next post tata goodbye for now

15/1 free at last

well free at last yeah!! frisbee every week from now onwards....yesss....my dad say dat after my exams i can do wadeva i want he wouldnt care.....(well not completely but e long awaited break is here) yeah!! suddenly i dunno wad i wanna do 4 dis 2 mths holidae....work n earn my extra pocket money or jus spend e time chilling with my frens dat i nv had e time to do so cos of skool n all.....well i'll look for job tml la....then say....e songs dat my fren burned 4 me rocks my socks offf man...so many 162 songs in a disc!! well when i get home i'll chill 2 dat almost endless list of songs lol.....until then i will stay in skool n play 4 awhile lol....

sian all my frens are either going abroad or going 4 NS soon....seems like so fast....it takes time 2 cultivate good friendships.....but i find dat i dunno how la....will sumbody pls teach me how?

pinkpigs--heyy i cant tag at ur blog(yet again)....anws jus 4 ur benefit im putting my email add again lancekiller_dan@hotmail.com... btw i dunno ur email add how i add u?

for all those dat encouraged me 1 way or another, thank you all so much...i cant name all of u but i'm hoping u noe who u are...and for those dat share e same feeling as i do about being good frens with ppl, who noes we might jus be good frens thru dis haha

now its e holidaes....so i wont be tagging 4 quite awhile (2 mths at most, nuttin much haha) cos my home comm still slow as usual.....dialup now is quite fast but they do charge per use wann so....i'll go n upgrade it during e hols(assembling it myself yeaye)....then see how if my dad wanna subscribe 2 broadband or not....

to anyone: feel free 2 tag as much at my blog as u want, dun b offended if i dun seem 2 reply ur tags as often k?

14/2

FEDDUP THIS GUY WHOM I PLAYED YAHOO WITH HAD A BAD ATTITUDE!! HE WAS NOT GOOD AT ALL AND HE CALLED ME A FOOL!!!!! FEDDUP JUS BCOS MY RATING WAS LOWER THAN HIS....HE N SUPPOSED HIS GALFREN CAME 2 E TABLE N INSULTED ME!! (discontinued at around 151pm)

but nvm i'm cool....i thank God so much i'm his child so i didnt bother 2 even scold the guy n his gf back....i told them it was not worth getting angry over.....but actualli i was super angry with him la.....(coward)....if he dares 2 say dat in front of my face, i would probably hav punched him 1st then say(no matter how big he is.) but i REALLY thank God that he restrained me from using any profanities(as e guy did...)....thank god for his grace n mercy....
(continued at 0051am)(so much for finishing venting my anger....) i haven finished yet but i let dat insignificant guy affect my mood until i went 4 yf....seriously la...my heart was pounding inside n i had trouble keep still...(u can imagine e rage i felt)....by now i forgot most of my fury ready so its quite mild now....oh wells

talk about real practical stuff from QT todae....it was sumtin about when u are nice 2 ur enemy, ur actualli heaping coals of fire on their head lol...crap i actualli heaped plenty of coals on dat lousy guys head(seems quite reassuring)....

was still feeling quite bad during yf actualli...was actualli looking 4 sum1 2 talk to about it...(was quite shocked 2 see dat ppl were sitting in clique circles (literally!!)when i walked into 209A) but its not their fault la...i would probably be like dat if i wasnt so unsettled....kendrick led e worship todae, it was a great experience i must say(nuttin about him but everything about God(altho he was rather confident n all...well done dude)...) i really cheered up much much alot after e small group games we had(tho it was super short la....)tml will be a betta day (=

14/1

heyy i finished my last studying subject yeah!! see im so nice rite(to all my frens i linked here) i tagged all ur blogs(or tried for sum..) before i post sumtin(haha nice or not 4 u guys(n gals) 2 decide haha)...well i was late for my paper todae(again) lol...jus had time 2 straightaway settle down n jus get onto my paper..haha poor time management again haha.....

think its a charm? i finish my paper almost same time 4 3 papers ready....all half n hr b4 e paper ends.....i think its so accurate dat u can almost set ur watch 2 wad time i finish my paper lol...

welll after posting dis, i gotta rush down 2 bishan 2 watch e vid of e last youth outreach(even tho i went 4 it....)....in case u dunno e yf vids they're (almost?) always so funny...haha...well i'll play yahoo pool abit to relax la....

13/1

heyy so sian...online at home for 1 of e rare times cos i havta send my fren songs 2 help me burn into mp3 cd....as soon as it is done i'll get back to my studying which i was doing(wow!)....almost had enuf of studying fundamentals of database communications(or sumtin)....luckily im down 2 e last lec....make my own notes then i will study then which is much easier n faster....then after dat i'll study 4 maths which is my last paper...yeah after dat my dad say i can do wadeva i wann oso he wont care haha good release....im awaiting it!!

mers--heyy i can tag at ur tag board when im at home..must be sum random(on/off) firewall in skool(i oso dunno la..)...sumtimes in can sumtimes cannot....

pinkpigs--heyy sily banana i managed 2 tag once at ur tag board...i wanted 2 tag more but oh wells urs got problem...add me on msn k? lancekiller_dan@hotmail.com

12/1

heyy im going to study todae....slept so well last nite...even my loudest handphone alarm couldnt wake me up enuf 2 go skool earlier....luckily i dun hav paper todae....jus going 2 skool 2 use comm...i saw my rachel kee(my little sister) and kai qi on my way up 2 tp...as usual sum1 dun wanna see me so nv call me if not i mightav woken up earlier(if she had called my home...) im really going 2 study now(rather suprising eh?)

