its jus been a very sian weekend

i dunno y la this whole weekend i didnt feel the least bit like myself la.........i think it started on friday nite la, i really wanted to sleep and i was tired and all but i jus could not get to sleep LOL how torturous (i think i didnt get a wink of sleep seriously)........must be dat (EXPENSIVE) belgium coffee i had with mayboo after watching the protege (how long has it been since i last watched a movie lol) with her, i must say its quite a good show and all except for abit of the gory parts haha......mayboo was like practically jumping out of her seat when one of the drug dealers guys use a hammer to crudely hammer off one guys wrist haha.........and mayboo can be a director ready la she almost practically noes wad will happen next lol......i had a good time la, catching up with mayboo on some stuff as well.........but i think i shouldnt have drunk coffee!!! ouch it was so expensive la and i never ever buy such drinks one by the way........but it was nice i must admit.....once in a blue moon la if not i'll go broke jus going out all the time and spending money so extravagantly......pain leh........

anyway back to my sian weekend..........floorball in the morning was ok la, jus normal fun heh........i jus felt very sian at yf after dat i dunno y oso..........it was skool day and all...........after skool day i felt my normal lost feeling lol........its like the ppl dat i normally talk to , or those dat i can talk to jus disappeared or went home, went for reunion da da da............

i stayed downstairs and stayed there for awhile after rachel asked us all to go look at the booth........i took a look and the shirts dun really look like much (as in the design wise........sorry rachel.......) but i really might consider buying (from wad i hear i betta decide soon) cos even though the designs dun look like much, the price seems reasonable (or mayb im getting more spendthrift without realising it......), i dun really mind to part with my $40 for "a good cause" (lol im not noble i guess haha.......) i saw ppl all sitting around and all all like very sian and all lol........i jus felt like going home lol.........it was like dark and nobody started captain's ball at all! the onli thing they all were playing was table tennis which i'm not really good at............how come it seems dat bishan can play more things? lol i guess its due to the strict management in gardens, i heard dats y most of them dun really hang out in gardens anymore cos its like so restricted there in some sense.......not dat bishan is really open to anything la but i jus feel dat we can play more things at bishan.....like floorball, captains ball, basketball, soccer etc.........im NOT using this as an excuse to draw ppl to bishan im jus stating my opinion on my blog LOL...............

anwyay after dat i went upstairs and in my mind i was thinking so dats where some of the ppl dat i can talk to went........i didnt really talk to much ppl haha i saw my brother playing sepak tekraw (luckily he was playing in some sense if not if i saw him downstairs i would have brought him home long ago heh......)......i guess i was jus tired and all la.........i played such an old skool game with john foo, lydia, sara tan (the younger one) and sebbie...haha cheered up a little...i cant believe lydia never played erasers before lol....so funny i wonder wad she played in her childhood heh......in spite of me wanting to go home early everything i think my brother and i left gardens church for dinner quite late i guess........cos my brother wanted to play every thing........i jus didnt have the mood for anything at all lol..........after the delicious beef noodles at gardens (i always eat nothing else but dat whenever i go gardens, im hooked i guess) my brother and i went home relatively earlier than normal when we go bishan.......but i think we reached home about the same time if not later than coming home from bishan.....dats one of the reasons dat i go bishan besides being able to talk to ppl there in general betta (not all of course, knowing me.....), cos its more accessible from my house heh even tho gardens is nearer i must say.......

(haiz its late and i feel as if im rambling on and on.......i still have another post to post, ok dat mayb tml meaning the later of feb the 28th......)

