on leave!

shiok man today i was on leave......i think i caught up on alot of things lol......i managed to get more sleep and i actually wanted to go the the gym in my skool but end up i did my gym workout at home....i really sweat alot then man..........and it was jus one of the three circuits lol but i really enjoyed it alot man........onli a day's leave can allow me to do this lol....its really sumtin my body has been wanting to 'receive' for sucha long time.....pardon me with all my body building stuff haha........

and i also caught up with my playing of guitar and now im blogging....haha cos in between some chinese reality show about the female party proposing to her beau lol......super sweet lol.....and i must say the female party is like super daring lol.......

oh yeah i feel betta now even though i dunno the reason y i felt wierd in the first place.....and i dunno how it got betta oso........i think its can only be God's doing (i say as if its a bad thing haha...).......and i felt even betta today after reading a few articles i heard from a website which i heard from listening to klove.....sumtin jus made me listen to it lol........anyway i'm feeling great now.....will be back to my old self soon........beware of the suaning hahaha.......no la not so bad la.....i jus take it as it comes hahaha.........along with God adjusting my feelings and reading all those articles, i really am feeling betta ready........

oh yeah im quite disappointed and frustrated with my guitar playing........i mean i more or less know i hav already overcome some parts of guitar playing like mastering the non-bar chords and my fingers not really becoming pain as often....the bar chords im beginning to be quite adept at it but i jus cant change it fast enough for those chords i haven normally played like Cm, Gm, G#m, Bsus4, C#m, Em7 etc la.......i'm frustrated i cant play as well as david, linus or even quite a few ppl......well i shouldnt be comparing to them as of now cos i jus started learning this year i think....already quite good for simple stuff ready and i think i learnt quite fast? at least i can play quite a few songs in the chord book now.....but its not enough to me......

im jus worrying whether my passion for guitar will last, seeing i spent quite abit on it lol..........when i bought my guitar my dad was not happy cos of the money i spent on it......then i assured him it was a good guitar and a well worth buy and to his worries whether it will become a white elephant, i said i will continue to play and play it betta and well at dat.........so far he hasnt said anything about my guitar playing (oso partly cos i dun play in public at home or whatever.......)........i oso want to make sure my passion for guitar wont jus die out after a few months as joy said(i think its she said some months ago)..........she was refering to john's passion for guitar esp his electric guitar dat it wont last for long.......dat got me thinking dat i wont let dat happen and dont ever want dat to happen........dat means i hav to continue to be frustrated while i continue to work and practice my guitar playing lol.....more stinging fingertips as well.........but i dun mind esp even now when i'm feeling betta i guess i can betta enjoy guitar as well haha......

shiok man i'm having another day off later cos they dun hav spae for me to sit hahaha.....shiok lol...i dun work for the rest of the time oso i dun mind.......its time to blast my body and all.............shiok man the feeling........i guess dats all i can remember for now haha

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