i dun wanna sleep yet but i should.....

yea as the title suggests.....well actually i dun wanna sleep cos im jus feeling abit sian cos of you......well i will post more on dat next time haiz......im jus feeling sian cos like we arent even near frens now, we arent talking much and stuff........i been wanting to talk to you so much for awhile, but i dunno if you want to talk to me or not.......in fact i dunno how to proceed now.....i guess sometimes i jus want to be sure....i want it all or nothing at all, jus staying in the middle of nowhere with you just kills me at times cos i dunno exactly wad to do, where to go from here.......okk its late i wanna retire to my bed for well over 12 hours so i wont really rant sucha long post........then there is the question about whether you like me or not, if u do, jus tell me in my face so dat i will noe and dun need to 2nd guess or wad heh, i guess it'll be wierd for some time but we'll see how it goes from there la.......


i think i need to talk with aunty lily again =| im pretty sure her insights will really help me find an answer........



i thank God for klove, visit my links if u wanna hear it online.......its really uplifting me and im so glad i can listen to it streaming online on my new laptop no less.....well i wanna upgrade to windows 7 soon!! as well as mayb send my laptop for servicing, yea i noe i jus bought it less than a month......the speakers apparently cant play music for long, there will be popping sounds like something spoilt or so......well i should go to my inviting bed now.......


PS i have been listening to klove for about the same amount of hours and minuites past midnight dat this post is actually coming out......(dats like 3 and a half hrs) quite cool eh? hahah, well jus a thot.....good nite, or good morning.......