ok onto sunday...........i jus slept the moment i reached home (of course after bathing all dat) but i jus konked out, didnt bother to do anything else at all lol.....and i had sucha good sleep la but i feel as if sunday i could not wake up at all cos i had such a great sleep dat i could hardly hear my handphone alarm clock lol.......sian too late for yd and all........so i didnt go for it in the end.............after dat i jus went to the junior worship place cos i'm scheduled to play and all.......woah we had like 4 guitarists.........end up matthias didnt play lol cos already got me, shermaine and nat playing.........plus matt snapped nat's guitar string while trying to tune it lol.......haiz i think the 3 of us didnt really work out very well........quite bad i must say..........cause like shermaine's timing is irregular depending on the songs and nat's timing is jus off la, he plays the songs very funny way la i cant really say how he plays la its jus funny........and tho i can play but i cannot like go against nat (and shermaine following him) cos i know its rite and all but yeah cos if i play against them it will sound jus a tard bit too much messiness and noise lol so i hardly played much i guess esp at some songs..........im not complaining about nat or his guitar playing behind his back la but seriously if i had the chance to bring it up to him i would (but this kinda thing abit hard to voice out la, afterwards he turn around and say who am i to say and all, like i very pro like dat then its gone ready lol, dun need tell him anything else ready)........i feel as if i didnt do much as junior worship this particular session to be honest, dat feeling very sian so i have to constantly remind myself dat God is satisfied with the heart and not the 'motions or processes'........oh wells after dat floorball woohoo probably the thing dat brings me back to contentment at least (but not happiness) every week heh..........so tired when i got back but nothing much happened, jus had a really good rest on monday la..................

ok i've been keeping this bottled up for the past few days already been wanting to post haha.....anyway this is all old news so for ur reading pleasure onli hahaha.....

okk replies to tags:

jon chua: sorry for the late reply.......anyway heh my brother got selected for jpsae interview for his film sound video course, he is quite happy i guess but i dunno when he will know if he is accepted or not heh.......thanks haha but i dun think im dat fit yet la.......

jon lee: haha dats y im retaking but i guess the retaking date will continue to be procrastinated by me heh........but i dun even noe when safra is holding their napfa tests at tampines stadium... heh i guess can find out from the pre enlistment recruit booklet or sumtin, havta go and find it heh....

su: su? erhm hi..........i dun think i recognise ur nick heh.......anyway cheap sticks ah, depends on wad u are looking for i guess........i heard fatpipe sticks are quite good and so are salming sticks i guess........my fren says cannot compare brands or one stick with another, its all based on personal preference..........salming probably offers a cheaper range i guess..........

ivan lee: hi ivan....thanks for tagging.........heh green pyjamas adn national slavery heh....all learnt phrases from frens heh.......eh wait green pyjamas is my own heh......slowly la u'll improve (;

dats all for the nite, gotta go sleep.......(=

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Happy Chinese New Year!

haha abit late ah........im onli blogging on the like 4th day of the lunar new year? hahaha but anyway been wanting to blog but either haven got the time cos i had to do up my report or my mom had to use the comm for her typing or wad heh............

finally im down to blogging today...........oh yeah by the way i finished my report adn sent it via email already.........such a good feeling lol but i dunno if my teacher received it or not cos she didnt reply my msg, quite worrying cos i might fail my internship if she doesnt get it la, but oh wells as (dunno who) one of the pastors said, worrying does not add 15 mins to your life so i dun worry la, its all in God's hands.............

speaking of being in God's hands, sometimes i jus cant help but wonder or dream about possibilities in every present situation........i mean there is so many 'possibilities' God will work out, sometimes i jus cant help myself but guess "if this might be the way God has planned for me"..........i guess its the age and the hormones probably la...........i oso dun really noe wad to think la...........am i really not trusting God as much as i want to when i dream about the possibilities? lol...........ok enuf about that.........

i went for duck tours with my 2 brothers today HAHAHA! i have never been on a tour around my home country before lol........quite fun and interesting.........but lol which singaporean would pay to go on a tour to see their home country? lol my brothers and i didnt........we got complimentary tickets given to my aunt so she gave us lol..........quite nice la i must say, very enjoyable cos the 'duck' went to the place where i used to canoe when in secondary skool..........dat place sure brings back fond memories lol.........how i wish i had the pleasure of canoeing again in poly as well lol........i would be much happier lol, and if i could have such great team mates as secondary skoool then it could not be anymore perfect lol..............hahah dreaming of things again.........anyway they gave out free duck whistles on board the duck but they onli had 3 lol..........and they were like selling them normally at like 3.85.......siao, onli siao ang mos and silly tourists would buy them lol..............i got to noe more about certain structures in singpore as well........