AUNTY serene--y dun u hav a tag board?? n i think sum1 deleted my comment haha AUNTY!!

mers--heyy i cant tag on ur tag board again....got error...

pinkpigs--heyy silly banana...i cant tag ur blog as well....same error on page..

lucas seah--heyy porn man(kumrad)....=p i cant tag ur tagboard as well....got error...

11/3 slacking, no mood 2 study for now

well since those mungent(chinese in tamil) ppl dunno how 2 plan e exams....they give too much break? i guess....dun hav e heart 2 study (luckily for now onli)....later i got a badminton game(as usual) at my 2 brother's primary skool....well luckily i got so long a break....later dis nocturnal nite (big-bird) will get onto study sum stuff later at nite la.....for now play 1st(hav lunch...) later then say la hahahaha

11/2 You Are Mine

Third Day - You Are Mine
From the album Wire

It doesn’t take much
For my heart to break
And you have done it
For what’s seems the millionth time

Whenever I hear
Of your saving grace
And how you gave your life
In exchange for mine

Sometimes I wonder why you even love me
And why you ever chose to call me child
Then I remember
It’s by your sacrifice
I can say that
I am yours and you are mine

It doesn’t take much
For me to shed a tear
And you have done so many things
To make me cry
Whenever I think Of all that I’ve done wrong
And everything that you have done
To make it right

It doesn’t take much
For my heart to break
And you have done it
For what’s seems the millionth time

11/1

Wise words from Yoda...hmmmm


e wise one (;

"Forgettt herrr and mooove on u must", "Happpy to be"

10/2 d n a

haiz y iszit e thing dat makes u e happiest often is e thing dat makes u e saddest as well?

crap stuff i try not 2 think about u cuz it HURTS but how??

i wanna call u rite now.....but wads stopping me? u? or jus my overwhelming feelings.......
if its jus e distance its nuttin......but e thing is ur not distant ready even tho i haven seen u in like days or months......ur already too close 4 happiness jus 4 it 2be so......therefore it jus hurts dat i cant seem 2 see ur face.....

one of these days i'll call u n i'll see how my feelings torment me......y did u hav 2be so perfect? Y?? i blame onli myself 4 being too careless dat i fell too deep...to say trust God about dis is easy but 2 actualli do it is not easy due to my human nature.......can i really trust Him 2 give me wads He thinks is rite 4 me when i think dat i might hav let sucha wonderdul opportunity(d_n_a) pass me by rite before my eyes, b4 my heart??????

haiz onli time will tell.....all i can do now is 2 reminnence about e past...n jus stone..not think about u...but dats a hard thing in itself.......i've thinking about u, d_n_a every now n then (yet again)..........haiz u'll probably never ever read dis so i'm jus content 2 let it overflow here.....haiz.....

10/1

heyy i finished my exam 4 todae....it was madness mann.......my paper started at 230pm.....i was studying my notes thoroughly(e 2nd time onli !!) until about 2pm!! didnt hav lunch at dat time yet....i rushed out at 2pm n had a small bun as a filler...i rushed 2 exam venue...then shortly after i took my things out n got settled, e teacher said u can start writing.....madness...i didnt even get 2 look thru e paper(for e 10 mins b4 e paper was spent on e way to skool).....thank God i stay so near....i jus like went straight into e paper......Thank God again he helped me to at least study 2wice or else e paper wouldnt seem as easy as it was.....phew.....my next exam is dis saturday la....crap stuff.....stupid mungent ppl dunno how 2 plan well enuf iszit....? feddup...

9/2 Nothing Without You

Bebo Norman - Nothing Without You
From the album Try

Take these hands and lift them up
For I have not the strength to praise You near enough
For I have nothing, I have nothing without You
Take my voice and pour it out
Let it sing the songs of mercy I have found
For I have nothing, I have nothing without You

Chorus:
All my soul needs
Is all Your love to cover me
So all the world will see
That I have nothing without You

Take my body and build it up
May it be broken as an offering of love
For I have nothing, I have nothing without You

All my soul needs
Is all Your love to cover me
So all the world will see
But I love You

With all my heart
With all my soul
With all my mind
And all the strength I can find

All my soul needs
Is all Your love to cover me
So all the world will see
I have nothing

Take my time here on earth
And let it glorify all that You are worth
For I am nothing, I am nothing, I am nothing without You

9/1

heyy i finished my 1st paper todae....i dunno how those indian talents do it....they jus finish e entire paper like an hr plus early lol....while im like trying my best to finish it like them....end up i finish e 3 hr paper with half an hr 2 spare....either e indian talents really noe their stuff or they jus dunno n give up....sumtin tells me its not e latter....but i jus hope its e latter haha....if onli e marks u get is proportionate 2 how long u take 2 finish e paper....oh yeah there's a GOOOOD feeling of achievement cause i studied 4 times for todae's paper...

ok going home soon 2 study....for tml's paper which i haven touched(not even once!!)....luckily e exam is in e afternoon....thank God for his provision.....(;

8/2 This Fragile Breath

Todd Agnew - This Fragile Breath
From the album Grace Like Rain

I searched the world for a song that I could sing
Praise to my King, A gift that I could bring
But no music I found could compare to You
Not one could do Justice to Your glory
What are my songs compared to Yours

Chorus:
You speak with thunder and lightening
Your voice shakes the mountains
The foundations of the earth
All I can offer is this fragile breath
With each one I'll praise You
With each one I'll praise You more

I searched the world for a poem I could read
A rhyme that would bring Glory to my King
But no writing I found was worthy of
This God high above all other gods
What are my words compared to Yours

You speak with thunder and lightening
Your voice shakes the mountains
The foundations of the earth
All I can offer is this fragile breath
With each one I'll praise You
With each one I'll praise You more