hurhur i think my blog is quite stagnant for awhile.......soon it will be one month of stagnance haha......im tired so i will jus make it quick........not much of an update but yeah i think its either too much or nothing much to update about for now......next time then i see how la.........
replies to tags:
jon chua: i guess ur the first to tag since i last replied so there i'll reply u first.......i dunno about the slowly it'll get easier to open up thing but i trust that God will work what He wills in my life......
jon lee: i got nothing else to say except ur a bucket man jon.......thanks for letting me noe about the finding christian frens in ns and all......to be really honest i didnt really appreciate the comments after the graduation bit, so lest i say anything i would regret, im jus not going to reply to dat.......like aunty esther would say (i've heard her say this like countless times even tho i jus gotten to know her thru childrens camp and all) "i'm very transparent about my life........."
......well in my case im jus transparent with u here......i hope u appreciate my frankness.....
kenji: no la u think too highly of me la seriously.........this is not really the most honest things i can shared, there's still alot to be shared, things i might or might not want ppl to know......
autobiography im not too sure about it la but see how la =) (you should feel happy, im asking so many ppl to refer to my reply to ur tag la hahah)
GOLDIE: haha hi, nice to see you at church camp......stay cheerful heh
april and jon lee: refer to my reply to kenji's tag about the honesty bit heh, sorry abit lazy to type it so many times, my apologies..........thanks for the comment about childrens camp, i dun think its been any of my efforts to control them.......i really think its God dat worked in the kids really, looking back i think could not have almost single-handedly (of course there was my partner abel) make the children listen and follow our instructions esp on stage for the skit (super last min) everything.......all glory be to God!! =D
eleanor ho: lol i thot i wont be able to see you before i go into ns but i guess u proved me wrong heh......ok u promise ah haha i feel so thick-skinned.....get me really good food as well HaHaHa.......no la im not so thick-skinned.......up to u to get whatever u want la......im jus the willing receiver hahahaha........take care of urself over there k?
rachel yeo: Hello! thanks for dropping by! i didnt noe u knew my blog add and dat u come to read haha...thanks for tagging anyways........
gayle: haha its really funny meh.......oh refer to my reply to kenji's tag about the honesty thingy as well can? haha sorry to u as well cos im lazy to retype many things..........
hmm about being passionate about prayer i think deep in my heart i wont say i was passionate about it....it was more like i needed to get honest with myself and God (who actually doesnt need me to tell Him anything cos He knows everything).......and the graveyard shift mayb it was a good thing to me at least dat u didnt come heh for some reasons unknown to u haha (i cant really say cos i wann keep this to myself and hold onto it as a reminder of the time i spent alone with God in dat room)......dun worry about it.....i think spending dat 5 tiring hours in the prayer room was sumtin dat God impressed upon my heart to go 'with or without you' <-- HAHAHA......you meaning frens and all so yeah =) although i cant really put my finger on it, i feel i've really been blessed by the time spent in the prayer room on hindsight.........there's always opportunities to pray, make time haha..........
this is a note to some ppl -- to some ppl who come to read my blog or at least know about it, when u do come across it, i hope dat you will come across this note.........to all those who have been treating me so well, especially some attached (and some non-attached) ones, this may sound silly cos there are some of u i feeel might be 'possibilities of more than furtherness' (i'll jus leave it at dat without explaining, i know who you are can can ready), can you all not treat me so well? i find its really tough for me cos i feel i'm in a very emotionally needy time now and you ppl treating me so nicely makes me feel desperate and many other things lol =| yeah i sometimes wish i could tell it to each of you honestly but dat would be so hard, so awkward, so damaging to the frenship, so... etc........of course this IS ONLI APPLICABLE TO FEMALE BEINGS lol........wa i like this song im listening to rite now, it sounds appropriate for wad im typing, tho i didnt really pay attention to the lyrics except the "tear out my heart (listening to it again im not too sure if its eyes or heart but oh wells i jus leave it as heart for the emo purpose it serves hahaha), feed them to lions" part......the song is Five For Fighting - Two Lights.......im laughing at myself how i sound so emo and stuff, got some for moment for wad im typing everything, especially this........haha dats all from this wearied body for now.......i guess this counts as enough of an (honest) update.......
time to sleep, good nite.com
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