hmm i jus remembered i didnt blog about my napfa test.........dat was on the friday that passed lol..........haiya sian la..........i am jus not satisfied with my results la.................ok for my five stations, i did pretty ok.........i got all As and Bs, good enough to get gold for napfa (still even though i would consider myself pretty off form due to lack of exercise during my attachment period.....(sian).........).........woah but i when i found out the timing for my 2.4 km, my heart sorta sank for any dreams of getting a gold la.........12.32 mins or sumtin like dat SIAN!!! well its like this, i ate at 240pm on the day of the test, i am damn smart la.........shouldnt have eaten lol.........now all cos of dat meal i havta retest..........the test supposed to start at like 3pm but by the time its started, it was like 330pm..........i was part of the group dat did my 2.4km first, i already dun like the idea of running first, wads more i was quite full.....sian............i began my run and i was in second place until halfway lol (dats at least something i can be proud of)........then after halfway i could not really run cos my stomach felt too full and i started walking for abit and running when i could.........damn sian la the feeling............haiz all cos of dat meal..........too late for regrets now........i will take a napfa retest at the tampines safra or sumtin.........i will get a gold so i can skip 2 months of btp of sumtin like dat, not dat the 2 months really bother me........but yeah lesser time better............

nothing much i can think to blog about ready.........going to coutn my ang pao money and sleep probably.......

oh yeah mayboo, get well soon haha........i jus remembered i wanted to visit you when i wanted to visit titus (but he apparently forgot to msg me heh).........eh mayboo, can...kendrick HAHA!

replies to tags:

jon lee: hmm u dun understand? hmm mayb u can go check out anyone of the floorball websites......http://www.salmingsports.com/........go check this out la, i find it quite informative........

jon chua: lol......its the influence from bishan la haha.......all of us are fanatical about floorball, or more importantly, FBFC!! FloorBall For Christ!! lol oh my brother got 17 for r4......i think its ok la but still havta wait and see if he can get into the course he wants.........

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new floorball sticks!

well i do admit its been a long time since i last posted..........so im posting on valentine's day haha or at least i started posting on valentine's day.........

well today passed by as yet another day without a real valentine........eh wait dat sounds so sad, which i am not by the way (i jus dun hav a reason to be sad or wad anymore haha)........i actually had a great day, not dat not having a real valentine really bothered me much at all..........i have titus my wife wad hahaha........

well for now i am quite free cos i have completed my internship already.......february 9th was my last day lol.........no more waking up early lol......quite shiok im enjoying it.....but for now i havta complete my report and send my internship liason officer (from my skool) a soft copy of my report by this coming monday............quite sian la...........up until wednesday i haven touched my report a single bit lol........

let me try and remember monday i woke up early, wanting to go cmpb for applitude test but then after my "quiet time" and all i couldnt make it there already cos they close at 2pm lol..........then i went to bedok to alter my pants, (my new pants dat i bought from bossini, quite nice, a different colour (its a nice green) from all the pants i already have)........then after dat i bought a double hole belt from there as well.....but even though its abit short i still bought it cos its nice, end up my mom help me ask them if they have a longer belt at other branches so if they have they will send it over to bedok (and call to let us noe) for me to change....i seem to be spending alot this lunar new year lol.........shirts, belt, pants, a new stick etc..............oh wells.....after dat i went to the floorball stick supplier's place (i guess it would not be wise to mention the supplier's name cos this is a public blog and all, he might get into trouble) to see sticks, dats where i bought the $45 stick for my brother.........i bought 3 balls too, 2 green (one softer and one harder) and an official black ball from the supplier as well...........altogether $50, he is very nice, he rounded off the figure so dat its easier to count.........

