luckily i still managed 2 rush down....my dad la tell me i wake up at 630am can make it.....lousy estimation....i woke up at 630am....left e house at 710am lidat....siao rushing jus 2 see david off....by e time i reach it was almost 8 ready....luckily he got caught in e customs if not i would not be able 2 see him 4 e last time 4 9 mths!!! (his baggage was too heavy by 12kg lidat, his uncle cleared it 4 him thru connections) haiz i'm really damn sad...
:'( i cried silently jus now (i turned away so noone could see my tears)...sharon cried too...well half crying n half laughing cos of daryl's joke.....jus b4 david entered e gates......david has really been sucha good fren 2 me whom i can share anything with him.....david, linus, n i share a special bond holding our frenship together....dat is we're like always there 4 each other.....we shared experiences with one another.....good or bad.....now dats davids gone 4 9 mths, i noe dat lie n i will both feel dat there's sumtin missing.....i find dat 9 months is jus too long.....i misss david already......i really cried on e train when he msged me back(presumably he was on e plane already) :'( will lie n i ever find sum1 as close as david whom we can share all our troubles n good times with? feddup im tearing as i type dis.....i keep talking as if he is not coming back lidat but i jus miss him, his presence, his frenship n all.... :'(
after david went thru e departure gates, i went 2 e viewing gallery 2 try 2 see his plane or sumtin but e gate (gate c5 i think) was too far away from e viewing gallery...i had already said goodbye to e group dat wanted 2 hav breakfast......but i had 2 work....i ran into them going 2 e viewing gallery.....after i departed from e viewing gallery, i ran into them taking e skytrain as well....cos the popeyes (or sumtin) wasnt open........now im at my workplace, there's no work 4 me 2 do.....no work 4 me 2 stop thinking about how sad i am after david has left....arhh e feeling sux but oh wells i cant keep feeling dis way....todae e feelings still fresh.....1 or 2 mths from now i'll probably miss david more than i do now....i havta go thru like 1 semester b4 david is back......skoool's nuttin.....but who am i going 2 turn 2 talk about my troubles? who's going 2 tell me theirs as well? i hope dat God will provide sum1 dat i can be inter-reliant on for support n encouragement.....n most of all to be a good fren always there whether in need or not.... :'(
i havta get on with life...with lie....jus hope e both of us can foster new, better n closer frenships.....
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