Wednesday, May 23

i thank God for older mentors to talk to...

well yeah as i told my er sao, i dun really stay unhappy for long.............sometimes i can say dat i dun stay happy for long as well.......heh but im ok now i guess............. i talked to zhi wen about abit of the problems dat i had......y i talked to him specifically i dunno oso.........mayb its cos i really respect his fervence (pardon my spelling, i dunno if this is actually a word haha) and Godly wisdom.............i never talked to him about my problems before but i jus feel he is like a bigger brother to me at times.........but i jus noe dat wad i tell him can be kept in confidence..........(somehow i think got more to say but cos im watching the tv next to the comm, my thots are disconnected and they get lost somewhere haha..........) oh yeah im oso very encouraged by the way he lives his life and the way he knows wad he is talking about (when talking about matters pertaining to the faith and all).........i will type more when it comes to me....

and i must say i really felt much i had a good time pouring my heart out of some of my problems to him........and suprisingly he said it helped him too by listening to me about my problems as well....hmm i cant really see how it can be so lol but if he says so then ok lol..........he prayed with me after we both had a good chatbetter..........in fact im feeling the effects of talking to him even now haha.......he is jus very encouraging as well for his passion for the development of the youths in zion, powerful man...........im thinking if he has the time and if he is willing i might ask him to be one of my mentors lol......... yeah in short im ok ready haha............

some things i brought back from talking to zhi wen:

1) SERVE FROM A POSITION OF STRENGTH

2) WHEN WE ALL (2 OR 3) GATHER TOGETHER IN THE NAME OF JESUS, HE IS THERE AMONG US, AND WE ARE WHAT JESUS WOULD BE TO EVERY OTHER PERSON......

3) WE ARE ALL ONE BIG FAMILY

4) ITS BETTER TO MINISTER TO A FEW IN DEPTH THAN MINISTER TO ALOT OF PPL BUT ONLI TO A SHALLOW EXTENT

replies to tags:

jon chua: haha i myself cant tell for sure.......but i guess not rediscovering my old self la......i personally think dat is not possible.....only God knows and whatever it is He is in control la.........eh ur stomach small la......heh

maggie mee: haha thanks for tagging........mayb ur rite mayb not heh.....i dunno oso la, i dun wanna appear aloof and anti-social lol......thanks tho ;)

jon lee: hello? carl's jr oso havta open ur mouth wide to eat wann wad.........i never get a jaw ache from eating good food man......i seriously think u dunno how to enjoy good food haha.......ur not supposed to compete to see how fast u can eat a footlong lol, the joy of eating and enjoying the food is gone man! haha.....i think i could eat a footlong in 5 mins too but i dun wanna do dat hahah....subway is jus as tasty too, and more affordable heh......but still ex.....

crystal: haha actually jus the confirmation dat ur someone i know would be enough, of course i know who u are, pastor eddy's daughter or mark and gloria's sister would be more than enough heh......i'll jus call u by ur name la haha...thanks for the link, i will link u soon........

er sao: haha thank you so much, feels comforting to know ppl are praying for u........heh actually i dun really noe how to describe this feeling oso......haha u noe i appreciate it can ready.......

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