tuesday............another day of going out all around singapore.......this time i managed to wake up earlier and managed to get to cmpb earlier and do up my applitude test.........woah my applitude test i felt wook very long la, at first when i took the test i wasnt really tired but after dat i felt so drained and mentally tired, there were like so many questions like mayb about 400 plus i think (mayb it may not be dat many but it sure felt like there were lol)........they tested me on so many types of questions la like pictorial patterns, links between words and many many other stuff, mathematical questions as well...........shagg man.....after dat my mom and i close some fund savers account, dat one i oso blur, i dunno wad dat was there for lol............after dat i went down to tampines to look at sticks in the shop in the tampines sports hall.............i dream oso i wont guess dat there is a retail shop selling blast and fatpipe sticks so near my house........i went there mainly to see the blast stick collection cos i was considering buying the blast grapper...........but it wasnt in stock at the shop and looking at the specs and listening to wilfred's advice (i arranged to meet him there), i decided against buying it...........after dat wilfred and i had dinner and we both made our separate ways to the suppliers place (cos wilfred forgot to bring helmet for me haha)......pillion riding with wilfred i must say he is quite a steady driver lol, he said he drive alone more reckless haha.........ok dun digress, i went to the floorball stick supplier's place and i collected the new stick for my brother as well as the few balls dat i bought, as well as my new stick which costs $125.......i wont mention the name of the stick here............the supplier fit on a different blade from wad i wanted (i wanted the green blade cos it was my favorite colour and all) , saying its a better blade and all (especially for airhooks)........black shaft and grip with a dark purple blade haha i jus dun like the colour heh.........but wilfred and i bought stick bags, wilfred bought one bag dat can hold up to 10 15 sticks, alot of compartments for all his stuff for about $58, i bought a stick bag dat can hold mayb about 4-5 sticks lol for $30, both of us very satisfied with our purchases........the supplier very nice cos he let me try out the purple blade first (the new one which he already used a screw driver and bent it for me, thus since its damaged (ouch i sorta regret asking him to bend my stick for me, the bend marks really heart pain to see in my NEW blade lol ouch) , he cant sell it anymore), then if i really didnt like the purple blade, i could go back to him to change to a new green blade, really nice guy........i brought everything back home, and i jus had to confess everything la cos this kinda thing cannot really hide for long from my parents so jus tell them the truth lol, i got scolded abit for spending quite abit, $265 in all but i dun really care la..........heh........woah this is a long post (as always), its going to get longer still.........

valentine's day........hmm i spent most of the day at home jus really wiping the tiles of the bathrooms and my house washing area (there's a washing machine there and my family scrub laundry and hang clothes out to dry there as well......)........i dunno why i didnt hav any objections or wad to do household chores today, normally i would complain lol..........normally i oso wont do unless im asked to do haha...........after dat i chatted online for awhile haha, found out the meaning of uber, one of the words dat jason chua always use haha.........as well as uber micro, pwnage, HAHAHA its entertaining jus to think about wad i read online jus now HAHA.........uber means super or above etc....ok haha i should stop.......today i went out to buy small little tins of paint to paint wadever i wanted, heh $3 for 2 small tins, i think its quite reasonable haha........i wanna paint my phone cover black cos im quite tired of the black velvet cover, it will tend to stink over time.........i bought green paint as well but i dunno wad really to do with it now dat wilfred said my stick would look uglier if i painted it cos the paint will come off and all..........oh wells i guess i can always find some use for all the paint la haha..........its not much anyway, onli a palm sized tin.........oh yeah after trying out the blades at tampines sports hall again today, i think i will keep my purple blade cos mayb it is easier to lift the ball using the purple blade..........the floorball stick supplier offered to give me a t-shirt to sorta compensate for the bite marks probably from his son on my supposedly new stick...............he told us his son bit some of the sticks, so mine is like very little bits of the plastic coating was bit off..........i think i'm going to ask him if i can get the penalty box kit instead, which is actually a face/hand towel plus a bottle i think...........if cannot then nvm lol i'll jus settle for the shirt.........hopefully its a nice design, instead of a plain one..........but anything oso can la i guess.........

ok la i think this post is long enough, i need to sleep, tired man........later at 3pm got napfa test.........i should get more rest..........morning i should wake up earlier to do my report as well......hmm......oh ya sorry everyone who reads my blog, haven been having the time to blog........and these past few days my brother was hogging the comm to do his jae thing, i think he did it for like 3 nites lol...........

belated replies to tags:

jon lee: haha i didnt do more QT but i tried a few days to read my bible daily............now im still lagging behind on the daily chapters...........havta start reading again..........haha dun tell me u oso play dat game lol........o_O my highest score is 6.7 million plus on my frens laptop.................

jon chua: yeah u were rite i had one more week to go then........but sorry i didnt have the time to reply until now, now my internship over ready...........

BOSS: haha yes dear, i am now updating because my BOSS asks me to hahaha......

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